Nao: Poems

155 · Jan 2019

Who are you

Nao Jan 2019

Who are you

who are you
that you fill my heart
with your absence

148 · Sep 2020

texting

Nao Sep 2020

texting

I smiled.
thank you

145 · Dec 2018

Hi

Nao Dec 2018

Hi

Hello.
Goodbye.
How are you.
I miss you every second of every day
I feel broken
Come back to me, if you don’t I might die
Just say it wasn’t real. Say it never happened. Say you’re mine and I’ll forget
Surprise me. Run to me. Take me in your arms and say I love you
Love me.
I miss you.
Come back.

- Hi

143 · Oct 2020

If you go

Nao Oct 2020

If you go

If I go,
without saying goodbye.
I want you to know,
that I really tried.
To live and love,
to endure and smile.
To find the truth,
in this realm of lies.

142 · Aug 2021

Drugs

Nao Aug 2021

Drugs

You look like an angel
Red skin
Green eyes
Blue lips
I think it’s love
You look like a miracle
Rough hands
Cold skin
Soft cheeks
I think I see your love
Or maybe
It’s just the lsd

138 · Sep 2020

He knows what he's doing

Nao Sep 2020

He knows what he's doing

He seems to know
100 ways to make me happy
without it ever feeling too much.

He seems to know
which specific kind of coffee
I will need when i get home.

He seems to know
that we dont really need to speak
just lay together in the grass and the sunlight

He seems to know
that I'm a hopeless romantic,
i think deep down he is the same

He seems to know
i look at the way his lips slighlty curve
when he's reads his favourite book

I think he knows
that i like him just a little
and I'll give him the world if he asks me to

And i know he knows
that he makes me smile with his words
he likes it when i smile i think.

i met a quiet, confident boy who makes me smile and goes on picnics with me.
He doesn't feel the need to fill the silence, i think we might become good friends

135 · Jan 2020

Do you like it?

Nao Jan 2020

Do you like it?

Do you like it?
Hurting me I mean.
It seems I'm never enough,
and I wonder,
If I'll ever be.

Do you like it?
Loving me I mean.
I feel bad a little,
mostly all the time.

Do you hate it that much?
Living I mean.
Because it seems,
You can't let me.

My chest is filled with men,
who enjoy seeing pain,
and yes,
you're one of them.
But this is a poem.
So I guess,
you can be beautiful.

toxic

132 · Dec 2018

Untitled

Nao Dec 2018

Untitled

Don't ask me how I feel.
Don't touch me to comfort me
And don't even think about smiling,
like you know
like you understand.
You don't.

131 · Nov 2020

Not that special

Nao Nov 2020

Not that special

I think I know now,
           That this was never really more than a moment,
                       I was never as attached
                                  As I liked to imagine.

I think i know now
           That i love you when you're here,
                       Forget you when you're gone,
                                   You don't cross my mind as i fall asleep.
I'm sorry,

        I'll call you later

125 · Apr 2020

angry

Nao Apr 2020

angry

I want to scream.
Who gave you the right,
to treat me like you did?
to lie like you did?
to break me like you did?
to love me like you did?
I mean
****.

— The End —