I'm drunk
But does that make me any less wise?

Tú ibas mi ángel
Pero
Tú eres el diablo ahora

Tú eres mi mundo
y lo más importante para mi

I saw this image in a dream once
Sure enough
You weren't there either

The water has a way
Of drowning out truths
I was told something this morning
you told me
all I wanted to hear
So you could wrestle me down
into your sheets
Your words were hollow
Just like your soul

I want to love you
Will all of my being
So why do you insist
On making it so **** hard?

Every inch of your body calls to mine
Baby,
I'm just here to answer

You are who you are
And there's no changing a soul

I hate you
Because you're the reason my mind races at night
But have I
ever made yours skip a beat?

Ahhh baby,
Don't cry as the snow falls
You're just a winter flower
Waiting to bloom in the spring

When it comes down to it
I always thought you would be the one to cry over
But after all this time and no tears
I guess I had nothing to fear

Slowly,
Day by day
I'm learning how to do everything all over again
Without you

You called today
I didn't pick up
Because I don't love you
Until I see you loving her

Nothing is better than a cold drink
in a hot shower
Or that's what you used to tell me
Now the idea empties me
Like all the bottles which touched your lips
Does your drink still taste the same?

I would rip out your eyes
If it meant I never had to look deep into them
And trick myself back into falling in love
Looking so deep
I become a time traveler
Going to the times when we were perfect
Like all other travelers before me
I know I can't stay in the past

She has your face
This much is true
But with her soul
She wears it better than you

Suddenly
My face wasn't the one you saw
When Life became too much to carry
...doesn't moving on feel good?

God it felt good today
To rip you off like a bandage
And toss you aside for good

I wish I could be there for you
Every time you need a tune of loss
So I could sing you the song of victory

I shouldn't be alone
In a place as Beautiful
As this

Your problem is
You can only see beauty when you're drunk
And I
Was beautiful always

As I lay down to sleep
All I want to dream of is
You

Being in such a tropical place
I see the beauty everywhere
Your laughing eyes in the flowers
That gleaming smile tucked away in rays of sun light
And you destructive personality in the heat killing my skin
Just as you did my heart

You gave me a penguin to help me fly
I laughed at the irony behind it
Sternly, you told me believing was all flying took
The penguin wasn't to show me how
But how not to let fear stop me

She parented and loved
Only through yelling
I grew up assuming
It was the only way people communicated

Night after night
Of crying in agony
because of you
Now I spend my precious tears
Giving them to the moon
and wishing for you back

I've had you playing in my head
Playing on repeat for days
Like every other catchy song before you
I wish I was able to leave you in the past

I'd fill the space between moments with you
If only to get you back

The troubles of being the plague
Come with only finding love
From lepers
Who can only be cured in death

The hardest part is
Even after all this time
The torture and tears
Heartbreak and sorrow
I still love you
And there's still nothing I can do
To make you love me

I'm not sure I know
How exactly this goes
Though God knows I try
Still you gave me the sky
You sat me on your throne
Making my heart your home
I beg you to live in my eyes
This way- I'd see my demise
Grant me this wish
Through the seal of a kiss
**** me ever so slow
To let your heart know
I was always the one

I saw The End today
We didn't to out in glory
No, it wasn't swinging either.
We fizzled away
Through little red lines
Floods of salt water rained down
Showering me in humility
You in shame
Tearing flesh
Tore us away

My body loved you
Like my heart never could

Laying there
Leaving morals behind
Rolling in hues of grey
Heating up shades of red
Tension builds
But so does the emptiness
The faux passion is daunting
With the heaviest prospect being-
Betrayal of the heart
Weeping of the mind
Along side
The overall deterioration

Oops...
But those words never fixed anything

Warm and gentle- like the dew on crisp grass
He looked at me with a smile
As he ran his finger through my hair- and I dared to ask
What are you looking at?
I laughed through my words
Quiet and swift
"Nothing more than the most beautiful sunrise"
Where? There are no windows in this room
He just laughed and threw the blanket over our heads
Like a storm cloud snuffing out all the light
But still he insisted, pushing the hair from my face
Steady and strong like a soothing breeze
"You're my sunrise- the most perfect one God has ever blessed man with"
Sigh
"But selfishly I'll admit that I am the only one to cherish this mornings grace"

I was so close to finding happiness in you
Then I realized happiness isn't a person

Close your eyes, sweet prince
When you rise in the morning-
The dragons will be gone
Your burns will have healed

This light of the new day
Paves another path to glory
Rise now!
Your prince(ss) still waits to be saved
Lands yearn to be conquered
Life begs to be lived

Therefore, give up not!
Yesterday has beaten you down
But tomorrow will crown you King

Once again
She sleeps with the monster she created
Knowing full well in the morning
He will have left with the moon
For what he feels for her
Is only what she wants to see in him

Close the pack baby*
He whispers to my weakness
*Lighters are only used
To burn the past
Or escape the darkness
With me you've already done both

Like a tree I gave you life
As a human you cut me down
I had more value to you dead

He touched the hole in my chest
Without hesitation he dove into his own
Holding out the beating ***** to me
Leaving himself empty
To make me whole

I wish you would have stolen my liver
So this next bottle would **** me

You throw me down
Onto the bed
Just to watch me giggle
And count the stars in my eyes

Seeing your hands steady now
Even as mine still shake
Painfully reminds me
That you would have the pulled the trigger
Without any second thoughts

You're my ghost-
Or that's always how I speak of you.
Telling tales of how you haunt me
Over and over
Night again sending agony through me
Something lingers still-
Pulling me though the places of my mind
Leave me be
Set me free
Yearning to find love
In something other than the void you left beind
So, I'll beg you this once more
Let my soul go
Just like you had no problem with doing to my body

If I drink enough
Maybe I'll find you
At the bottom of this ******* bottle

From the center of the moon
To the deepest part of the ocean
No...
The distance between stars
Millions of years away-
No...
The distance between the stings of my heart
And every other gap in between

Anyone can put pen to paper and cause a smile
The difference is when
He put a pen to paper and made my heart sing

Hand me the script baby,
And I'll do the rest