What the point
Why do I have to live another day
I don't want to be here any more
Why can't I just die already
Goodbye
Never mind I can't go
I just want to die

I'm fine
It's just a scratch
I'm tired that's all
I'm not hungry
Promise
These are the lies I tell
Yes I'm anorexic
Yes I'm depressed
Yes I'm sad
Those are truths
I don't only lie to you
I lie to myself too

I have only felt this strange feeling a few times
Does that make me a bad person?
I guess we will never know
But
I think I'm good enough
For some people at least

People say love is "hard"
I think if someone love you they wouldn't put you through hell
Love isn't a word you can just throw around
If you truly love some tell them you love them not that ***** down the street
Because "tuff love" isn't something we want
We want true love
We want honesty
We want love
Not "tuff love"
Because I truly think "tuff love" is *******

So some of people may think this poem is about ***
It's not it's about me and drugs
I tried drugs for the first time
It wasn't that bad to be honest
Until they wear off
I was scared
Horrified if I'm honest
But I made the choice
It wasn't a good one
I'm not ashamed
You have to try something to know if you like it
And I like drugs
Y'all may be woundring what drugs I did
Well I took a Tylenol
Crushed it up
And snorted it
So that's my story
About my experience with drugs
It legitimately got me high
I know surprising
It took 4 100mg pills to get me there
but I got there

When I did don't sorrow in my death
Don't cry don't feel bad
Just remember I probably killed myself
Which means I'm most likely happy about my death
So don't cry and don't feel bad

Why,why did you just sit there knowing what I was going to do to knowing what I did to myself you knew what was going on in that bathroom you knew that there was a razor missing you knew I was sad,you knew, and because of that I felt I didn't matter at all so I cut deeper,deeper,and deeper until I hit something important and I say on that bathroom floor until someone found me just sitting there bleeding and bleeding.