I don't ask how he is
Because I don't care

Get a clue

Sit in front of the television and stare
Stare at the screen from 7 to 10

All you can do is repeat
The same cycle again and again

Don't ask me how I am
You'll never know

Remember
I don't ask you
How you are
Because I don't care
I don't care how you are

I don't care to know
How many anxiety pills you had to stuff down
To make it through the week

I wish you well

I worked my whole life
And this year
I'll be working part time again

America the ship
Sinking down
Down down down

In deep waters
Buried in the ground

Trillions in debt
What a shame
To the bankers
I guess it's just a game

I'm not your friend
But I want you
To open up
To me anyway

I wish
I knew
That was implied

In the client
Therapist relationship

My female friend
Never comes

Bleh
You ruined everything

Those with proudful hearts
Those Americans

Who are wealthy
And boastful

Who commit ****** sins
Sodomites
Lustful
Who mock God

The corrupt
Supreme Court
That has legalized

Abortion and gay marriage

Americans elected
This president
That disregards
The Constitution

Corrupt banksters
And corporations

Congress serving the
Interests of the corporations

Worthless currency
Equivalent to toilet paper

The youth obsessed with
The self
Lustful, prideful, and arrogant

The Lord is rigtheous
This country has turned
It's face away from the Lord

He will destroy this land
He will be with the Christians
With those who love Jesus

The enemies of America
Will descend upon her

Obama will be
The last president

Operation Jade Helm
Listing Texas and Utah
As hostile territory

They prepare for Martial Law

American Dreamers
The dream is over

I think within the next two years
There may well be an economic collapse

This nation is weak
No good jobs
No future
For young Americans like me

The dollar has as much value as toilet paper

Ah well you know life is some type of tragedy
Can't get a good job
I'll be living in this home until America collapses

Let it come
Our leaders ruined our nation

In this world I am alone
Hiking and wandering
Hoping to meet a friend
I never meet anyone

Still I go on
The absurdity
Emptiness

At least I have my podcasts
They keep me company

Terrible times
They are coming
Terrible, terrible

I hope you're ready

Charge the charge card
That is what it is for after all
Charge the charge card
Even though I am completely broke

I need to play golf again and again
To make it through this difficult time

I feel like a failure at times
Unable to change my life

Oh well, my time will come
I have read many great minds
Going back to the beginning of time

This life is some test
So is golf
Each moment I must concentrate
Play every round like it is my last

My father taught me how to hate
With all his mean and obnoxious comments
Lord help me forgive him

I'm playing eighteen tomorrow
I don't care how much it costs
It's a battle out there
Grinding on each shot

I'm going to be a teacher
I'm going to teach for a long time
I don't believe in retirement
The way our economy is, I will probably never get to retire anyhow

The middle class is being decimated in this country
The dollar is being devalued as the Fed continues its policy of quantitative easing

I don't think I am going to find a job this upcoming year
I think I might have to keep living here
Things are getting awfully tough
This life can be tough and mean

Maybe I'll meet someone one day who gives a **** about me
Well, at least there is Jesus
I have read God's word and know it well

I have been set aside by society
Like some type of cast away
I am not sure why
I try to always be a kind and considerate person

I am an intellectual
I love philosophy and history
Life is a great saga
I love my stuffed animals
Feels good to hold them because I have always been alone
Laugh at me if you want
I don't care
There is no shame in having stuffed animals

Well, it's a mean tough road
I'm poor and in debt
But I will charge the charge card
That's what its for after all
I will charge the charge card
To make my parents pay
For every mean comment
That they have said over and over

Oblivious Young Americans
Are not interested in reality

Our military prepares  for Martial Law

My sister ignores my warnings
She is oblivious

Tons of military vehicles
Being brought into our country

Young people like her
Are woefully unprepared

Terrible Times are coming
Martial Law is coming
A government shutdown is coming

My sister is oblivious...

