When I closed my eyes and dreamt of you The visions I had were beautiful -and cursed You looked so lovely -and my eyes couldn't break away The way you reacted to the escalation My heart fell -so far down it broke the veil of slumber My lips long for you Other limbs quiver with anticipation but my eyes- I'm scared for them to close agian In fear of the image never changing backed with the fear those images may even replay with my eyes open
I want to push him down into a pile of leaves Laughing the way children do I'd fall backwards and he'd catch me Looking into his beautiful green eyes resembling the still crisp evergreens Oh, the trees would be jealous But also proud- for their leaves were not wasted We would lay and watch the world move on around us Flowers wilting Clouds fleeing Snow eventually following When its time to fall into his arms once more not wrapped in leaves But in blankets of his love
Slithering between his sheets will only lead to venom coursing through damaged veins leading into a run-down system into a long abandoned heart Of which he took the last piece
I smirk knowing I'm the twitch in your toes I am the reason your legs cause earthquakes Your gasping breath Crying moans Even those are me too All of your pleasure -Comes from me
There is beauty in everything Remembering that beauty does not mean "good" or "lovely" Beauty is "stunning" and "awe-inspiring" Forest fires can be beautiful so can your heart break As long as you look deep enough for it
I'm jealous of the sun every time she kisses your skin You're awake every morning to see her rise She watches over you each and every day And I wish I could be her.
In the cold My petals fall The stem rips all it can from the ground Soil seeking revenge Gives nothing up And eventually the stem follows the dying tragedy