I
        Peel a petal
From            your love

Each one
        Falls so gently
                     Upon a whisp of wind doth blow
And carries each one towards me

I love her skin soft like petals of the sweetest rose
Her tears like rain drops bathing the flower
How I want to touch her more
But fear my hatred will once more
Raise the monster that now lives
Inside this parasite
I cannot turn away
Excited by her naked form
Beaded sweat begins to form
Like little drops of morning dew
Upon her skin turning to
A grey dull sunless sky
Now my mind cannot sate
The hunger that now anticipates
Her skin on mine

I wanna confess what I did was wrong
I took the night where I belong
And stole your life with my blade
Made you enjoy a lifeless play
You was the girl I couldn't have
Laying there barely dressed
In your ******* no bra
I must confess

Why did I do it, hell I don't know
But you were there and I just showed
Took my chance that night
To steal your soul
I was gonna love ya didn't you know

But I've this animal deep inside
It feeds on hate and ***** lies
On taking away a girl or two
Touching her at night
Making her blue

No one will see that I can't stop
So when they catch me
And want me to rot
I'll relive this dream over again
And feel the fire
Ahh it drives me insane

So go a head and throw the key
Lock me in the dark solitary
But make no mistake
I'll never forget
Your soft warm flesh
And how you begged

The window was open just a bit
As the cool breeze danced around the half opened curtains
Faint noises from crickets broke the silence
Of a peaceful night
The moon now awake shines its silver light
Causing shadows that seem to dance upon the  walls
Jasmine blooms filled the air with sweet dreams
As memories played out like an old film passed
Stillness hung heavy

Sleeping through the quiet show not knowing
How alive the room could be
With all its nocturnal habits parading around

Wind chimes dance erratically twirling on old twine that has seen better days just a rusty nail holds them from falling into the parched earth

How many memories have they played their songs to unashamed at not always being appreciated but once in a while a little smile would reflect upon them
With silent steps the moon moves slow lighting up yet another window

So begins another show another memory untold just locked into the nighttime play maybe when sleep is reluctant to sway a soul this could be something to hold
True to a heart

Water dropplets cascade down
Full of crimson shades
From my arm now laid bare
From this silver blade

No attention do I crave
But to let my mind rest now
Silver blade at my arm
Talk and show me how

Tears well up within my eye's
And hesitantly I hold back
But truth be known
In this dark space
My silver blade
Is hungry

And as I watch the skin cry out loud
The fire burns within
Silver blade now leads me on
Through sense and my own sin

I see you biting the bottom of your lip
Holding back the pleasure
As the blade slips in
Just enough to scar never to ****
Crimson tears trace down the lace
Heightening your thrill

Slip on the tourniquet and pull that ***** tight
Speed hits your vein's and the rush you can't hide
Writhing in pleasure as she runs inside
Moaning in ecstasy pleasuring your thighs

So when that hit bites your naked breast
And your ****** slows you down
When the dream head faded died and left
That's when you hit the ground

In a pool of ****** up puke you lay
Colours of distant happy days
Swirl around into a haze
Yeah reach for the blade again

I know you can't help yourself
Your just a poor little fool
Who opens up her veins it seems
Or your legs to score it's true

**** your making me hot tonight
To see you all ****** up
I'm gonna make you my gurl
Daddies home I'll make it right
Try this yeah coke of your own

Inject it ***** and let me see you fall
Into obscurity
And I'll just take you as and when
My junk *** ***** my heaven sent

And does thou heart not know of love
Yet you spend your time idle in this tower

Are tears wet upon such skin so soft
As to remind you of the loneliness
That beats within your breast

You speak of days now passed yet never
Talk of such freedom burning inside your
Immortal soul

How then old hag of time do thou think
That love shall find such a door open to love that is even to the blind man closed forever

Stop the wailing of banshees from pale lips that spew hatred for time time that you took as a prisoner when in this tower you did seek solitude away from the outside

I have no more to say but one
let the reflection of the moon that glows
Be the mirror to your end

Shadows dance around the walls
Down the corridor through the halls
Looking for a sleepless soul
To prey upon their helpless call

Covers pulled up nice and tight
Won't help the dammed through the night
With wide eyes darting all around
Ears pricked to the sounds

Lights flicker as they pass by
Shadows zoom right up high
Cackle laugher and bumps on the door
Hide under the bed cry no more

The night will pass and of they go
Just hope your here come tomorrow
For they will come back again
Riding high on hells fast train

It's crazy how we laugh at the end of the road, and crazy how we smile at the way we both stand
Yet here we are, still standing alone, and here we are, two hearts that grow so bitter and sore

And remember you said I love you
And still my heart wants to
And feeling the warmth of your soul
Can never replace the dark deepest hole I'm in

So begins years of lies and
What was this early suprise, was it just a broken good-by
And you and I stand at this road
Laughing at what might of been yet dream of love and the scene
Where we kiss and become lovers again

