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 May 2016 Maple Mathers
summer
(n)
1. The feeling where you stay up at night, stare at your ceiling, ask yourself an infinite number of questions, then sit there and debate on whether or not you actually want to know the answer.

2. The feeling where you wonder who truly cares about you, and who is just using you; who is there for you, and who is so desperately waiting for you to fail.

3. The feeling where you feel like you're not good enough; that you need to be this, this and this to be successful and liked. You crave for the attention you know you can't have.

4. The feeling where you get frustrated because it's physically impossible to be 100% happy. You want someone to vent to, but no one will understand you.

5. The feeling where you question your value, your worth, your pride, yourself, everything...

and you think.

over think.

all night.


and all your left with is you, yourself, and a very dark place.







"i don't know where to go from here, i don't know who i am anymore," said the anxiety.
 May 2016 Maple Mathers
Torin
Your eyes as I have always seen them                              l
More beautiful in reality than the way I dream them              y
Your eyes are oceans of endless beauty              a                  
Your eyes; ocean            i                                               ­           r    
Your skin; beach                                    y                       o                  L
Your hair; stars                         M
Your smile; moon                                             i
Your love a night watching the tide roll in            g                              
                   ­                                          D                                                                ­      
And I'm a lonely sailor             a
Storms are raging brought in by your horizons                l                        
Brutal thunderous squalls                                  n
Walls of water fall as rain                      L                      y
Tears to drown us all
                                                         f
Your eyes as I believe them                              A
More astounding than any scene from imagination
Your eyes are oceans of endless feeling
Your eyes; ocean
Your words; wind
Your heart; seagulls
Your soul; capsizing ships              
Your love a night watching the tide roll out

                       ---OCEAN AIR SUBDUE---

Your eyes are my demise              
My death is your ocean floor
Your seas are angry currents
Painful waves thrashing into rocks
And crushing my very soul
the fluff isn't meant to be understood, just to look pretty, of course it means something, but its something only understood by me
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