Broke Down...
Cried...
Let it out?..
I'm Fine....

I sit here everyday
And watch her say
She loves somebody else
I like all her pics
And comment when i cen
And Try not to creep her out
Hoping one day she'll notice me
But knowing tha she never will
Whenever shes down
I try to make her feel special
Texting her long sentences
About how "we" care about her
Even though i really mean me...
But someone better comes along
And says two words that sweep her off her feet
And I still Know
She'll never notice me....

She Paints A Pretty Picture
But The Story Has a twist
Her Paint Brush is a Razor
And Her Canvas Is Her Wrist
She Paints Her Pretty Picture
Its A Color Thats Blood Red
While Using Her Sharp Paint Brush
She ends up Finally Dead
Her Pretty Pictures Fading
Quite Slowly On Her Arm
The Bloods Not moving through her
She Can no longer Do Harm
She Painted Her Pretty Picture
But Her Picture Has a twist
You See Her Mind was the razor
And Her Heart was Her Wrist

Mirror

They copy your every move.

Your every step.

Your every expression.

They are out to get you.

They are waiting for you to make a mistake.

They are the evil you.

You shouldn't trust the mirror.

That mirror, a mirror.

It's the evil you.

The opposite.

They say if you chant certain words, it will come out. You could come into their world.

Mirror world, the opposite world, underworld.

But only under one condition, you must do what they ask. You must obey.

Yes, there is another way, another option.

Death.

Don't trust the mirror.

Don't trust the mirror world, the underworld.

Don't trust yourself.

Close Your Eyes
I can't be with you today
but if you close your eyes and think;
I'll be beside you in the kitchen
wearing your shirt - standing by the sink.

I'll be with you in the bedroom
waiting quietly on your bed;
Just close your eyes and think of me,
relive those memories in your head.

I'll stand by you in the bathroom,
an unlikely place to meet;
I'll smile at you so playfully
as I let you brush my teeth.

I'll be your light in the darkness,
shining steady through and through;
You only have to watch it glow
to know I think of you.

I'll be the music that you listen to,
I'll be there in every song:
I'll laugh with you and sing with you,
and comfort you when your day's gone wrong.

I'll be the wind that ruffles your hair,
I'll be that warm embrace;
I'll be the hand on your shoulder,
I'll be the tender touch on your face.

I'll be the clock gently ticking,
reminding you of the times;
We've shut the rest of the world outside
we're in our own world - yours and mine.

I'll be the moon as it dances
on the water cold and still;
For I have loved you always
and I know I always will.

Though you may not see me physically
as you live your life today;
Just close your eyes and think of me
I will not be far away.

Cut a rose in full bloom
Till he brings us to our doom
Till the fearless come
And the act is done
With this knife I take
Till we meet our fate
Till the fearless come
And the act is done
Upon time I strike
Chance to live? I might
Till the fearless come
And the act is done
A love like blood
A love like blood

Time consuming
Life consuming
Pain takes over me
Mind consuming
Try ammusing
But funny ill never see
Very depressed
Even more stressed
What will become of life
I cannot go on
Now that your gone
There is no more light
I miss you a lot
I love you more
But i know that in the end
Life goes on
And so must I
Rest In Peace My Friend

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I hate the way you say
you love me and you don't
I hate the way you say
you'll change even though you wont
I hate the fact that you lie to me
say false **** all the time
I hate that I still love you
its hurting me inside...
I hate the way you smile now
because I know its fake
I hate the way you pull me close
all my energy it takes
I hate the way you always
make me cry for you
I hate the way you say
you'll change even though you never do
THE FACT THAT IM STILL
SITTING HERE NOW
AND LETTING YOU HOLD ME TIGHT!?
Is because no matter what
I love you with all my heart
and all my might...

The love i give
                            Only for you
The way i live
                            Only for you
What i always do
                            Only for you
What we go through
                           Only for you
Ill rip out my heart
                           Only for you
Will never tear you apart
                           Only for you
Will give my life
                           Only for you
Wont think twice
                          Only for you
Bought a diamond ring
                          Only for you
Will always sing
                          Only for you
The only thing....
                          I expect you to do...
Is love me too
                           Is love me too

Pain and dread
Fill my mind
Shattered thoughts
Are all I find
Crawl into a place
So deep
So that not one soul
Can bother me
And what I intend
To do now
Is hide inside
And let nothing out
I cant escape
I never will
Just let it fall
Just let it spill
I can never leave
What is chasing me
Because ill always see it
In my dreams...

Every day I listen
And I listen hard
I try to block them out
And move forward
So there's one thing
I listen to and never forget
The drop chill beats
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Dubstep--where you rise the beat up
Dubstep---where you let the tension rise
And then let the beat Drop

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2% happy
2% loved
6% lonely
10% just gave up
10% ******
10% bracelets
10% gloves
9% irritated
20% doesn't give a ****
10% has nothing to say
4% stays silent
1% knows its better this way
3% hates you
3% hates me
?% is emo
that (?%) is Me...

