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Simply me Jan 2020
I don’t need you anymore, you said you would’ve been gone years ago was but you haven’t seem to be gone yet
I reminded you everyday of it
to make sure of it
You tell me to try harder
I do but you always talk to much about me, & to me

You come at me like a wave with no notice, Every time were together it gets more darker then ever
I found a way to talk to you
I found comfort with you
But it was awfully difficult

Feeling the smooth tears going down my cheeks from what you said the other nights, having late night crazy thoughts with you was lovely
You wanted to be dead with me
But all I wanted was to stop you

You wanted me to not see the light
I wanted to leave you to the dark

Just the other day you had me screaming in public. During that moment you told me to call it a life instead of a day
You got me though
You had me convinced that I actually wanted to stop trying too

     I just need a hand to hold.
Simply me Jan 2020
Forgot about me

You said

I ran away with a big gun shot through my chest that night you told me those lovely words

You keep torturing me every night

even though your're not here anymore

You won’t leave me alone

All you bring is to me
                     Are these watery eyes
Each night

Dear brain
Everything connected to me  
Your failing me each night

I guess I’ll sleep when I’m dead
Cause I can always hear your words
These walls each night
- 14
Simply me Jan 2020
wanting to turn cold on the world, for the people on it
or maybe because i'm living with it
i'm myself's only one
i don't belong to such close people
i can't love. more i love. deeper it gets. meaning less it turns into.
don't know if i find her attractive anymore as i use to
too many thoughts at once.
Simply me Sep 2018
I'm so sensitive
A bit of a touch from someone
I'm hurt, I'm in tears
Like a waterfall, the tears never stop coming down
A bit of yelling from someone
I'm on the ground
While my mind is spinning
It doesn't stop until I'm alone
A walk alone is what I've been needing lately
I enjoy my own company, instead of a chat
Peace is all I've been needing lately with my mind & thoughts
But haven't been getting that lately
All I'm hearing is screaming
Every hour of the day
Especially the nights
Simply me Sep 2018
I love you from your bellybutton till your chin
I can love you from eyes till your lips
My love would end as soon as you showed lust
My love would end as soon as you conquer my body
I can love you from body till your soul
I can ***** myself in
Consume your soul and never let love be lost
Simply me Sep 2018
I can’t never show my love when         your around
           Your reaction Is what I have always fear in
What do I have to do to get you to notice me? Change my hair, the way I walk?
My clothes, the way I talk?
What does perfect look to you?
I’ll make you enjoy what your looking at
We've known each other for some time now
Yet I'm still invisible to you.
My feelings run deep and how
I wish you only knew.
I see your face every time I close my eyes. To me, you just seem so different from the other people.
To you, I'm just a friend,
I settle for friendship in the end
Because I don't want to make a mess.
Until one day you finally see
That you and I were meant to be.
I'll wait for now but not too long
Because sooner or later I'll be gone.
So when will you notice me?
Simply me Sep 2018
I’ve met someone who reminds me exactly of you
It’s strange, because it’s not you
She’s always saying the same words you’ve said to me before
She looks at me the way you did
But it’s not you
I didn’t want to love her
Because it wasn’t you
When I look at her, she makes me think of you
I never wanted to think of her like that
But the more we talked
I’ve fallen for her
I can’t stay away from her now
Cause it’s you i see in her

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