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Sep 2019 · 117
Want. Need. Miss.
Lye Sep 2019

What do I want?
I want you.

What do I need?
I really just need you.

What do I miss?
Well what do you think?
I miss you
And only you.
My mom asked me a while ago what I wanted, needed, and missed. It inspired me to write this.
Sep 2019 · 117
Red
Lye Sep 2019
Red
The color red stands for danger...
And for love.
I don’t think it is a coincidence.

The color red stands for danger...
And for love.
It just means that love is worth the danger
Sep 2019 · 129
Dead End Street
Lye Sep 2019
When you hit a dead end street,
That doesn’t mean you need to stop
It only means you have to go off the road
And make your own
Now you start the real journey
Sep 2019 · 91
A Positive Outlook
Lye Sep 2019
Go to sleep my dear,
For in the morning when you wake
It will be a new day
A fresh start
Where you can be whoever you want to be
Do whatever you want to do,
And love whoever you want to love
Just like the day before.
I’m not sure if this makes sense or not. I don’t know.
Sep 2019 · 178
Life Goes On
Lye Sep 2019
Sometimes I get anxious
About little things
That I know won’t matter to me
In a week,
   A month,
     A year.
I just need to remind myself,
That life goes on
Did anyone get my Beetles reference? No? Ok....
Aug 2019 · 100
Space
Lye Aug 2019
There’s a time and a place,
To give me space.
But usually,
I just want you.
When I get mad, my mom tries to give me space, but usually it just makes me even more angry and sad because I just want to talk to her.
Aug 2019 · 180
Is anyone willing to see?
Lye Aug 2019
The sunset sky
Lights a fire in her eyes

The one twinkling star
Ignites a liveliness in her heart

The swaying leaved trees
In her hair brings a slight breeze

And her beautiful face
Brings a feeling of grace
To any creature willing to see
I feel like the last line and the title ties in with the fact that most adults are unwilling to see teenagers and their opinions, as they are always dismissed as “uneducated” and “childish”.
Aug 2019 · 91
Wishing
Lye Aug 2019
I wish I was as pretty as her,
I wish I was smart like her,
I wish I was as extroverted as she is,
I wish I were likable like her,
I wish I was as talented as her,
I wish I was skinny like her,
I wish I was as confident as she is,
I wish I was normal like her,
I wish I had as trendy a style as her,
I wish I didn’t have anxiety like her,
I wish I was as artistic and creative as her,
I wish I had skin as smooth as hers,
I wish I was as good with people as she is,
I wish I was as tan as her,
I wish. I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish.

I wish I wasn’t myself.
How I feel when I see basically any girl.

I wrote this a while ago, and I don’t feel like this now, but I felt like I should share it.
Jul 2019 · 130
Please slow down
Lye Jul 2019

Darling, I’ve forgotten
I forget who I am.
Could you please tell me?
And, while you’re at it,
Could you tell me,
What I’m meant to be?
It would certainly help a lot.
I just want to speed things along.







Until I wish that
I could slow it



d




o





w





n
Jul 2019 · 345
I Am Me
Lye Jul 2019
I’ve always wondered...
Where did the little Lilah go?
I’m so different
She was outgoing and extroverted,
And I am shy and unsocial
But... I’ve finally realized
That we are the same
I am me
13 years ago or not
I’ve just changed
And I hope it has been for the better
Because I can’t really go back and change it...
Right?
Sometimes I wish I could go back and change things.
Lye Jul 2019

Sun
Sand
Song
Peacefulness enters my soul

Sea
Sky
Shore
Waves crashing softly against my thoughts

Lazy
Lay
Lush
Relaxing without a care in the world

Love
Life
Lilah
I finally feel free to be me
Jul 2019 · 94
The Song Of My Memories
Lye Jul 2019

Azure blue waves
Cascade down to shore
Devouring the sand
And kissing the tips of my toes
The whisper of the salty spray
A story being told to me
A song sweetly sung to me
The song of my memories
My memories of the sea...
Dancing in her lively waves,
Eating ice cream under a rainbow parasol,
Burying my toes in her warm, silky soft sand
The sweet memories come back to me
Filling me up to the tips of my ears with joy
How will we find this kind of joy,
I solemnly ponder,
If the ocean is no longer here to show it
to us?
Jul 2019 · 150
The Truth
Lye Jul 2019

1976
She stands at the edge of her world.

Tranquil and free,
Her hair billowing in a light breeze
As moonlight crowns her small head
And the dark blue waves whisper and roar
The scattered stars swim within them
And the purity of the moment envelops her
Leaving her in solitude
Alone with the mystic being called the ocean
Soon, this becomes her universe
Deep in thought,
The ocean helps her find peace
In the hardships she faced
During her few years of living
But, as she is admiring the loveliness of this moment...
It changes.
The landscape is the same,
But it’s all wrong
The light of the moon is wavering
A broken crown atop her fragile head
Shards of moon glass scraping her scalp
The ocean a flat gray,
Instead of it’s once deep blue
The rough sand is littered with trash
The beauty now coated in a layer of humanity
Omnipotent humanity
Prideful humanity
Corrupted humanity
Stripped of its glory
Shivering,
In absence of its once comforting softness
And she is forced to sit on a rock,
In order to protect her small feet
From the unnatural contaminants
Of this place she is now inhabiting
Her eyes open wide in shock
Where am I?
Is this what our species has become?
Is this the future in store for us?
But just as soon as it had changed,
Her surroundings go right back
To the way they were before
Back to the shimmering surface of a healthy ocean
Warm, soothing sands
Moonlight steadily beaming.
And though she should be relieved that this nightmare is over
The thought never leaves her alone,
Forever haunting her in her dreams.

