Searching for...

Trying to find the right words to say what I feel but I think: Who do I want to hear them?
Looking for the actions to match the words but who wants to see them?
Hello, is anyone one there? It's So dark.
Can anyone hear me? The only sound is me.
I say the words. I do the dance (actions). I sing the songs (feelings).
But No one is there.
Then I think: Am I only doing it for them or is it all coming from deep within and I Am Freeing myself?
So much...So much...confusion but is it just from me, for me? What is it?
A deep breath, then some light. A small voice comes and say:
"It's all about You. Keeping creating your Good Life. You're not done yet!"

...For ME.

I am losing but yet I gain
I stand in the dark and see light
I'm feeling the fear but surrounded by Love
I step back but move forward
I am closed of but very open
I have tears with smiles
I am crazy and yet very sane
I am human and yet a Spiritual Being
Oh yes, hehehehehe, it's called Living the Life!
Have a Great day and know that it's all okay...Live the Life
And choose wisely.

I learn something new about myself everyday.  Somethings surprise me, some I just look at in a different way. There are times I learn about things in me I never knew was there. Things that makes me think and change, hopefully with some growth. Things that makes me check my reactions to people and situations.
I don't always share what I learn...not right away because I don't know how I'm working with it or how its working me. The moments I learn the most are those times of confusion because it slows me down and I become more focus and aware and try to stay  open. Funny, for me it's all about my changing perspective.
Guess, every moment is a teaching moment and I find myself being both student and teacher in actions and words...the journey/process continue.
You have a Great day as you learn your lessons and share what you have learnt!
You got this...

Don’t be scared.  Don’t add more fear to the rivers of fear that others have create. A flood is caused by one drop; one drop of water can cause a river to flood over its levees.  One drop of fear can cause the river of fear to run wild.  People are and will say and do things to scare you, DON’T ACCEPT IT!  Don’t add that drop of fear that will create a flood of fear.  Re-enforce your levees with Truth.  Choose to see the facts, work with those facts but Live in Truth.  Love is the only power and the work we do, the actions we take should be for the highest good for All…We are All ONE.  What each of us do, believe and choose effect everyone, it maybe only one small drop but it can create a flood.  I want my drop to create a flood of LOVE.  Knowing that what I do affects everyone, I choose the highest Good, not only for me but for All.  “You don’t scare me.  I know the Truth; I see the fact and my choices are made with Love.  I Am never alone and I am working for the highest Good!”   Fear takes away from, Love adds too. Don’t feed the fear, add to the Love.  Yes, what you do in your lil corner effects the world, your lil corner is unlimited, and it’s time to be aware of this.  Your Great creates the Greatness of the world you live in!  Choose wisely and Love unconditionally and celebrate the Joy of It All.
The rivers of fear are high, don’t add that drop of fear to push them over the levees – Don’t be scare.

So nice, that every time I feel lack, lost, confusion, missing and all that other stuff, from across the miles and memories, I am reminded that I Am Loved!!!! That I do make a difference! That Blessing flow continuously to and from me.
That Light from across the miles and the mile guiding me on my way, reminding me that I'm never alone and the energy of Love is always coming and helping me keep things in perspective. And when it hits me...there are celebrations in my mind, heart, body and soul!!!!
CCJ