MUFFY LOVE

MUFFY LOVE Feb 2019

My mister is handsome
Kind sweet and loving .
He pushes me to be great,
goes over
& beyond to make me feel his love.
In my soul he is my soulmate
In my heart he has shined like a diamond.
In my mind he is my dream come true.
I feel him in my spirit.
Even when he’s 3000 miles away.
Brings joy to my world when days are dimmed .
My face lights up at the sound of his voice.
Genuinely cares for my well being.
As I genuinely care about his.
Never had the rush of feelings .
Never listened to my soul.
With the sound of my voice he knows when something is bothering me.
Opens his world into mine.
My mister is truly one of a kind.
Two souls forever changed.
Two souls seen NAKED
Two souls who are coming together
As the greatest love story of all time.
My mister is handsome
Kind sweet and loving .
He pushes me to be great,
goes over
& beyond to make me feel his love.

His soul will impact mine future husband whoever you are find me

MUFFY LOVE Feb 2019

Maybe it’s me

Maybe it's me
All this pain.
NOTHING
Yet i still strive to be the best that i can be.
Maybe it's me
Cant help it i wear my heart on my sleeve.
Maybe it's me
When in reality its not.
I sit back and observe everything
Some **** aint worth speaking on.
Maybe its me
I don't do anyone wrong but we all have skeletons in our closets.
Maybe it's me
I just dont get it at all
I mean i try and try
Yet still wondering like ***
Maybe it's me
But in reality it's not
Maybe it's me
All this pain.

MUFFY LOVE Feb 2019

Curve : Valentine’s

Curve
Curved many just to sit here alone.
Curved him and him and him too
Just to show you.
Curve
And was curved story of my life.
Spent so much time
That my feelings are a tad bit hurt.
But hey right thats life...
Curve
Fixed dinner set the mood
Everything like a hopeless romantic
For nothing.
Curve
Why do i keep allowing myself to feel anything?
So many broken promises when all i do is try.
Curve
Try to hard to get no where
Reasons why I'll be single til the end of time.
Curve
Play too many mind games
I wear my heart on my sleeve
Im strong due to the pain I've endored
Yet soft as **** when my feelings have been on you and just you.
Curve
Thats the way it goes
Nothing I can do about it though.
Curved straight back to square one.
Like its april fools day
And the jokes on me
This time.
Curve
Him and him and him for HIM
Story of my **** life.
Curve
Curved many just to sit here alone.
Curved him and him and him too

Never will I settle for less than I deserve

MUFFY LOVE Feb 2019

SIMONE: Speaking from the grave

“HE LOVES ME “ she says to herself everyday.
She always
claimed he would change
and day by day ,
month by month
til eventually years he became worse.
One day he came home
and everything was her fault
in his eyes. He beat her so badly
her family
didn’t recognize her anymore.
She never told them
he was beating her,
locking her away
in a closet for days at a time.
3rd times a charm
here she is in the hospital
once again and fighting for her life.
Loving the abuser eventually costed him taking her life. Now as she lays in the casket she looks down upon her badly beaten body asking herself “why didn’t I just leave?”

—a passage from my next book other book that I’m writing—

Abuse is mentally emotionally n physically

#domestic #violence

MUFFY LOVE Feb 2019

Loving them

love loving you and me
love loving you my little children
love loving you little by little.
love loving you noonie and zion
love loving you kiki boog and fat dad.
love loving you my little children!
love loving you darling, has a certain thing
love loving you darling, o, how they love me
love loving you darling,
love loving you baby
love loving you little dream
love loving you who
would have known it;
love loving you little baby
love loving you and i'm glad you to call you mine.
gods greatest gift.
love loving you is no surprise
love loving you my little children .
my greatest blessings call me mom
love loving you and me
love loving you my little children!

Cara Chappell ©️

MUFFY LOVE Feb 2019

Heart to live

My life has been spared,
country.
My heart ,
eyes for you ...
my heart has comforted,
my heart was beating
Through his soul.
my soul to save his,
my life through him.
My own life.
My life to actually live.
own heart ....
my mind ....
my soul from out the south,
heart and my head
was full again.
my heart be ragged,
and bid hello.
New life for my heart to begin.
My life has been spared,
country.
My heart ,
eyes for you ...

Find me my love

MUFFY LOVE Feb 2019

Destiny

Destiny of gloom,
No but the happiness
of  poet.
destiny is my muse
destiny to be me.
destiny receiving
What is yours.
Destiny lies in ambush;
destiny of minor chords,
can be found
destiny has planned,
our lives.
Settling no,
destiny is my fate.
Our  hearts ,
destiny is in your heart.
Follow your heart
destiny of gloom.
No but the happiness
of  poet.