You say you want to see the real me
So take my hand and we shall coast through
The darkness in my mind that’s consuming me
Leaving everyday blue.

I say I haven’t always been like this
But I can’t remember a day of pure bliss.

My mind fights it’s war
As I lay here overwhelmed
A losing battle

This feeling is becoming old,
Constantly being told

It’s better to be alone.
But these “accidents” I do to myself are becoming prone.

Take a look inside my eyes,
Maybe you’ll believe the lies

I tell my mirror on the daily,
Hoping I can take this day on bravely.

Is it too late for me?
I am broke, I cannot find my pieces.
On my knees begging to be free,
Hoping my life ceases.

I just want to hear I’m wanted,
But no voice is there to save me from my fall.
All my memories are haunted
By a made up you that leaves me in awe.

Don’t miss me when I’m gone,
You’ve created these issues in my mind.  
With nothing left for me to hold on
I take my life and you remain blind.

Nothing I do will break your high.
Good-bye.

As my skin tears beneath my nails
The voices chime in louder, stuck in my mind like a broken record
Their bitter words pushing me to go farther.

The blood begins to pool from my wrists
Voices now cheering in approval
I hear the sweet call of death.

My life flows from my arms,
While my body lays as an empty beauty.

As I sit here watching life move around me
I realize that if I’m gone
This life will still move,
This world will keep turning
The world won’t stop for me.
The only thing stopping is soon to be me.

In the silent hours
A life is born, I take mine
Soon I’m forgotten