Why,why did you just sit there knowing what I was going to do to knowing what I did to myself you knew what was going on in that bathroom you knew that there was a razor missing you knew I was sad,you knew, and because of that I felt I didn't matter at all so I cut deeper,deeper,and deeper until I hit something important and I say on that bathroom floor until someone found me just sitting there bleeding and bleeding.

Fear mom I hope you like your **** I will always remember the songs
The ones you would sing at 3 thinking it was 9
because you were high
Only if you would have sobered up
If I were to ever have to look in your eyes I would cry remembering all your lies
The ones you would tell me and my little brother
Saying you loved us but if you truly loved us you wouldn't have bought the drugs and your horrible boyfriend who came with them
I will always remember how he got you
How I would have to shield my little brothers eyes
Scared that you might die
Scared of what happend in the night
Thanks for buying the ****...