And remember you said I love you
And still my heart wants to
And feeling the warmth of your soul
Can never replace the dark deepest hole
I'm in

Shine on little star take your bow from all that bask
In your glow of highest light
Little star you shine so bright

But hang on what's the papers saying
You fell from grace
Became a disgrace
Sold out the other stars
To line your silky smooth sky

Shame on you little star
You see you ain't that different
From afar
Just full of airs and graces
A little diva
So you loose all and fade

Shine on little star
For one day you might shine really far
But remember this one fine night
Be good to others so you'll shine bright

Scattered stones upon the ground
I watch them as they land
Did fate determine the way they roll
Or gravity had the pull

They make a pattern I can see
Confusion has me gripped
What if one was too roll some more
And let that pattern slip

Like life I guess you could say
Are we little stones
We change our minds and the flow
Held here by goodness knows

My mind’s all a quandary now
Over thinking little stones
The way they just lay so still
Doing nothing that will show

I go back inside to think about
Why I even thought
Those little stones could even solve
My thoughts now seeping out

Babble on oh brook of sighs
As thine hand rests on your silver shine
Reflections of my heart devine
Ripple out in wasted time

Mirrored faces lay upon my mind so dear
Cannot I see through this turmoil of fear
Yet my hand does rest so sweet
Upon your silver water

How dropplets now hang on tight
To the tips of my fingers
Before they fall back into you
This babbling brook I see

Birds sing up high in trees that shade
Your banks where love was made
Yet quietly the brook flows past
As the hand of love rests upon its silver mask

Vanilla and patchouli serenade my mind
My eyes close tight at the dream now
Floating in my head.
Wine dances on my tongue in
Streams of pure delight
As the laughter of your kiss lingers
On my parched lips

My head thrown back I sink deep down
Into arms that once held me tight
In a memory

The crackle of the open fire
Speaks of passion
And I remember how we laid bare
Our inhibitions
Ah memories on this cold fine night
Until the morrow when
A memory can become whole

Did you  read the news someone blew up the stand where the boys and girls band play for the TV crew

They clamoured and shout get the **** out as tears run down their cheeks

And who is gonna prey to Jesus and who is gonna say don't cry today it'll all be okay but you and I know that's a lie

And in our hearts and minds
We watch as crazy people destroy, the ones we love and nobody can save on this day

Blood on the hands of the different man the death dealer of now, who hides behind faith and jokes in our face as we carry the dead to their grave

And so the song fades away
And so we go off and prey
And so we listen and say
Who we gonna trust, who will be the next
And the bombs just keep comming all day

I feel your soft skin
Your beat of your heart within
The love inside your eyes
Then why so many lies
To **** the life I had

Summer days bright and hot
Come let's go to our favourite spot
Grab your bucket and your *****
Icecream to eat with lemonade

Mum brings the sun cream
Dad brings the car
Everything in the boot
Soon we will be on or way
Hope its not far

Watching all the fields go flying by
Cows and sheep we spy
We're on our way to the seaside
Singing all the way

Mum puts the towels out
Dad all red and hot
We just play in the sand
What a jolly lot

Seabirds cry above our heads
As fish and chips are eaten
Greedy birds swoop on down
Pinching anything that's left

Tired eyes sleepy yawns
The day had come to rest
Going home we sleep so sound
Dreams that are the best

Upon a hill I stood looking down the way
At all the harmless souls that live
Making their own way
With a steady walk my hoofed feet did carry my onwards down
Yes I'm the darkest soul you see
And I've come to your little town

With each step closer I smile with glee
And chuckle to myself
I am the son of the dark decree
And your my secret wealth

As I approach the little town
Smiles rush to greet
Silken skin on maidens fair
Oh what delights and treats

Just you wait I mumble low
For when the darkness falls
Inside your thighs I'll be bestowed
And desire in your eyes

I walk along as if I own
Every one that breathes
A little town that didn't know
What came on the breeze

And now I sit upon a stone waiting for my time
When lust and coupling of our love
Will surely make you mine

Upon a scorched earth they did ride
The four horsemen of apocalyptic pride
The first came forth and said to thee
I am war and thou shall see
How the war will be for eternity

And with that was spake so shall it be done
The ground rose with a forceful scream
And hell began the battle within

Mine eyes did draw to the next hellish sight
As famine now entered with delight
The world shall starve at my hand
This baron place will feed no man
And the words did fade and the food did rot
Hell now taking all it's lot

A roar of hooves now stamped hard down
Tis pestilence I sawed hit the baron ground
And with him he did bring
Disease and sickness and all the things
That would consume the very breath of time
Smiling as his hand entwined
With all illness it could find

Doth not think man has been punished enough
And lo there was the final one
The winds did die and the land it stopped
Death now became the blackened sun
With all the four gathered around
Hearts did not beat there was no sound
Have I not forsaken my life I ask
As the end of time was brought to me
Upon four horsemen in devils masks

