Madison

Madison Jun 2018

When the person you love the most is slipping through your fingertips and it’s all your fault
That’s when you should realize you’re a damaged **** up

When you’re watching that person slowly fade away
That’s when you realized if you don’t fix this you’re losing the only good thing you have in your life

When the day that the person has had enough comes
That’s when you realize you’ll never find happiness again

You’ll never find happiness again because the only happiness you had in your life is gone because you ****** up
Because you’re a **** up
You’re a **** up
You are a **** up

And your mind is spinning
Your thoughts are cloudy
And you honestly have no idea if you’ll ever be okay again

And you get to live knowing YOU are the one who ****** things up
And YOU will never be happy or in love again because you destroy everything you touch.

#heartbreak #sad #love #sadtruth

Madison Dec 2017

This is harsh love

Today you told me you moved on
You found someone new

Someone prettier
Someone smarter
Someone who makes you more happier than I ever could

It’s crazy to think you found that person
Because I thought I was her
I gave you countless times to realize I was the one

The one who would put up with everything you put me through
The one who stuck by your side no matter what
The one who always defended you no matter the ****** situation
The one who would never leave no matter how many times you broke me down

Little did I know
You’d be the one to leave
The one to have had enough of this so called love

And it’s crazy because no one saw it coming
And I guess I should’ve listened to Bianca when she said to leave before they realize you are not worth staying for

you are a speckle of dust and i am a star and i will never think of using my radiance to make you glow ever again

#heartbreak

Madison Nov 2017

The last time

If I would’ve known the last time I saw you would be the last time I’d ever see you
I would’ve hugged you longer

If I would’ve known the last time we kissed was gonna be the last time we’d ever kiss
I would’ve held it longer

If I would’ve known the last time we talked would be the final talking we’d ever do
I would’ve told you I loved you

That’s the thing about lasts
You never know it’s gonna be the last
There are so many things left unsaid
So many things left undone

Until it’s too late
Until the last what if has already happened

The last time will never feel like the last time
Until the unexpected happens and then it’s too late

The last goodbye is the hardest goodbye
Especially if it is never said

#goodbye

Madison Nov 2017

Untitled

Dear Love,

When I saw you my mind went quiet
When you have obsessive compulsive disorder you don't get a lot of quiet moments
So of course I had to meet you

When I met you I instantly fell in love with parts of you
When I finally got to know you I fell in love with all of you

The way you laugh without a care
The way you treat this body
The way your mouth curves when you say you love me
The way you tell me I'm the only one who makes you happy

You don't know it yet but you've changed me more than I ever thought you would
And I can't love you enough for it.
~Madi Leto

Madison Nov 2017

Realization

"**** headaches" she says
silly little girl
maybe it's your heart that aches
not your head
-Madii Leto

#heartbreak

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