who will help me
while i am busy
helping everyone around me
and leaving
myself
to drown
in my own fears

one year has gone by
and he isn't sick of me yet

leaving home is scary
especially
when you just found it

kissing you is lemonade
because
lemonade is your favorite
and
kissing you is mine

i did not know i was capable of hate
especially
hating someone who
helped create me

the first playlist you made me
gave me a glimpse into your soul
it told me you have been hurt before
despite this
you continue to believe in love
despite this
you believe in loving me

i'm content with my life
in this moment
but also
in this moment
i think
it would be better with you

you are the mosquito
that bites
you are the mosquito
that remains unseen
you are the mosquito
and leaves me with
itches & irritation
you are the mosquito
that flies away
when you have finished
taking my blood
taking what you want