Migel

Migel 5d

how lovely can flowers be
symbol of love and affection
i offer you these lilacs to see
so don’t deny this connection

you wish for a flower that wont wither
but that is too fake i figure
it would last for a lifetime you say
but i’ll give you fresh lilacs everyday

My love for you is real
as real as the lilacs i hold
rather than something that don’t wither
something that don’t grow old

let it be my symbol of life and love
that we are bound to wither
someday you will realize
that love that grow is better
than love that is only for show

i’ve loved lilacs ever since the day you showed me what they look like till now, now every time i see them i remember you

Migel Oct 27

Cursed

bring back who i was
how mean can you be
taking everything away from me

that night you left
was the same night
something died within me

bringing something back from the dead
how convenient that can be
if only i was God, I'll forever keep that feeling alive

Migel Jun 26

Behind every mask

Behind a tough character
lies a sweet side
the not so rough kind

He hides his timid expressions
to show his brave actions
but deep down he knows
he cannot take too much blows

He wishes to protect his loved ones
going as far as giving his heart for once,
to which only led to his demise,
in the end only pain and tears in his eyes

he lost the path, he lost a lot
he chose to be more tough
even removed that sweet spot

Still he wished for things not to turn out this way
as he remembers the memories everyday
regret filled him and ate him up
because of that one night he chose to give up

This man is not what you think
deep down there still lies the boy
the boy just fell in his emotions to sink

Still he searches for this boy
hoping one day he will be free,
free of regret and filled with joy

Migel May 14

Longing care

oh to love and be loved
how beautiful it would be
if someone is out there for me
won’t you reach out to me

Migel Apr 29

Little Better

I thought the only way
was to only numb the pain
took every turn till my life was a blur
I was with filled regret
I wished that we never met

been almost a year
yet I still feel you here
you held me down
and I see that now

I thought I was over you
till I saw your face
that beautiful tender grace
brings me back in a spiral daze

I felt better seeing you since October
I knew then I can't hold you ever
cause after all I've been through
I'm not the same person you knew

Now I live a little
indeed I still feel brittle
but I'll keep trying to be better
this time I hope to see you never

I admit I still love you
but there's no going back
I have to accept what I did
and not lose track

If ever our paths cross again
a smile would be enough
so that I know letting you go
was a better option of making you grow

Migel Feb 14

kuma

maybe if i did things right
would you be with me?
i just wish i could turn it back
back when i had the chance

Migel Feb 14

hopeless

you don’t seem to exist anymore
for me that’s unbearable
I came looking for you
even without hopes or a clue
hoping i’d stumble upon what i lost
wish the universe can bare with my simple cause

the more I miss you
the more i hurt
if missing you would **** me
i’d live for a million times