Is it the beauty of pain or the pain of beauty, the beauty of failure or the pain of success. A shattering dream or reassembling the pieces. The sorrow in loneliness or loneliness in sorrow.  
    Distractions distort perception, dislex  words,  verse chorus verse fade to discern which is which,  who is who, an impossibility for mankind. Keep questioning question with questions . I divorced reality in an awkward instance of oblivion waking up tomorrow in yesterday's dream scream its still only today. Right?

I have an account with you people. I forgot my password I cannot retrieve my password. For the past month I've been trying to and it will not let me I have 15 poems up there my username is nosh picnic well Nosh pic My email is Paul B Johnson 19699 gmail. I've been on your side for months. My backup email is n o s h pyk at hotmail.com but it never goes there I've tried my girlfriends which is Scanlon Sarah 44 at gmail.com and it doesn't go there I would really like to get back on the site this is my second request this way with no response so my main email is Paul B Johnson 19699 at gmail.com please help