LOVE    { Lu - huv }  

-Giving someone the ability
to destroy your heart
but trusting them enough
not to do so...

This is how life is
Natural or not
You just have it
Deal with it
Make use of it or rot...

I cry for the time that
you were almost mine
I cry for the memories
that you left behind
I cry for the pain
that was all because of you
I cry for the times
I thought I had you
what I'm felling now
in my mind is you
what I'm feeling now
what I'm heading into
all the nights I prayed
must've all been untrue
I just cant believe
I am losing you...

I have a headache
Go away
I have a headache
Ugh! the aching pain
I have a headache
Cant you see
I'm a ***** right now
Just leave me be

Don't always wear black
Don't worship Satan
Are NOT evil
Do not want to **** people
Do not hate everybody
Are not always depressed
Can be happy to
Are usually nice people
Are normal, just like you

Mirror mirror on the wall
I just want to be noticed, that's all
Mirror mirror if I change my hair
maybe someone will start to care?
Mirror mirror if I wear different cloths
maybe I fit in, someone will know?
Mirror mirror if I cut my wrist
will I feel like I exist
Mirror mirror don't you see
what you say is ruining me

Have i told you yet
How much you mean to me
Have i told you yet
About all the happiness you bring
Have i told you yet
That you mean the world to me
Have i told you yet
Just in case i havent
Your the best thing that
Ever happened to me
And nothing will ever change it

Be with the one that makes you happy
The one that makes you smile
The one that makes you laugh
And each day worth while
Live life for the moment
Try hard to make it last
Because life is so short
It goes by so fast
So when you find love
Dont let it slip away
Hold it forever
And cherish it each day
As long as you are happy
That is what you should do
Love that someone and let them know
No one will love them like you do

This is me
I wait for no one to save me
This is me
I use the gift god gave me
This is me
I choose either abundance or lack
This is me
I have no one to hold me back
This is me
I am free to use my voice
This is me
my future is my choice

I'd rather give
A broken heart to fix
Than a whole heart
To break...

Each day ill do my best
And I wont do any less
Ill pull myself together
I wont accept a mess
Ill use my words so carefully
My poems? very neat
And I will not be happy
Until smiles are all I see
Ill always help inspire
Ill help you with every test
I wont forget my promise
To do my very best

To everyone who reads my poems
I want to thank you all
You made me smile every time I saw
Your likes, your comments, and calls
You guys helped me realized a lot
Even though some used words that were hateful
It helped me open my eyes a little more
And in return I am most grateful
You all inspire me
Make me happy, put a smile on my face
And I hope that with my poems I can
Also do the same
So in the future as we all write together
On...and on....and on....
I hope that we continue to inspire
Each other and Everyone...<3

If i can stop one heart
From breaking
I shall not live in vain
If i can ease one life
Of aching
Or cool one burning pain
Or Help a fainting Robin
Upon its nest again
If i can only do this
And not think of
Personal gain
I shall not live in vain....
I shall not live in vain....

NO PUEDO.......

Should I be happy
That we are friends
.................................
Or sad
Because that's all
We'll ever be???????

Every night
before I go to sleep
I think about just you and me
the way we laughed
the way we  talked
the way we held hands
when we walked
the way you touched me
the way we kissed
you were just so amazing
like wondered bliss
but now as I lay here
and think of you
the only thing I can think is
...what did I do????
you accused me
but I did nothing wrong
only thing I did was love you
with feelings that were strong
I try to think pass it...
beyond all tears
beyond pain
beyond all regret that I have gained
but now as I lie here
under my sheet
all I can do anymore
is cry myself to sleep.....

Write something worth reading
Read something worth sharing
Say something worth repeating
Give something worth getting
Choose something worth keeping
Sacrifice something worth giving up
Go somewhere worth seeing
Eat something worth tasting
Hug something worth holding
Buy something worth treasuring
Cry tears worth shedding
Do something worth watching
Risk something worth protecting
Listen to something worth hearing
Teach something worth learning
Be someone worth knowing

I don't admit it
I play it cool
But every minute
That I'm with you
I feel the fever and I won't lie
I break a sweat
My body's telling
All the secrets I ain't told you yet
I struggle to contain
the love that's in my veins
the way it circulates
If you could take my pulse right now
It would feel just like a sledgehammer
If you could feel my heart beat now
It would hit you like a sledgehammer
You're taken over the beat of my body
You just don't let up, don't let up
You're taken over the beat of my body
But you lift me up, lift me up
If you take my pulse right now
It would feel just like a sledgehammer

Drowning
Drowning in loss
Drowning in sorrow
No escape
Impending doom
That lifts the blood from the veins
And brings it back down with an everlasting splash
Loss
I cant stop thinking about my baby
That I made hate me....
Hatred
A dark figure that looms over me
PLEASE!!!!
No more hurting....
No more pain......