Every day
Is a vacation

And no
I don't feel guilty

This is my life

I think about ***
All these beautiful women
I'll never know

I dream of them
Pleasuring themselves

I conjure up pornographic
Images is my mind
When I pleasure myself
And I feel just fine

I doubt I'll ever know a woman

I'm 32
I used to substitute teach
A 40 hour work week
Is what they preach

Hours spent online
Having ******
Conversations

People in chatrooms
And having cam to cam chats
Across the nation

It's a world of seeing
Of times and places
Various faces

All just passing through
Some go here
Others go there

It's all so bizarre
And not really fair

I have left the home
I have lived in since 1997

Slowly but surely
Climbing the stairway to heaven

Here comes that guy
The security guard
Walking Down the sidewalk
Next to the boulevard

I like documentaries
Podcasts too
I keep plastic bags in my car
In which to take a poo

Well this high fiber diet
Of mine keeps things moving
Right through

Twitch streams
What a dream

I really love
The internet it seems

At least I can make
A connection there

In a world
That is not fair

Welcome to the militarized police state
Big military vehicles
Armored jeeps and tanks

U.N. troops and U.S. troops
Riot troops
Military men on megaphones

People being whisked away to FEMA camps
I'll be in the mountains
Hoping to survive on protein bars and water

To the globalists you have no rights!
They have ruined our nation

Thank you YouTube

Because of your website
I have learned about life

In many different countries

I have traveled the world

From Tibet, Nepal
Pakistan, India,

To Afshanistan, Syria,
Saudi Arabia, and Yemen

To Israel, Palestine,
Jordan, and Egypt

I have learned so much
About humanity

About conflicts
And struggles

I can tell you
Love is the greatest

I dream of being part
Of a community
Of being loved

But we are so isolated
Here in America

Thank you YouTube
I continue to travel the world
Because of your site

Tao is like water
It sinks to the low place
Which all human beings abhor

It does not seek credit
Or praise
It is not proud or boastful

I must learn
Correct me
Maybe I have made a mistake
That is fine

I am humble
I will learn

Would you care for green tea?
Perhaps you would like to try Jian Bing? (Chinese Crepes)

Mmmm tea is so good
Nourishing
It cleanses the body
It restores me

The Tao
Also nourishes and restores

The Tao is wise mother

I am content
Lacking nothing

Listening to a podcast
On the four noble truths
And the eightfold path

My akward body
Is still the same

My akward body
It will not change

I read on the back of some protein bar
"This bar is for the doers"
"For the busy,"
What a bunch of nonsense

I live inside a computer simulation

Non-doing
Non action

You know one day I realized
That no therapist
No amount of praying
Would ever fix my shoulder

Why did this happen to me?
I just want a normal shoulder

Good people like me
Suffering with a disability

Oh well

Same dull face

Yesterday
I lay against the rock
On the public library lawn

I listen to podcasts

My car is being fixed
I will walk akwardly
To the post office
Then to the gym

Just going through motions
Again and again

It's all meaningless
Plain to see

An absurd planet
It seems to be

The urge to eat
The urge to have an ******

Repetitive urges

Chipping golf *****
Relaxing I suppose

Bleh, blah, bleh

Ignored by women
I don't care

Look at that beetle
Walking over there

Human life
Is awfully dumb

Miserable taoist
Says a kind hello

A conversation with
A caring person
Would be fun

But my prayers
Remain unanswered
Guess they are not
That important anyway

Listening to more podcasts
On this day

Some cereal, yogurt
And oranges
I did eat

They really were
A delicious treat

Walking in and out
Of forest trees
Extinguishes all desire
Is how it should be

Beautiful and vain people
Everywhere

My dull earth body
I walk akwardly
Who cares?

From dust I came
To dust I shall return

This is my poem
Now its your turn

Welcome to the end
America

Corrupt leaders
And politicians

An economic system
That is destined to fail

They still don't get it
The Lord is
Going to destroy this land

They are oblivious

A nation that legalizes abortion
And gay marriage

And they will think everything
Will continue as it always has

Right up until the end

CLVI

First of all, condemn the life thou art now leading: but when thou hast condemned it, do not despair of thyself--be not like them of mean spirit, who once they have yielded, abandon themselves entirely and as it were allow the torrent to sweep them away. No; learn what the wrestling masters do. Has the boy fallen? "Rise," they say, "wrestle again, till thy strength come to thee." Even thus should it be with thee. For know that there is nothing more tractable than the human soul. It needs but to will, and the thing is done; the soul is set upon the right path: as on the contrary it needs but to nod over the task, and all is lost. For ruin and recovery alike are from within.

