Your special smile
Your special face
Your special hug
Your warm embrace
Your special laugh
It fills the space
Your someone special
I cant replace
Your special voice
Your playful tone
I lets me feel
That I'm not alone
I love you
And I always will
You filled my heart
like no one else could fill

Never say I love you
   If you really don't care
Never talk about feelings
   If they arnt really there
Never hold my hand
   If your gonna break my heart
Never say say your going to
   If you don't plan to start
Never look into my eyes
   If all you do is lie
Never tell me hi
   If you really mean goodbye
If you really mean forever
   Then say that you will try
But if not....then never say forever
   Because forever makes me cry

Broken, broken
Broken in two
Broken, broken
Because of you
The relationship
that we had so long
Just now realizing
that is was wrong
Being with you
a big mistake
Your feelings for me
were nothing but fake

I'm not suppose to love you
I'm not suppose to care
I'm not suppose to waste my time
Wishing you were there
I'm not suppose to wonder
Where you are or what you do
I really just cant help myself
I'm so in love with you

Right through my lens
I see you clear
So far away
But still so near
Im zooming in
your getting close
I want to keep you
In this pose
I focus and
I take the shot
your walking by
cause you do not
have any clue
of what your in
ive captured you
under your skin

No one deserves
To get treated like ****
No one deserves
That punishment
No one deserves
To be annoyed
No one deserves
That empty void
No one deserves
To be frustrated
No one deserves
to be irritated
No one deserves
to get picked on
No one deserves
To get treated wrong
No one deserves
This intense pain
No one deserves
Regret gained
No one deserves
To feel like me
Everyone deserves
To be happy

Watching
waiting
looking
thinking
frustrating
irritating
annoying­
Betraying
Crying
screaming
dieing
bleeding
Have you noticed
anything about these words
They end with with "ing"
And there all things no one deserves

No more hurt
No more pain
No more clouds
No more rain
I will do my best
To try and move on
Because loving you
Was what i did wrong
No more tears
Nothing more to fret
No more sadness
No more regret
To you, I have Nothing more to say
I will move on
And have a good day

The suns
The moons
The stars
Uranus
Saturn
Earth
Jupitar
So famous
Galaxy 1
2
3 and
4
Would just love
To learn more
All suns
The yellow
Red
And blue
Makes me wonder about
How they do
Now mix it all around
And put it in reverse
and what do we have?
The universe

Love is a thing
That is never tooken away
Its something thats blazes the soul everyday
Love? Yeah it hurts
we all know of this
But its also so many things
Like wonder and bliss
Hurt on the other hand
Feels so much worse
The feeling known as hurt
Is pretty much a curse
And why these words are spoken
Is because my heart is broken
This feeling isnt good
Because you have misunderstood
I love you, you are my heart
But now we are pulled apart
Forces fully unknown
Have somehow come out to show
But while we were together
I felt so much better

The love i give
Only for you
The way i live
Only for you
What i always do
Only for you
What we go through
Only for you
Ill rip out my heart
Only for you
Will never tear you apart
Only for you
Will give my life
Only for you
Wont think twice
Only for you
Bought a diamond ring
Only for you
Will always sing
Only for you
The only thing....
I expect you to do...
Is love me too
Is love me too

Every night
before I go to sleep
I think about just you and me
the way we laughed
the way we  talked
the way we held hands
when we walked
the way you touched me
the way we kissed
you were just so amazing
like wondered bliss
but now as I lay here
and think of you
the only thing I can think is
...what did I do????
you accused me
but I did nothing wrong
only thing I did was love you
with feelings that were strong
I try to think pass it...
beyond all tears
beyond pain
beyond all regret that I have gained
but now as I lie here
under my sheet
all I can do anymore
is cry myself to sleep.....

When I look at you
and you look at me
I think we fit
well....perfectly
But something else
bothers my brain
I wonder.....
Do you think the same?
Do you actually love me?
Am I wasting my time?
Is the relationship
we have just a lie?
Are you cheating on me?
Are you playing pretend?
Do you want to break up?
For our relationship to end?
Well while I'm thinking these
things, there's also one thing I do...
I think that you love me
The way I love you....

Forget his name
Forget his face
Forget his kiss
His warm embrace
Forget the love that you once knew
Remember that he has someone new
Forget him when they played your song
Remember him when you cry all night long
Forget how close you once were
Remember its someone else he perfers
Forget how you memerized his walk
Forget how you love to hear him talk
Forget the things he use to say
Remember that he has gone away
Forget his laugh
Forget his smile
Forget that he stayed awhile
Forget the way he held you tight
Remember that hes not alone tonight
Forget the time he loved you still
Forget he said he always will
Forget he said he'll leave you never
Remember the fact, hes gone forever

Don't speak
Shriek
Sound
Profound
Provoke
Spoke
Broken
Unspoken
Away
Everyday
Not good
Misunderstood
Broken heart
Pulled apart
Unknown
Un shown....

The one
I love with all my might
The one
I think of every night
The one
That helps me
make things right
The one
I think of when I
hug my pillow tight
The one
Im not giving up
without a fight

My heart aches
when I think of you
Don't know why you left
What did I do??
Did I not give you enough??
Did I not give my all??
Was my heart to big??
Or perhaps to small??
I miss you..
I need you..
I feel so incomplete...
But why do I still love you...?
If you shattered me....

Every single day
I feel so depressed
And the thought of it
Makes me want to stress
...Sinse there's nothing
In my life to make me
Feel this way...
...Then I wonder
Why I act like this
Every single day...
...Mabye the things
I think about
But don't want to say...
...Make me end up
Feeling this way...

I'm so sick
and tired of it
Everyday is
the same old ****!
I want to go on
to a level anew!
Something good!
For once to do!
Not being ashamed
or having to hide
or being blamed
and asking why....
Go on with life
instead of being stuck
and hating life
and saying what the ****!

Drowning
Drowning in loss
Drowning in sorrow
No escape
Impending doom
That lifts the blood from the veins
And brings it back down with an everlasting splash
Loss
I cant stop thinking about my baby
That I made hate me....
Hatred
A dark figure that looms over me
PLEASE!!!!
No more hurting....
No more pain......