There's a time for
everything we say
There's a time to move
and a time to stay
There's a time for birth
and a time to die
There's a time to stay silent
and a time to ask why
There's a time to laugh
and a time to frown
There's a time to play
and a time to sit down
There's a time to embrace
and a time to seek
There's a time to throw away
and a time to keep
There's a time to be quiet
and a time to speak
There's a time to hate
and a time for peace
There's a time to be ripped apart
and a time to stay together
Nothing ever lasts
But love will be forever

A crescent moon
Heaven loves a crescent moon
It is easy to adore
One this lovely. Even more..
It has made the darkness seem
Like a soft and silvery dream
Heaven loves a crescent moon
so much so, it can be torn
Angels tell me this is true
Between the nighttime and the morn

When I'm falling down
  Will you pick me up again?
  When I'm too far gone
   Dead in the eyes of my friends
    Will you take me out of here
     When I'm staring down the barrel
      When I'm blinded by the lights,
       When I cannot see your face...

Into the fire on my own,
I know I won't see your face again,
Are you sitting there alone?
Are you thinking like me
of the laughing times,
of all the sad and loving times?
Everything that's left of us
is fading away
Promise me to think of us
as a time so wonderful
Promise me to think of us
still bright, still colorful
Promise me to look back at us
as a time in your life you enjoyed
Can you promise me?
promise me, promise me....

Have you seen him walking?
Have you seen him trying
hard to breathe?
There's nothing left to lose,
when you've lost truth.
This road is worn with thousands of
my own footsteps.
I'm torn between the light and the dark,
my eyes can see no more.
Stop, you're moving farther and farther
away from the path that brought you here.
I've been watching you fall into the dark,
but this isn't the end.
When will you stop to realize
that this world is limitless?
'Cause you're far too strong,
and this love won't stop.
So tell me why won't you be there,
why would you take this away?
This bond is too strong to break.

Cause of you
I'm lying awake at night
All I'm seeing are pictures of you
As I close my eyes
I fade my way into the
last of my dream world
Its a place of trust
Would you meet me there
There's no time to spare
Come on show me you care
That you're believing
that here we can win
All of my dreams, are all I see
Try not to wake me, cant you see
All of my dreams are all I wanna see
Try not to wake me
Try not to wake me

No body's gonna love you
if you cant display a way
to capture this
No body's gonna hold your hand
and guide you through
its up for you to understand
No body's gonna feel your pain
when all is done
and its time for you to walk away
When you have today
you should say
all that you have to say

All I have is you
It is all that I'm breathing for
All I need is you
Now I cant make it through
I am losing you forever
I am lost in pain without you
I am leaving ground forever
Now I'm lost in pain forever

Someone asked me
If I missed you
I didn't answer
I just put my head down
Walked away
And whispered
...So much...

If i told you, would it change anything
Would you see me differently?
Would you still be my best friend
Would you be mine until the end?
Would you even care?
If i said you broke my heart....
How would you reply?
What about if you saw me cry?
You ripped out my heart
You didn't even realize it
i can only blame myself for it...
For thinking we could be more than friends...

Someday You'll cry for me
Like i cried for you
Someday You'll miss me
Like i missed you
Someday You'll need me
Like i needed you
Someday you'll love me
But i wont love you

What i showed beckyy, was for
her eyes and no one else
What i told beckyy
I only to her, And she never telt
What we did together
Was between us,
no one else Could see
When we both did something wrong
We came to each other
Just her and Me
But people are evil in this world
And like ******* with her mind
So now she has to leave
And find herself in her own time

They were happy for a number
Of crookedly long years
Lived a life of crooked happiness
No worries and no fears
Until one day the crooked wife
Upset the crooked Man
He yelled a crooked yell
Then hit her and he ran
The crooked man came again
At the strike of twelve
That was when there crooked life
Became a living hell
There was a crooked man
And he walked a crooked Mile
And when he killed his wife and kids
He smiled a crooked smile

There once was a crooked man
Who walked a crooked mile
He found a crooked sixpence
Upon a crooked stile
He bought a crooked cat
Which caught a crooked Mouse
And they all lived together
In a Little crooked house
He Met A crooked Woman
And found a crooked peach
They had a crooked marriage
On a little crooked beach
They had some crooked children
And they lived a crooked Life
The crooked man, the cat, the mouse
The children and The Wife

If i can stop one heart
From breaking
I shall not live in vain
If i can ease one life
Of aching
Or cool one burning pain
Or Help a fainting Robin
Upon its nest again
If i can only do this
And not think of
Personal gain
I shall not live in vain....
I shall not live in vain....

Today the world goes mad today
The good goes bad today
The black goes white today
And that gent today
Has my scent today
Day becomes night today
Light goes to darkness today
People turn to creatures today
The ghosts come out to play
The monsters are here to stay
The ghouls want it there way
The good goes bad today
Today the world goes mad today

Why Am i always Hurting
Why do i get abused
Why do i always get
slapped in the face
What did i ever do
No one ever gave
a **** about me
Im always alone so **** it
No one cares about my life
Yup im selfish.... "supposidly"
So ima take my life!!??
           And End It
                Bye