A stupid American

While others
Must work hard

She drives around
In her luxury car

Sure
I'm lazy too

But at least I work some

And at least
I'm not stupid

She keeps saying
"Have a nice day"

Have a good day
What is a nice day?
A day is not nice or mean

It can be good or bad

****
Stupid American

Just *******
And no I won't go
To the market

Do it yourself

Soon the lie will no longer be profitable and the evil elite won’t be able to hide the extreme environmental changes and chaotic sociological behavior manifestations. When it’s obvious to everyone that things are getting worse, because infrastructure and entire areas of real estate are not being repaired, know that the false powers at be understand there is no need to fix them, because more damage is on the way.
This summer, right now, and getting worse every day, food rationing is increasing because our food chains are being altered with GMO and infected purposely with deadly viruses. This summer, right now, and getting worse every day, water restrictions are extending into more areas because our weather system is a mess, they have ******* with it so much it’s now effecting our vital resources. When our basic needs to sustain life start being taken away from us, the game is over.
Take note, are you profitable to the planetary system being put in place? Do you go along with what the government tells you to do, and how to think? Do you question? Do you support vaccines, same *** marriage, one world religion, one world government etc. etc? If you are not on board with the one world thought that is about to be massively unveiled, when the re-boot starts your purpose will evolve into soylent green (food for other humans-cannibalism).
Once it is obvious, that the bulk of humanity will no longer be profitable via work force labor (because labor is becoming mechanized using robotics) in any form, guess what? You’ll be used for slave support yielding Food, and a section of humanity that is remaining will be harvested. Everyone is familiar with the term hell on earth, well this term was created for this time, and everyone is gonna have seat at this picture show, everyone.

Repent and be baptized in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth. Pray for your family, friends, neighbors and countrymen.

Breathe In

And Breathe out this promise
Fill the world with light

Release all appearances and aspirations
And be still

Ease
Relaxation
And groundedness

My view is as vast as space
When it comes to my conduct
It as precise as parched barley flour

Grounded where you are

Have you been naughty ladies?

Have you pleasured yourself

As you watched two muscular young studs

Be intimate with each other?

Did you enjoy their **** bodies rubbing together?

Did you have a powerful ******

When they came together?

I guess it's up to us

To decide
If we believe in a higher power

Some desire
A relationship with
A savior

Like myself
A person
And son of God
Savior

Who represents
An ideal
A principle

After a time
Many years
Of not getting
What the heart desires

I just become as content
As I can

My old therapist
Will not read this
Sadly

It's Friday
That was the day
That we met

That was the day
That she listened to me
That she showed me
That she did care some

That all ended
In April of 2015

She just celebrated
Her two year wedding anniversary

I remember her comments

Hello Liz
Now this poem just goes out
On the web

It was just one hour
Per week
That was all

Do you know
Many Americans
Don't really have good friends
Anymore...

I gave her a Wonder Woman card
Because she was like Wonder Woman
To me

Have you lived most
Of your life all alone
Like me?

I wonder if Liz
Ever thinks of me
Or prays for me

I wonder if she saw
The new Wonder Woman movie

I am alone
Like I knew I would be

With just my prayers
Well I'm not complaining
I'm grateful for the things I have

I hope she will
At least spare a thought for me
Every Friday

That is when we used to meet

Wow
To live in America
To eat California golden raisins

To have humus
And Greek yogurt
And apples

And a gym to workout in
And an iPad,
iPhones too

Amazing
And I am grateful

One day perhaps
I will meet my female friend

Hope everyone has a pleasant evening

Choosing Paths
These humans are

Life for the self
And love the self
Some people choose this way

Self-image, cars, and the house
They had everything
(Or so they thought)

Not focusing on the self
One should let go
Accept disgrace willingly
(I'm working on that)

Existing for the needs of others
Empty the "self"
And you will become full

The thirty spokes depend
Upon the wheel's hub
The center is empty

Being empty
One can walk about
Without fear of rhinoceros or tiger

There is no place for
The horn to enter
No place for the
Tiger's claw to strike

The tao is like water
It flows to the low place
Which men abhor
It nourishes all things
Without striving

The man of Tao is child-like
I keep smiling throughout the day
Laughing to myself

