The bitter black coffee slides down my throat
I wince at the taste and the headache
as a result of last night
Oh but this is what I live for.
the excitement of forgetting
Of becoming someone else.
A carefree girl
who never passes up a dare,
who tips the bottle back
taking on the burn
without a swig of anything else to make
it go down easy.
Cause' the thing is,
I won't go down easy,
i can't.
I want rules so i can defy them
I want those crazy nights
filled with adrenaline
and legs sprawled on moonlit grass
Not the normal lull
of a life planned out,
sitting patiently on a grocery shelf
ready to be taken home for dinner
to feed the kids and the greetings of the
"honey, I'm home" 's
followed by an empty kiss.
No, not me.
First, I'll paint my body
blue and black
because i welcome the bruises.
I'll burn out long before
you can catch me with an
apron tied around my waist
and a platter full of fresh, hot cakes.