you don’t seem to exist anymore
for me that’s unbearable
I came looking for you
even without hopes or a clue
hoping i’d stumble upon what i lost
wish the universe can bare with my simple cause

the more I miss you
the more i hurt
if missing you would **** me
i’d live for a million times

I would cherish our relationship as to a bread
For i’ll pick and save even the crumbs

Both stays at fall, but meanings don't match at all
one might mean the action to fall
and one mean to crumble

for the other means inlove
and without notice... the other means apart

A loop of metal with shiny thing on top
Where flesh and bones pass through
And cannot be removed nor blew

A long with the words we utter
Silent loved ones listen
To the sound of butterflies flutter

Still fear could struck
Hosting for it to be abduct
The future you breath
Might be the breathe of regret you exhale

To when two point come to misunderstanding
would it be to understand alone or to make way for the other to understand

I thought the only way
was to only numb the pain
took every turn till my life was a blur
I was with filled regret
I wished that we never met

been almost a year
yet I still feel you here
you held me down
and I see that now

I thought I was over you
till I saw your face
that beautiful tender grace
brings me back in a spiral daze

I felt better seeing you since October
I knew then I can't hold you ever
cause after all I've been through
I'm not the same person you knew

Now I live a little
indeed I still feel brittle
but I'll keep trying to be better
this time I hope to see you never

I admit I still love you
but there's no going back
I have to accept what I did
and not lose track

If ever our paths cross again
a smile would be enough
so that I know letting you go
was a better option of making you grow

ever since we lost it
I never seem to find it
I changed my ways
went through my own dark days
yet all I could still think of
is that day you took off
I slipped my chance
lost you at a glance
all because I was lost
I can’t hold you without a cause
now I’m changed
better than my previous page
still I’m stuck on us
and i hope you aren’t

bring back who i was
how mean can you be
taking everything away from me

that night you left
was the same night
something died within me

bringing something back from the dead
how convenient that can be
if only i was God, I'll forever keep that feeling alive