They all seem to be taking it
A bit too seriously at times

A man I know
Is a man of the world
A business man working
At some store

Perhaps I look dull
And seem confusing to him

He is a man I see often
And have had a few
Conversations about this and that

He is a good guy
Talking to people
And is friendly

He asks how I am
I just say "Hi, and "take care"
As he walks on

Tonight I ponder his question
How am I?
Well, fairly content
I had some good lime juice

I enjoyed my walk to the nature park
And it is relaxing to place
The ice pack on my
Strained neck and shoulder

The clock slaves
Their lives
Are regimented
By clocks on walls

Oh the misery
Of it all

I saw the most beautiful
Things today

Heavenly smile
Of that Chinese man

And I was so grateful
To be alive today

I saw the black bird
Standing tall

I saw the small turtle
The mystery of it all

Women discussing
Something about
Rich men

I was wondering around
Yes I did it again

And all because

I couldn't give a ****
About clocks on walls

Did I just spend 5 hours at the gym?
My how the time flies

It's a do happening

Going here
Going there
That's life I suppose

Only two more sessions with my therapist
Then she will leave
So sad

California has a major water problem
38 million people

My standard of living will drop significantly
From that of my parents

Will I ever be able to move out?
Will I ever begin my career?

If not, that's okay too
There is always my yoga mat
And my spot above my favorite hiking trail

Sitting and observing all day

I like to be alone
Alone is fun
Observing

Soon the government will be shut down
Imagine no electricity
Hope you have some food stored
Things will get rough

So what's the point of life anyway?
I have the mind of a philosopher
I'm really f** tired of this home

Really really tired of this home

There is no future for young people
Here in America

I went on a walk
Last night around 10

So calm, so serene

I listened to the monks
As I walked

I'm not sure why I have an akward shoulder
But its okay

I'm not rich
Not many friends

But I am content

I saw a young woman practicing her dancing
Inside the large home

I make my way up a dead end street
The mountains loom massive
In the background
I am a mountain dweller

Two people in the distance
The lights of their phones visible

And on the way back
A family on their back porch
Enjoying ice cream

I had gone to my favorite spot on the trail
Earlier in the day

I had observed the birds

This nation is in trouble
In deep trouble

Diogenes masturbated
In the public square

A citizen of the world
He did not care

About material things

Morality implies
A return
To the simplicity of nature

He thought

His philosophy
Similar to
The wisdom
That Lao Tzu taught

And if I lived in his time
I'd ******* with him
We'd both feel fine

Fiber is good for you
Because it keeps things movin' right through

It's a troubled world

There is conflict
Between Palestinians and Jews

Between ISIS and the Kurds

There is conflict

I hope there is no big war
With global powers involved

Lord have mercy
On my soul

Let not
Your heart
Grow cold

I sinner I am
And will always be

And man has been
This way
Through history

The battle with sin
I cannot win

It seems as though
I do the same wrong things
Again and again

Hours on the computer
Pleasuring myself

This is not good
For my spiritual
Or ****** health

But it wasn't my fault
You see

I just wanted
Female company

A poor man I am
Yes indeed

Listen to my words
Please take heed

Pray for mercy

And that judgement
Does not fall
Upon your head

Try to listen
To the words Jesus said

Talked to those
In chatrooms
Who delighted
In wickedness too

They lied and said
Evil was good for you

A good guy I am
And try to be

O Jesus
Please have mercy
On me

I mocked Christmas
And you too

I had evil thoughts
Through and through

These wicked women
They excite me

But oh how
Do they frighten me

Keep me safe Jesus
From their feminine charms

Protect me Lord
Let them do no harm

Preserve me
Until the end of days

I love Jesus
I'm not ashamed to say

And so I walk out
Into the cold

The next 6 hours alone
Each day I
Grow more old

Though the sage would never be transported with delight
He would still feel an abiding joy
In the presence of the true and only good
He would never indeed would be agitated by desire
But still he would be animated by wish
For that was directed only to the good
And though he would never feel fear
Still he would be actuated in danger by a proper caution

There was therefore something rational
Corresponding to three out of four primary passions
Against delight was to be set joy
Against grief there was nothing to be set
For that arose from the presence of ill
Which would rather never attach to the sage
Grief was the irrational conviction
That one ought to afflict oneself
Where there was no occasion for it

The ideal of the stoics was the unclouded serenity of socrates

I hope to find a mistress
I promise to clean the house
Just as she asks

I know I have to do a thorough job
Everything muse be spotless!

