I fell into your arms
And you became my safe place
Hide me from the dangers
Made sure my anxiety go away
Healed my broke soul
In the best ways
Made me fall in love secretly
I was the one thinking it is mean to be
While you somehow was unsure of we
Pushed and pulled me
Like a door way
Mixed signals to keep me curious
Now I’m hell of furious
Why did I love in the first place?

Moving on with life
Smile become something bright
Find the fire
And begin fighting that fight
Break down some walls
To let in some sun light
Watch things grow
And you become just alright
Til the curiosity calls
And you wonder off
To see what is beyond
It’s a man that can’t grow
So you help him right
Bring him home
So he can get some sunlight
What wasn’t seen is a **** that right
You grew him and loved him
And he took all your sunlight
Rained on your fire all day and night
You realized he the ****
So you get mighty
To cut him out your life
Build your walls up
Never wonder off
Or let your curiosity out right
That what men do
They hurt you
When all you wanna do is help
Build them up n touch their souls
Once you are hurt
You build walls up
And don’t let anybody in
Not a single soul
Cause how knows?!
But this is the cycle called love

Yep This is it
I tried and I failed
Im writing my goodbyes
With no lies
I’m tired
And I can’t fight it
I did all those fake smiles
Just for the hell of it
At night I cover my mouth
So no one will hear me cry out loud
I mentally died weeks ago
And screamed for help
But no one seem to care
I can’t find my place on this earth
I don’t know my worthy
I want to say sorry
To the ones I am about to hurt
But I can’t do it anymore
I’m a lost soul
In case you didn’t know
I distant myself from you
So you couldn’t tell
I am sorry
But I can’t get well
I wished i loved me
Like you love me
I wish I could’ve seen
What you seen
I know you wanted the chance
To hug all of me
I was weak and could’ve barely breathe

I hate being used to
The everyday calls
Text and no wonders at all
I hate being used to
Give you my all
With no care at all
I hate being used to
The fact you let me fall
In love knowing it wasn’t for long
I hate being used to
Sleeping without a call
With some wonders that all
I hate being used to
Being left that all
I hate being used to
My heart being played with
Hate opening up to being hurt
Hate that I let you undo my wall
Hate that you got close enough to me
Hate you n myself
Hate who you made me become
Hate how I feel after it all
Hate the insecure I gained
Hate trust issues that came
I hate it all.
Hate that you didn’t let me be
Hate you just had to mess with me
Hate that I love you that all
I hate what you have done
Hate I still want you
I hate that I don’t hate
I just love you that all

Submerge me in the water
Free me from the chains
Loosen the bolt
That just might easy my pain
Now turn away
And Let me sink
No oxygen so
It’s a matter of time frame
But he grabs me
And finally see the tears
That been falling from my face
Purified me like water
Yelled you aren’t a sad case
Just broken in the wrong place