I've fallen
fallen fast and far into a soul ******* oblivion
and this pale darkness
I feel it caress my shattered mind
the shards fragmented into the half of my heart that belongs to me
no fractured limbs
or bruises
or freshly torn flesh
but a limp and pale ego resting by my side
I close my eyes
and wait to be engulfed by my passion
cut the wire and let me float
I don't need oxygen

I desire to feel my belly swell
preparing another life
protruding promises of a perplexing nature
a plethora of predecessors piling from my womb
Let me be a creator of Strength and all the divine in the form of bright eyed chocolate children of my design
Offspring that will teach us about ourselves no matter our impurities

To Hell with the beings that tell me when I am ready to birth Change
Beauty shall tumble from me with Pride following too
Poise and Good Nature writhing in my body
Never will I be a mother of Contamination
Never will I produce Arrogance and Disaster
My children
Our children  
My joy
Our joy
All holding the key to the world

I've lived an entire life
within 18 years
set me adrift from this pain

and time will change us, my love
we will be strangers
I don't fear time as I should

black  soap
   Jeff        Buckley
rose  hips
                &
   Art      Monthly

my raw emotions risen
my love, you are salt
you can't help but burn my wounds

a long series of haikus
about suffering
would not be beneficial