She may decide that
The hardwood floors lacked the brilliant shine
That she requires

I won't make that mistake again
She will keep me in a chastity belt
For two months without release
If the house is not spotless

It is a privilege to be allowed to have an ******
I give her oral pleasure for hours each night
I live to serve my goddess
I live to give her multiple *******

My shoulder is kind of ugly
And it never goes away

Life is a struggle
And I struggle another day

And there is really no future
In America
For anyone anyway

Illegals stream through borders
ISIS on its way

Trillions of dollars in debt
A debt we will never pay

And I saw a lot
A lot today

In the courtroom hall
A woman drops her knees
To fix her suitcase
As she cries her eyes out

I said a prayer she would be okay

And I won't forget
My fellow man
Those who tried to do
What is right

Who stood up
In this terrible battle
Who weren't afraid to fight

Woe
Woe
Woe!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thus says The Lord: How long must I speak to that which is obvious, little flock? Must My servant be drawn away continually to feed you, as though you were yet babes? How is it you still question, though within your heart the truth of the matter is made known by My spirit, which cries, “False!”? When will you open your eyes and see? When will you lay yourselves down and hear? When will you empty yourselves, that you may truly discern?

Therefore, because your eyes are slow in seeing and your ears dull in hearing, your mind congested with the many deceits of this world, this is what The Lord your God says: WOE TO THOSE WHO LEAD MY LAMBS ASTRAY! WOE, I SAY TO THEM! Woe to all who feed lies to the little ones and cause them to sin! For as it is written, it would be better for them if a millstone were hung around their neck, and they were drowned in the depths of the sea! For punishment is reserved for all who corrupt the innocent for evil gain; indeed, many millstones are prepared and wait for those who must bear them! Behold, My strong rebuke comes forth, for all who bear false witness in My name!


Woe to those who uphold perverse and bitter doctrine!
Your discipline shall be most severe!...

Woe to those who pollute My name, in word and by deed!
For you have brought shame upon your own heads,
And disgrace to all your houses which you call by My name!

Woe to all who take advantage of the ignorant
And pollute the minds of the innocent!...

WOE TO ALL WHO HARM MY LITTLE ONES!
For I shall stretch out My hand against you;
Indeed, a double portion of wrath is reserved for you!


Behold, I shall stretch out My hand and bring harm upon the wicked, and strike those who slaughter the innocent, until I have destroyed them in all the earth! Says The Lord God. For My wrath remains upon all who have taken part, upon all who voice their agreement!... And yes double, even double again, upon all who ****** My precious gifts!
Therefore, beloved, turn away from the churches of men and take a stand against the wickedness of this world; and no more give any credence to that which you behold on the screen. Rather fall down and pray, wail and bring forth many tears on behalf of those perishing... Yet of the little ones, you need not pray or make intercession, for they are Mine and I shall surely steal them away, says The Lord.

In little league
Michael
Would always
Make an out

Sometimes

Teammates
Would mock Him
With loud shots

Now look at him
Digging In
A single to right field

He jumped up
And down on first base
With a grin

No matter how trying
How terrible
The times may be

Inspiring is the man
Who does not back
Down from his duty

It's life that does
The killing

And nothing is ever fair

And I feel deformed
And trapped

And I'm standing over there

And I think I have
Alot of problems

And I don't know why

And sometimes I'll just cry

I look up at the sky

I hate that my left side
Is stronger than my right

And I'm tired of trying
Why do I even bother
Why do I even fight

And my head is on the right side
Of my body

Not in the middle
Where it is supposed to be

I guess it *****
To be me

And I walk here
And walk there
People blab and blab
But few really care

And I lift weights
Go to phsyical therapy
But nothing changes for me

My left back still
A bit larger than my right

And I don't know
Whether to
Laugh or cry

I certainly can
Be a lonely
And miserable guy

I'll look for him
The park dweller
When our way of life
Is at an end

When all the stored
Material possessions
Don't mean anything

Just food and water
Shelter too
That will be all that matters

There was never much here
For us on this earth
We seemed out of time
Out of place
Wandering without desire

