I look at the world through empty eyes,
Everything seems so surreal.
It's like I'm watching from a distance,
Trapped inside this body,
I'm not sure what to feel.

Me: If I fall will you catch me?

The Floor: *Yes

If you were the grass and I was a leaf I'd be the first to fall from the tree. I wouldn't want anyone getting to you first, I'd want you to spend the most time with me. Even if it means cutting my life short, it's worth it all the same. For how can I resist the temptation, of such a beautiful dame.

We all have our little problems,
A trouble or two.
But I seemed to have miss yours,
There's nothing wrong with you.

It's not that your perfect,
For no one can be.
But I've chosen to look past that,
Your flaws I can no longer see.

To yourself you have flaws,
You wish you could fix.
But to me there what makes you,
So different for other chicks.

We sit on this earth,
Not for reason or cause.
We are here to live,
Even with our flaws.

Go into the world,
Get out of your head.
Live to be alive,
Don't live to be dead.

So come with me now,
Take my hand if you dare.
I'll show you the world,
And everything out there.

Tears fall down,
Making puddles so deep.
I'm afraid I might drown in my sorrow.
But what do you care,
You left me for them,
It'll be all over tomorrow.
So I lay here and think,
Where did I go wrong,
Why can't I just fit in.
All I do is worry,
And fall apart,
My life is one big sin.
So let's end it all,
Just make it stop,
I really don't want this now.
I'm sick of this world,
And all it's games,
I've taken all I will allow.
Goodbye cold grace,
You've left me cold,
I should have seen this coming.
I must move on,
My time has come,
It's time that I stop running.

We only really hate what we do not fully understand.

Hope pours into us as fast as it pours out. It may seem at times an unobtainable sensation, one by which we are addicted. We search far an wide for hope to fall, yet the drought never seems to cease.

I better find some oven mitts for your hot love.

You say your heart is broken and unfixable, but I have lots of duct tape.

If only there were more like you,
If only you weren't so far away.
Then maybe we could really be friends,
And I could stop staring at this empty screen.

This is society with all it's rules.

T h   i   S          IS

      me             n   O   t

              c A  Rin  G.

Do you really want me,
Or just someone to call your own?
Because I want you bad,
And I hope thats shown.

You keep asking,
To make things "official".
But this relationship,
Is starting to feel superficial.

We are already together,
Isn't that enough.
I don't want to announce it to the world,
I hate that kind stuff.

So I guess I'm saying,
You'll have to choose.
It's me or the title,
One you have to lose.

*We shouldn't measure our love for people by the titles we put on our relationships with them, but by how much we care about them and they care about us.

It's been so long,
Since I've see you now.
Have you changed at all,
Will you still be mine.
Is our love still strong?
I'm scared to know.
Should I see you tomorrow,
Or stay hidden at home?

I am awake,
I cannot sleep,
For all I can think of is you.
I toss and turn,
But to no prevail,
If only you really knew.

The thought of you,
Has grown in me,
It's taken over my mind.
All I can see,
Is your smiling face,
I truly now am blind.

I will not rest,
Until you're with me,
I have no other choice.
For all I want,
Is to be with you,
And hear your precious voice.

So again I tell you,
I cannot sleep,
For you are all I need.
I will not rest,
Until I find you,
Then my sleep will be freed.

Men of honor,
Men of steel.
I ask for you this hour.
The time has come,
For you to fight,
Do all within your power.

Knights of none,
What I ask of you,
Is to not easily finished.
But please have faith,
Please be strong,
May your courage never diminish.

I send you forth,
To fight this war,
On this day so dark you see.
For if you don't,
My soul will die,
And I will not be free.

Suffocating from this life,
No air for my soul.
I'm choking on time,
Not one part,
But the whole.

Gasping now,
My lips shutter so.
The darkness is near,
And I see,
I must go.

One final breath,
Is all I can give.
Let the cold take me now,
It's time I die,
So I can live.

If you believe I have limits,
Then you are the one who is limited, not I.

This world is a blank canvas,
And I stand ready to paint.
I choose my fate,
No one else can, but I.
This is my life.

You cannot tell me,
My life has some plan.
I haven't planned anything,
And there for you are wrong.
This is my life.

You cannot tell me,
What I can and cannot do.
I decide that,
And I have decide I can do anything.
This is my life.

I live not for a single person,
Or purpose,
I live because I choose to.
I live.
I choose.
This is my life!

L ike fire it stings
O verwhelming the heart
V ery few can survive it's blast
E ventually it takes us all

Love is a war,
We fight within.
A battle of will,
It strings us thin.

We love,
And lose.
The outcome,
You choose.

So be strong of heart,
And don't worry.
You have a long life,
There is no hurry.

Things are always so much better when you love life!

I'll just play my music quieter,
So you can sleep.
But how, oh how,
Can I silence this song.

Captured by love,
Overwhelmed with passion.
My heart beats fast,
In a drum like fashion.

There is no solution,
I cannot win.
A moral battle,
A battle within.

Who do I choose,
Who's right for me.
There both so perfect,
Can't you see?

I feel so horrid,
Being in this position.
I wish I could fight,
Fight a war of attrition.

But there is no time,
For I must know.
Who will I keep,
And who will go.

Hating yourself is easy, learning to love yourself is hard.

I fight off these
Monsters,
Thinking they are here
To hurt me.
Little do I know,
That they only
Want to help.
But why?
This is what
I don't understand.
This is what
Confuses me.
For never before
Have I seen
A friendly monster.
Never before
Has one tried
To help me.

Your voice is my light,
In this dark cold world,
So never stop speaking to me.
If it weren't for you,
I'd be blind to all this,
And so for that I truly thank thee.
You brighten my life,
You fill it with joy,
Where have you been all this time.
I'm so happy I found you,
It was a pure stroke of luck,
Thank goodness I'm still in my prime

Millions of thoughts,
Inside my head.
I'm not sure,
how they can all fit.
They keep piling in,
Like an avalanche.
I take everything in,
And let nothing out.

Do I have a limit?
How much can I hold?

I'm not sure home much longer my walls can stand.

I really need a new home,
My current one is filled with dust and cracks.
You can barely live in it it's so awful.
If I could make a new home I know just how I would build it.
I would start by laying the foundations for new relationships,
Then add a few walls of trust,
Maybe even a few windows for a little perspective.
Next, I'd add some doors of opportunity,
And fill the rooms with books and knowledge.
Finally, I would invite people,
Who always smile and laugh to live with me.
That is the kind of house I want to live in,
Not this old thing.

What is this sickness,
I carry inside,
It is called procrastination.
I caught the disease,
A few years a go,
From school and isolation.

I choose to do nothing,
I forget about things,
I could care less if they are finished.
This is my life now,
I slowly waste away,
And my hope is completely diminished.

So who cares what happens,
I'm ******* no matter what,
So there's no point to even trying.
So I guess I'm giving up,
On the things I need,
That's what I'm implying.

Call me Nemo
For I am a nobody.
I have no skills or talents.
I'm not even sure,
Why I'm on this earth,
I just upset the balance.

Call me Nemo
For I am a nobody.
No one understands why I hide.
I don't want to be found,
Especially by you,
You're the one who lied.

Call me Nemo
For I am a nobody.
I'm not looking to stand out.
I don't want trophy,
Or a special award,
That's not what I'm about.

Call me Nemo
For I am a nobody.
It's time I tell my tale.
I've never like,
This world we've build,
It's certainly bound to fail.