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Alina Jan 2019
I guess old hurts never stay buried
If never forgiven, forgotten, at peace
Losing you in a moment's pause
Is building up that iron wall
Banging the javale on my heart
I'm tired of fighting for something you don't want
Even though it's all I've ever dreamed of
I like me better when I'm with you
I strive to be your partner, your best friend
And with you gone
So is all the good in me
Alina Aug 2018
Reality never becomes a dream with you like all the lovers doped up claim. Floating in a daze, high on each others vibes, no. Life with you is reality and anything but is a dream I'd like to wake up from. There's a certain rooted strength in the clarity of your presence. Not just some sinful mirage of lustful desires and hopes that may slip away as fast as they came. My time with you is never a dream because dreams end in a saddened wakefulness. Time does not slow down nor speed up. It goes on as it does and submerges me in our reality.
Alina May 2018
There is comfort
In familiarity
Even when we know it's wrong
Alina Feb 2018
Silence holds a ringing
Of voices never there
Echoing the lonely
And a teardrop's despair
Alina Oct 2017
Walk through fire
Set heart ablaze
In the serenity
Of the dying leaves
Never seen anything
More beautiful
Favorite season
Alina Aug 2017
Seventeen years fly by
With last whispers of child youth
Entering adulthood with a
Road map I can't read
The end and begining
Where everything started
Firsts of all firsts
Love
Lust
And drugs
Mind and heart lay waste to the
Havoc of it all
Three years later at twenty,
I say my last goodbyes to childhood youth and indulge in the nostalgia of Seventeen
Regardless, I'm glad I'm not seventeen anymore.
Alina Jul 2017
Hands leave
No stain
But imprint
In my chest
Intricate designs
Make up
Fine lines
Of
Your fingerprints
Tracing paths
Of no markers
As they already
Belonged to you
You are not a stain
You are an imprint
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