Believe in me.

Like I believe in you.

Are you scared to be alone?

We're not the same. We're different.

You know everything about me.

But It's still not enough for me

Even when I pour my heart out I feel so out of reach

I have your continuous love and support

You're such a dream to me  

So I gotta go now

I'll hide the love letters I never sent

and you keep the vulnerable thoughts you never gave me.

If I scream into the nothingness... will it still be only you and me against the world?

I wish there was something I could do to keep you with me forever.

I want to be with you everywhere.

For now, I'll try my best for both of us.

I hope you continue to hold me forever.

You know that I'm falling really hard.

Is it easier to pretend I'm not disappointed?

I just want you to know who I am.

I don't want to keep asking for more.

Sooner or later it will all be over.

I've been looking for someone to be as excited about me as I am about them.

But you never asked

You don't care to know

Excuse me while I ascend:

Close my eyes and fantasize about life together

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I'm always pushing you away from me

But you come back every time

I'm scared one day you'll get tired of my petty words

I know you're the one

but I'm so scared I'll lose you

If we're still the kids we used to be

Forgive me for all the times I was imperfect

Forgive me for all the times I acted like a child

I always knew I wasn't the one

Our history keeps us young

I hoped you would stay

"And nothing hurts anymore I feel kinda free"

When I’m drunk and words don’t make sense

That’s when I will tell you the truth

I don’t know why I feel incomplete all the time

Your love brings me joy but I don’t understand you

Or maybe I just don’t understand myself

I don’t know where to go from here

Will you promise me forever

I might wake you up from your sleep

And I might rob you from your sleep

But I will forever dream about you in my sleep

Fear sells.

And I choose Fear

Maybe it's my ******* up brain that likes to wander more than it should

Maybe it's your quiet thoughts that entertain me

I'm done reading into the smallest of details

I'm done with these endless circles