I feel it within me
It’s not pain, it’s anger but not anger
It’s not self pity but something more than regret
Where are you?
Why am I?
Will it work or am I just 10/6?
It’s a disease, I’m a disease
I will rot
100,000,000,000 years hahahahaha

Scared to die, but already dead
Scared to live, but already alive
Bullet to the brain?
But what would that do?
Dead head, needle threaded into consciousness
Plato made my brain play-doh
Always another cave
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Cathartic turned catatonic
Visions of the past
Faded, I’m fading
brain damage
Acid tabs streeeeeeetch
W
     A                    D
          R         E
                P
Baby I’m bleeding

Through you, unity.      
Understand us.              
Up, up, up
Drug rush
Abuse turns absurd
***** Junction
Unreal unravels delusions
Euphoria undeniable
Exquisitely unveiling
Unbeknownst subtleties
Until unlimited universe unfolds
Übermensch