We had the sunrise
And the sunsets
The hours walking
And lounging about

He had a check
I think he received
For food

I think he is
A Vietnam veteran

Like me he enjoyed reading

And so we sat at the park
And ate red grapes

And watched the various
Mushroom clouds
As the atomic bombs
Struck downtown Los Angeles

"So I guess this is the end,"
I said

"Oh well," he said
"It was nice while it lasted"

I agreed

A loving female friend
I have not found
And probably never will

My shoulder remains akward
Yes---Still

I guess God
Is a clockmaker
And doesn't even care

Happy to leave me deformed
And alone
Standing over there

A bit of a joke
Life must be

Look at my shoulder
And you can see

"We're shooting a ****
And we need a bottom"

The guy on
The reality t.v. show
Says in a flippant
Joking manner
To his friend

Why couldn't they
Have removed this
Or censored it?

It's not okay
To mock gay people

Or the way they choose
To make love

I found it offensive

Yes
I've fantasized
About men
I'll admit

Powerful men

I've thought about
What it would be like
To be a woman


Please don't mock the gay community


It's offensive
And rude

China is showing off
It's cruise missiles and tanks
Putting everything on display

China's cruise missile
Renders U.S. carriers obsolete
The news story does say

I hope there is no big war

I drove around
My city

I'm not sure why

I enjoy Sunday drives
I won't lie

A man had to
Speed around me

He just had to pass
Couldn't let things be

Then he reached his destination
About a 1/4 of a mile up the road

I am slow today
Like a toad

Attention: roommates
Headphones on
Means stay away

As I enjoy the day

I hope to begin
My retirement soon

I talked to a teacher
Who had just retired
"I'm finally free"
She said
Lol!

Free from what?
You were suppose to enjoy it after all

Freedom is doing what I love
Freedom is being a teacher
When I begin teaching
I will be entering into
A permanent retirement

Non striving
Let the times pass through
Cessation
Extinction

Gone beyond
All topsey turvey absolutes
This phrase I remember
From Allen Ginsberg's rendition
Of The Heart Sutra

Care for a Kraft single?  

And then we can mingle

Perhaps we will no longer

Be single

After we enjoy or Kraft singles

I wish women
Would write poems
And write them just for me

I want to hear that they love
My writing
And that they really care

I want them to hold me close
To comfort me
And say, "There, there"

I love the kind and caring women
Of hello poetry
I hope to meet a female companion
One day

If this is meant to be

I want you
To point and laugh
At me

To laugh as I cry
To make fun
Of my meaningless
Suffering

Until the day I die

I don't like
This body

That much
You can probably tell

But "that's life"
Or "that's how it goes"

Oh well

And as I eat
And **** in
Each painful breath

I read about
How Fukishima radiation
WIll continue to damage
Our health

The healthy and happy
Prosper
And their contententment
Continues on

As I am left
To sing
A miserable
Sad song

Hours in chat rooms
And what the
"F* for?

Just so women
Can mock me
And I can be
Their *****

I'm a sad pathetic guy
And it's plain to see

That there therapist
Could do nothing
To prepare me
For this misery

And I know about hope
And all of that too

Struggle through another day
Is all I can do

And I see women so happy
And so satisfied
When well-hung men
Bury themselves deep
Inside....

And I told this woman
About how Matt
Is not my real name

How when she calls
Me "Maddeline"
It takes away some pain

Do I even exist?
Am I even really here?

Without much human contact
Not much to fear

Three different chat rooms
And I move
From one to one...

And as I furiously *******
I have so much fun!

This is my life
And there is no one
Else here except me

At 12, at 2, at 4
It's the same misery

And the awkwardness of
The left shoulder
Still continues on

And in this game
Of life
I'm just a pawn

And I want to pleasure
Real men

Want to pleasure them
So bad

And I need a woman
To remind me
Of the gay feelings
I have had

And it's all so ******
And so much fun

And it helps me
Release
My healthy load
Of c

Isolated in my room

I go to the Christian chat room

It's nice just to hear people's voices

To listen to these kind people

I spend alot of time alone

Well, my friends are busy

So this is fun.

