I was walking downtown and I thought I saw your face.
But when I turned to look back, you were nowhere to be seen.
And I cried.

Tonight, I will go to sleep with your picture in my hand.
I will always remember my last promise to you.
I will always be your big sister and I will do my best to always make you proud of me.

I'm broken.
You have my heart.
I have given you everything.
You gave me love, but left me the pain.
I have nothing left.
I wish you well.

Last night I dreamt of you.
It was a dream that I desperately wish to be true.
You loved me again.
The sweetest sin.
Suddenly, I awoke.
And again, my heart broke.

Daddy, can you love me?
You are yelling so loud.
Daddy, am i still your little Honeybee?
I'm sorry I can't make you proud.

I will work and forever try,
to hide the bruises and the scars.
Even though I'm strong, I still cry.
sometimes I wish you would join the stars.

I wish I was perfect
so you would not cause harm
so you would not destroy my respect
by hitting me with your arm.

Even though it was years ago,
the memories have not gone away.
You cannot possibly know
the pain that is here to stay.

The dew on grass
Stars in the night sky.
Your arms wrapped around me.
There is nowhere else I would rather be.