There's only so many thoughts, but let me tell you there are lots.

It was funny but I didn't laugh, not even a smile cracked. My hearts been strangled my mind is mangled, I use drugs to escape. Slowly burning holes inside me i am feeling old and down. maybe its this town. The drugs are easy girls ****** I am sick of this. Incapeable of love now I've ****** around and broke down. I can't seem to find purpose this life does not seem worth it. I hope to soon feel better and remeber how to smile.

Girl when it's you and me. All alone without any company. I cant help myself from getting this feeling of wanting to go down and make love to you. You feel my breath against your skin. I know you like when I pull you in. Your back is arching against my arms I squeeze and feel you want it hard. The way I touch you I see you love it, I taste your lips your neck your chest. Only you can guess what's next. I grab your thighs and move my tounge. Oooh i felt you feel that one. You grab my hair and squeeeeeze and pull. I like it rough i told you so. Your face goes down and *** goes up you ask me please to tie you up. I didnt know you were a freak, my neighbors yell im trying to sleep. Embarrased now we both start laughing, old Mrs white knows what is happening. To quiet down you bite a pillow you scream i cream and then we lay there. Now i know that it was very good you couldnt walk across the room. Your legs were shaking body quaking fluids come out squirting, I love you girl and lemme say that *** was out of this world.

My stomachs feeling twisted and its flipping inside out. Either my heart is sinking low or its coming out my mouth. Hands are shaky feeling spacy dont know how I really feel. Im praying up to god that I see life to next year. This **** is getting old i think I must be going nuts. Its a sickness i cant get rid of I will have it til Im dust. I won't bother with specifics its too much ******* pain. In the end it doesn't matter we all leave our brains. I just hope that soon my life will find a better place. Either that or I just might leave the human race

Only you can do something to change how we function, the goal is to grow and teach people more. If you could try listeneing to everyones ******* youd see what we all have in mind. Its time to change something this **** isn't functioning. The system is broken down bad. And you dont see why people are mad? Please. The issues go deep inspect and you'll see theres answers in front of your face. Its clear to me why we disagree, our hearts are not in the same place. Im trying to help, you're screaming and yelling and telling me to go to hell. When all i am doing is trying to do **** to better this planet we share. And further than that when blue fades to black the future is no longer ours. It must be passed on so let's get along and make it a much better place. The kids will inherit more than just the planet they pick up on our disagreements. The fight will not end until we defend each other no matter our flag. The worlds not so big when you live in your head and you truly can see why we are here. Its not to gain money now that is just funny you think you can buy endless life? We're here to experience to love and to fix things and to work for a better tomorrow. So next time you see someone in pain and struggling do what you'd want them to do if it wasn't them struggling but you. I hope that you see now that love is the answer to anything life throws your way.

It just me and my beagle trecking through the woods. His nose it to the ground and my eyes are on the trees. Im looking for some mushrooms yeah im kind of crazy. My beagles name is Leo and he's surely my puppy. Every where i go he is there right next to me. I love the smells and feeling of being in the woods, the feeling is so liberating the sights the smells the touch. The air is somewhat different than the air you breath inside, you might call me crazy, but it really gets me high. The birds they sing the squirells chirp the deer tails flick when fleeing. Everything around me occurring naturally. I lose my self and feel free when I'm outside in the woods. I found my favorite past time just out walking with my dog.

I try to be a good man the best way that i can. Helping out the human race is my master plan. The words you say will ripple, affecting so much more, than the person you are talking to, once they leave your door.