Curtis C

Curtis C Jul 2017

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I'm not weird.

I'm a limited edition.

Curtis C Jul 2017

Thunder rolls across the sky
Heat is heavy all around
The rain will make it better…
I think.

A cool breeze across my shoulder,
Is the heat giving way?
Yes, rain today.

Another roll of thunder
A bigger breeze move the trees
A small voice…
What does it say?

Thunder, breeze, more heat.
Please bring on the rain.
Please I need it.
A drop, 2, more…rain, yes rain

Rain on my head, on my face.
Now, no one will ask about, my pain.
What a beautiful rain

Curtis C Jul 2017

Let it Be

My head is so mad at my heart.
It’s ready to let go, move on but
My heart still Loves too much…
It says; “wait, please.”

My head watching the actions, “look at it, what is happening.”
My heart, hear the words and ask, “Just listen for a while?”
My heart cries, “Let’s find the balance between actions and words.”
My head….’NO, No, no”

This discussion goes on for many moments…

Finally my Soul speaks, with a deep breath.
Flowing through touching the head and heart
And in a whisper …”LET IT BE!”

Curtis C Jul 2017

where is it?

I Shouted; "HELP!...HELP!...HELP!"
But not a sound, from them or me...no one.
.....I heard it in my head but not in my world.
What a strange day.

Curtis C Jul 2017

I realize today...

I realize today,
You are not the tag at the end of every thought.
I realize today,
Yes, you are in my heart.
I realize today,
I Love you still but Love me more.
I realize today,
I have let go.

Curtis C Jul 2017

A new day

To wake up in the morning
And know it is truly, a new day.
To feel the changes but know not where.
All the step you have taken has brought you to this point of change.
But what has changed?
You won’t know until you have faced the day.
Trust you and accept you, no expectations, and no regret
Take the step into the new.
Take the feeling and sensations without the fear to begin
…a new day.
It is a new day for you to create.

Curtis C Jul 2017

The Room in...

The Room in…
I walked in and saw nothing but it was all supposed to be here.
I search and felt nothing but there was supposed to be:
emotions, feelings, sensations, memories of adventures.
I walked in and asked but there was no answer,
it wasn’t totally dark, there was lights with the shades on them.
There was stories all around but words and phrases was missing.
I heard “it’s okay, there is Love, don’t go.”
But nothing, no one appeared…nothing.
I’ve been in here before, there was stuff: smiles, caring, fun, all that stuff that makes a day good.
So much is missing here…I don’t know if I should stay or go…I just don’t know.
If there’s nothing here for me, why should I wait? Why should I stay?
The actions and the words are not meeting. A room that was so full of Love and Light. Now, nothing.
I walked in and the stuff that made it good was gone.
…the Heart.