I sit in the steaming hot water naked and vulnerable, both mentally and physically  to blemishes accumulated on me.
The mental thoughts race back and forth between  my eyes playing and rewinding  back through mistakes I have made.
Remembering the wrong paths that dramatically  changed my history.
As the water rises I feel the anxiety inside my chest making me hyperventilate profusely.
I close my eyes plunging my face into the water, feeling my hair floating over me.
Staying under as I feel the anguish of the misconceptions of my life fall off of me.
coming up as if awakening from the dead, while ceaselessly  stepping out of the ***** water leaving it behind.
I peer into the mirror inhaling the air surrounding.
Slowly wrapping my arms tightly around my body, letting the women in the mirror know I except her.
Telling her I will always love and fight for her.

I love
The seeds
You plant
In my mind
Having come to you
For answers
I'd otherwise
Not find

I love you
Deep down
I really do
It's unconditional expression
Is a becoming
I can only ever love you
To the extent I love myself
You must believe
That when I leave
It is not to deceive
And when I once again see you
I will be ready to receive you

Hungry for change
Feast within
Focus where creation begins
On a knowledge
You’d otherwise not find
Futilely seeking on the outside
A knowledge which  
Bridges heaven
To ears and eye's

There must have been
A scheme
Which heaven's
Had deemed
That love's
To be
Made
Into
The form
Of a game
So every
Being
Gets a taste
At
Giving chase