The blade floated across my skin.
Before I realized what I had done.
The blood trickles out.
And I feel alive.

The blade moves swiftly
Again and again.
Until my skin is sore and red.
The pain is real.

I set the blade down.
What have I done?
I stare at the injury
Until only the scars remain.

Remember when we first met.
I wish you could never forget.
Remember when we shared our first kiss.
It is something that I dearly miss.
Remember when I cried.
Your arms felt safe and I could hide.
Remember when you loved me.
Lately, it is hard to see.
Remember all that we shared.
You used to show you cared.
Remember when you broke my heart.
And now I've fallen apart.

My tongue is tied
Because you've lied.
My heart is broken
And you take it as a token.
Your words slice through me
And now it's hard to be.
I often cry at night
I can't hardly fight
The pain you left in my heart
I am falling apart.
Even though you've hurt me like this,
I can't seem to dismiss
That I still love you
And hope that you love me too.

I am angry.
You know this.
I cry myself to sleep every night.
You know this.
I find it hard to find happiness.
You know this.
I only smile when I'm with you.
You know this.
I miss kissing your lips.
You know this.
I am frustrated with myself.
You know this.
I am only human.
You don't seem to care about this

Today I sat down and cried.
It was time to face the truth that I couldn't deny.
The tears streamed down my face.
My heart was longing for you.
You caused me so much pain, but I want you to hold me.
I remember when you said you loved me.
I wish I could turn back time.
You broke my heart.
And here I sit, alone.