Trying to hold it all in
Struggling for strength
Wishing you were here more than skin to skin.

As I've pushed you with quarrels
Was the only way you could hear me
Little did I see this was now farewells.

I missed you so
I've never felt so lost
Even promised you'd never let me go
Sadly is that karma is now the cost.

We promised our presence and life as one
Our bond was something, yet strong
But you wanted to quit now and be done.
The worst part was you did this all wrong.

Even still you're around
My heart is so attached
So hard deep down I drown
I get numb and more detached.

Everyday that grew by
My spirit tearing in agony
Wishing it was your sweet lullaby
Instead, just more painful reality.

I'm sorry for hurting you in any way
Wishing I could relieve your pain
Yet, together still becomes grey
There's nothing else but what was and is to remain.

Sweetly, you talked to them while in their mother's womb
Kissed them good morning and good night
I'd never forget your expression when our first baby had bloomed.
As so as our second son
Sharing his father's grace
You and him shine just as the glorious sun.
Just as I knew you, you have that warm heart
A wonderful person a father is
With a love so endless, it could never be torn apart.
Lots of good times along with lots of laughter
It was all of your joys shared with them
Unlike anyone else, you're their special father that they look after.
I love how much you express excitement within their eyes
Yet at times they stumble and fall
But, as Daddy the hero you always save their cries.
They are so blessed to have a father like you
With so much love, so much to give
Such a wonderful father our children have just enough tell you thank you.
Thank you for giving me the most beautiful children by the way
So I hope you really enjoyed this message
If it wasn't for you and your love, I wouldn't want it any other way.
Happy Father's Day!