See when I first thought about love I would jump to random **** like only reason ppl would love me is if they could cheat then I found out that people like me for me and then i found out that I'm worth more to other people then I thought I was and to the one I love most I just wanna say I ❤️ u and wanna be together forever and I'll love u as long as possible

hey to those who follow me ik i havent posted in a while but i was taking a small break i had a hard summer and it was ******* me in the fall but i fought back against depression yes i maybe still depressed but im kinda better and i found someone in this time to make me happier and i love her and id love to shout out her youtube channel and mine too go sub to these: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC7lFbomU-8Jlci3DOMp4r7w

I like how everyone treats you like they know everything going on with u but really they don't and they don't give a **** to those ppl I say **** U *******

U know what my life is ****** rn I lost all my friends and I'm bout to lose all my family idk if I want to live my life I only have one loyal friend left and she is somehow still in love with me and Idk how

see i have problems being alone cause i have been battling depression for a while and this is the first time im admitting it to the ppl who follow me or read this but im taking a break and i wont be back for sometime so i guess this maybe a goodbye for now trust me guys i have been wanting to say this for a while

Welp i tried to follow ppls advice and now im in a **** whole and idk how to get out my family is disappointed in me so how am i supposed to be confident in myself if no one else is confident in me?

Well right after I thought life was pointless and almost lost my faith in god i was shown after every trouble there is a rainbow and for that I'd love to thank all my supporters

Doesnt it **** when ppl ask u if u wanna do something and u say no then they say ok but they later say o wait u have to do this now its like *** then y did u ask if I don't get a say in it ty *******

Have u ever wanted to say something but it bits u in the *** thinking of saying it cause its a unacceptable thing to say this day and age

So this girl says she hates me and ik behavior so if a girl doesn't like u they don't go near u or talk to u they send u on a gilt trip but she is sitting by me and talking to me so ik she doesn't hate me O and she is Christian so we aren't supposed to hate we forgive

To all who look at my poems ik only one of u know my potential from high stress but I think now my potential is worse not in a relatively bad way its just me running from home and it's because I'm f*ing sick of my house hold and all others idk where ill go but ik it won't be where I've been

I didn't know that when a guy is ur friend he steals the one thing you love then brags about it well he is lucky cause I am done with life I don't ******* care anymore I want a bullet to go straight through my skull if anyone is willing to do so tell me down below in the comments

Before u read this this link is to a song but be sure ur sitting down listen to it and process its helped me a lot and all rights are reserved for this account https://youtu.be/xgTjFKVpmQU



Now I'm gonna say the impact this song has on me see when i was about to turn 2 my mom she left me and so to me she is dead I never knew her and if u listened to this song and u feel the same and wanna talk about it comment or send me a message because the song I've found makes it better if u talk about it