In the woods by the knurled burnt oak
Hides a shadow in the blackest cloak
With bent up spine and boney fingers
And a rasp like a hell hound in his throat

Don't look his way just pass on by
Sneak around the moon so high
Hide beneath the breeze that chills
Look out for the shadows that ****

Once you pass the stench of death
Turn to the weeping willow
Kneel down upon earth so soft
And rest your weary head on earth's soft pillow

Close your eye's and let him pass
Hear his twisted bones chime the hour
As he looks for you to take tonight
And drag you into the boggy crag

This tale I tell is bound by fire
Of dark magic, and dragons
Of that I'm no liar
Tis on a night just like this
That Bormar fell to bits

In deepest darkest middle ground
Where elves and warlocks roam around
And magic spills from every lip
And potions hang on every sip

The battle of the dragon borne
Against the mighty shadow horn
Would change the balance of the land
Where only one could rule with the strongest hand

Now wizards and dragons they plotted tight
Recruited elves and shadow knights
Made spells that would win no doubt
And banish all the goodness out

The longhorns of Bormar didn't dwell
For they knew that this could spell
The end of all they they held tight
And pledged to slay and **** all night

And so it was that they did meet
High on yonder hill did greet
Two armies of strength and power
Waiting for the killing hour

And when all blood spilled
And pain was born
Bormar stood
Now empty and gone

On the lake I did lay as the clouds drifted away
Listening to the beating of my heart
Silence now found on this watery ground
My eyes as wide as the ravine

Taking in the quiet time thanking mother earth
For letting me rest a while
In the ***** of her girth

For I am just a speck of life
Floating in the pond
Hopes and dreams now lay still
As I drift along

So when my journey ends some time
And earth is now my blanket
I'll reflect upon that sunny day
The water gave birth to me

Troubled feelings I can't hide
Life is fighting against the tides
Of things that control my mind
How I wish the waves would rise

To take me down into the depths of the sea
Where only silence will rush to greet
And thoughts will prey on a confused mind
And falling down through endless time

Save my soul oh god of life
Don't let me end my days on strife
In troubled by the life I've had
Never good but never bad

Slowly sinking last breath drawn
Thoughts are now almost gone
Darkness rushing up to me
My dim lifeless heart
That cannot be

How time has touched the heart of lovers
To bring together as one soul
Hand in hand against the world
Standing strong never fail

But what if time was never there
Would hearts rejoice who would care
Wandering forever lost and alone
Crimson tear stained cheeks aglow

Finding the world harsh and cruel
Wishing for the time we knew
When our hearts did beat
Together once
Now gone in the breeze of time

Look for me I'll find you soon
And once again love will bloom
Time can stop slowing down
But I'll have your heart
As my crown

We sit in silence not a word
Staring at walls abusord
Asking for time to say
I love you
But in a way
Yet still the silence
Takes control

Maybe hands will reach out
Touching love with no doubt
But yet our eyes do not see
The other one
Sitting quietly

Beneath the dirt in her tomb
She lays silent in earth's ***** womb
Tear stained cheeks now dried and sore
The end of his game not playing anymore

Cuts lay open infested by worms
Crusty scabs that spewed life
Now silent and calm
From the taste of his knife

Legs and arms purple and black
Lashmarks worn on her back
Badges of honour he left her
Now lay inside this earthy inter

Silence comes but no one cares
At this mess with matted hair
Was it right she fell in love
With an unforgiving black heart dove

And the grass grows above this sorry place
Where now she rests her final days
With only the bugs for company
Turning to dust for eternity

The sands of time
          Slip through our hands
                 Each grain a moment planned
Dropping endless to the floor
         One final grain the final door

Empty days just lay around on folds of wasted time

Today is another day that breath has given me life
I awoke to the grey skies above
And thanked the world for giving me another day of memories

Distilled words trickle from her broken mouth
Drowning me in lies of loves intent
Swimming against the fall of our tomorrow
Never reaching the heart of my desire

By turning a pebble over, isn't that changing the world around.

Crystal clear waters above my head
I've drowned in this life of wrong
Weighted down by my own guilt
Only now forgotten songs

Why was I so blind from the start
To think I was so clever
Never being caught in waves of trouble
Yet here I am drowning

No hands outstreached to help me now
Just faces stare and ripple
Darkness rushing with arms wide open
Pulling me further away

Please let me taste the words from your mouth for I cannot breathe without them dancing on my tongue.

Her firm body standing tall in the smoked filled room, I watch her lean into his neck and kiss him ever so gently like a butterfly upon the petal's of a rose.
I smile in her direction as her warm coco coloured eyes glance up and raise my glass of bourbon in honour of her beauty.
Why can't she see that he is no good, **** I'd give her the world I mean everything the whole lot, but here I am just nursing this drink wishing, wishing that it was me her soft kiss was caressing.

I've got nothing to say and I'm saying it to loud.

Snippets of love fall from the scissors of heartache