When war comes
Not a matter of if
But when

History repeats
Itself
Again and again

Have to stay fit
Have to stay thin

The food supply
Will dwindle down

Perhaps U.N. troops
Will be occupying our towns

Those muscle bound men
WIth so much mass
It will be harder
For them to last

There will be
Barely enough to eat

I will be grateful to
Own many pairs of good socks
And good running shoes
On my feet

I have two can openers too
Just look what I can do

Our own supply will last a month
Or two
After that, we are just plain *******

If I could save up enough money
I would buy more

For there are terrible times
In store

The glow of the smart phones
Lulls them away
Living in a dream world

But there is trouble today

America broke
And at her end
This economy will not mend

Dig your holes deep
Pile earth and wood
Exposure to radiation
Is no good

If there is a war
I just hope

That there are no
Nuclear bombs

They are no joke

Do you find it ****?
Or do you find it funny?

When a 30 year old man
Is in the kitchen
Snacking on a prenatal gummy?

I was playing
The role of Kendra

A very fit and *****
Brunette

A Sicilian man
Messaged me

Very ***** I bet

Broken English
He spoke

And he said,
No joke,

"My c* grow up
When I see you"

I had no Skype
And no cam

If only he knew
That Kendra
Was a man

Lol

The northern territories
Start just 7 KM off the coast of Japan

The dispute has now
Passed on through two generations

Stalin ordered the expulsion
Of one of the island's 17,000 residents

The man who grew up there
He wants to return

Japan will not accept
The loss of the islands

I would like
For people
Of both nations
To co-exist there

For there to be
Co-ownership
Of the territories

But that will never happen

Just another territorial dispute
Here on planet earth

What a stupid person
Incredibly stupid

30 years
Of no work
Of doing nothing

A complete and total
Psych job

Idiot

Idiot

Didn't do the dishes again

Idiot

Homemaker

Who can't keep home

What a pathetic waste
Of a human life

I won't be here for the holidays
Haha

Yeshua is in me
And I'm outside of time

The bride of Christ Jesus
Knows the hour is late

A trigger event
In NYC
A false flag event, an explosion

Three days of darkness
A fiery asteroid
A worldwide earthquake

The heavens and the earth shall shake
On that great and terrible day of the Lord

The return of the Nephilim
The beast from the sea shall rise

America Mystery Babylon
Will have a new leader soon
Barack Obama, the coming antichrist

Now is a good time
To repent of your sins
To draw near to Yeshua of Nazareth

These are the end times
Sleepers awake
On the edge of eternity

There is always a distraction
And the ones that never see
Are spiritually blinded
Pray for the lukewarm and the lost

Yeshua of Nazareth Is Lord

I talked to a woman
She was blonde and very fit
How I imagine my body to be
If I was a woman

I showed her a picture
Of a woman I always dreamed about looking like

I told her I was very wet
And loved her body

I told her I was ******* myself
And I was
Moaning like a woman would
I was ******* my ***
Slowly in circles

As I ****** my inadequate *****
I just don't like it
It is too small at 5 and 1/2 inches

Yes I am a *****
It feels good to slowly massage my *** with ****

She described how she would lick my ******
I thought about having a ****, and having it licked

I asked her to finger me
She described how she would finger my ***

It's all so hard
Those big powerful men
With their great bodies
And big thick *****
Women love them
Beautiful women love them
And they love to be ****** by them
Hours on end
In every imaginable position
Their ******* get pounded
And they scream and ***
Again and again
Those big heavy *****
Slapping against them

I know you know what I am talking about
No wonder you are so happy

Why couldn't I have been like them
If I was going to have a *****
Why did it have to be inferior to theirs?

God is mean to me
I know it is bad to say that
But he is
I feel like my small *****
Is closer to having a ******

I want to rub my *****
Like this woman was

She sent me a pic of her ******* that were soaked
I was so loving and caring toward her
I really turned her on

She showed me a picture
Of how she squirted so much
At least two feet by one foot
Of the towel was soaked

I always dreamed of being a squirter
Able to *** so hard like her
I think of a well-hung man
******* my ***** nice and deep

My loving strong husband
Thrusting his huge **** into me
Making me *** again and again
Screaming, yesss, harder,
**** me harder!

It must feel so great to experience such satisfying *** as a woman
To have multiple *******
I envy you

Women experience more pleasure than I can
Another example of how God has been mean to me