Relinquish
My mind or weather I matter

Get to know me, just don’t reverse my curse
Of a mind that loves just to matter

Let us peak in the door

we riddled a tone  
Of fine wine
Deadly sips
And costly actions

And I riddled my soul
Across a soft road

Wishing for a birds tone
To soothe my world

But reflections of the past always stain
current moments
And I see
The deadly romance
This dance has caused us

I think...O’ I’ll believe
We forgot, what it means
to touch a soul
Blinded by skin, so warm
It’s pitter patter
...
Of love
intertwined
A language
often wrongly diagnosed
Filled with lost action
Filled with sky's
all alone
A coat so cold
With it’s linger of sweet honeycomb

O’ I’ll Wonder
How I’ll choose to stop this chatter

Open up your mind you mule
*** this knowledge is fuel
And that anger so deep
It’s only for the miserable fool

I’m rearranging my self to form a better you
Cuz there’s enough love inside
Like dreams of generational wealth

I’m puffing and passing
Walking and crossing

But what to do when life is tossin
Kicking and stabbin

Momma always said
Keep your heart up high
Cuz when your heads down low
It’s up to you
To love ya-self

I fell
Oh but how I’ve healed
Could It stay
For a day or 3

But how the voices eco
To come near
To grow dark
To not heal

And how my heart grows shallow
Learning
To not love to not care
Or caress
Not to feel
For how I did
When I was
A speck of dust
In your eyes

So I shouted in fear
To GOD

Not to worry cuz I’m here
To soothe all worries
Heal your pain
To be your son
And carry the Traumas of the world
While on my knees
Resting on me

Could you not believe
Because you don’t love
For the sake of loving
Because your not kind
For the sake of others
What a joke
But not my words
That are carried higher than selfless dreams
Of fame the ladies or the money
I dream of pain
That no longer resides in your mind
I could too, have a dream

They taught us how to fly
But clipped our wings
Just to emphasize
The growing need
To be free

I preyed for a shepherd
But the devil birthed a sheep
And so we followed

The growing need to be a feen
For the green

And so

My unknown god birthed me

Whispered, “be free”
So I clench to my dreams

And whisper to the world, “love me”

For who I be