I love when my lovers calling lips
Still sting of the water

Follow you on your way home
Calling from every pay phone
Quarters fall from my pocket
Stumble upon a dropped locket

A picture of him fills my place
More inspiration for this chase

I’ll make you hurt
I’ll make you bleed
You will feel the dirt
For the hate I heed

I don’t want your love, it’s something I need
Your heart should stutter with each time I plead

This is what happens when love is one sided
It feels like all of my worlds have collided
The pain you caused will never subside
It’s time to end your lies and commit suicide

In the next life you’ll respect me more,
And loving you won’t be such a chore
Opportunity is knocking on your door
Just one chance with you is all I ask for

We're all self-destructive at heart
This practice is an art
That we've perfected
While emotions are left neglected

Come now, come now
I guess I could see how
Such a past
Would stick and last
But it's not healthy to dwell
Inside this hell
You trap yourself in

Maybe you're right but people are people
And no amount of praying under a steeple
Will save a soul
Or help wanderers know
How to thrive
Or keep tender moments alive
We'll destroy what we can't control
Just to fill a hole

I should probably stop drinking
And probably soon

I should probably stop myself
From drowning in a bottle by moonlight

If I were wise
I probably would

I'm praying for a miracle
While sifting through this pile of cash
How foolish I must be
To think life could flourish here

I'm bound to slip
Oops

He makes me feel warmer
Than the whiskey as it goes down