2019
In the years to come,
She grows older
Gets a job, gets married, has children
She’s grown into a whole new person
Built a whole new life
And the very day,
That she goes back to her childhood home,
She returns to the same beach,
The same glorious ocean.
At least, she expects it to be the same...
But all she sees
Is the ravished world
The dead world
That she had taken a glimpse of
As a young girl

I guess it was true.
I also wrote this poem about ocean pollution for a school project. But, I submitted this one to the Bow Seat Ocean Awareness contest.
Jul 2019 · 93
Story of a Lonely Bird
Lye Jul 2019
Soaring over a gray, neglected ocean
Not a fish or strand of seaweed in sight
All my brothers and sisters, gone in a flash
I’m left to wander through the night

The only creature left on my planet
A tired, but majestic gull
All I can do now is sit and wonder
Where did my precious Earth go?

For humans have gone extinct
All fish and ocean dwellers, too
All of my kind, the creatures of the sky
There is only me, no more you

As the hunger slowly takes away my life
And my patchy wings are flapping weak
I settle down for one last breath
This world is not for the meek

Now not a lonely bird, but a lonely world
No longer a place of miracles
But need not fear, life will emerge again
Hopefully, they won’t be as pitiful
I did a school project on ocean pollution at the end of the year, and this is one of the poems I wrote for the end product. I printed this poem onto nice paper and stuck it to a magnetic frame. I sold about 15 of these to parents!
Jul 2019 · 193
it will be over soon
Lye Jul 2019
Acknowledge that hurting moment inside,
That hate for yourself that you can’t deny.
And know,
It will be over soon.
You will march into the light,
A graceful butterfly,
Emerging from your dark cocoon.
Into a future that is only brightened,
By each new day.
Jul 2019 · 714
Tell Me
Lye Jul 2019
I want you to tell me
All your darkest secrets
So I can tell you mine,
But I need you to really want it, my dear
I’d hate for you to waste our time
Lye May 2019
Your heart is still beating strong when you feel at your weakest
Remember that
May 2019 · 126
Evermore You
Lye May 2019
Evermore,
I will
Be thinking of you.
Even if
You never think of me
I’m not sure what goes on in people’s heads.
May 2019 · 14.5k
The Bookstore
Lye May 2019
I’m buried in a cocoon of stories
From poetry,
To biographies,
To dystopia,
And romance
So many stories
Of so many people
Real,
Or just figments of the author’s
Imagination
Sitting atop wooden bookshelves
Waiting for the right person,
To pick them up
And get lost in their story
For everyone has a story to tell,
Some are overly exaggerated,
And other’s are rarely heard
The important thing is
That we share our stories
Through word of mouth,
The internet,
Or in a notebook
To be found by future historians
Tell your story
Believe me, you won’t regret it
May 2019 · 116
Unsettled
Lye May 2019

Two hearts
Beating out of time
Once they were in-sync,
But now,
They are nothing more than strangers
To one another
Life is strange in that way
Life is strange. The reason we are here is to figure it out.
May 2019 · 195
I Guess I Took A Vacation
Lye May 2019
I’m sorry
That I haven’t been posting
I guess,
My world’s just been a bit too chaotic
For me to get a word in
Even on paper


I guess
That I took an
Unofficial
Poetry
Vacation
May 2019 · 109
I Can’t Forget
Lye May 2019
When I’m having fun,
People think that I forget
Forget about my family issues,
My anxiety,
But I don’t
It is engraved in my brain
An ever-playing movie
On the backs of my eyelids
I’m always thinking about it,
Sometimes,
It just bothers me more than others
It’s awful.
May 2019 · 185
Demons
Lye May 2019
Demons lurk in my soul
I feel them
Making me think things,
Want to do things,
That are absolutely awful

They claw at my insides
Begging me to give up
And join them
In their evil
But I refuse to be that person

That little devil inside me
That likes to hurt people
They set fire in my soul
And taunt me
Telling me to be mean
To be vicious...

Sometimes I give in.
And I have to admit,
It feels good.

But I will continue to refuse
The temptation

For being evil
Is far easier
Than trying to do the right thing

Always think before you act
Before you speak
Because your words,
Could be the difference
Between someone’s happiness
And someone’s complete despair
May 2019 · 86
You Are the One for Me
Lye May 2019
I’ll admit,
Sometimes I’m unsure
If we really are meant to be together,
But
When you tell me how much you love me,
I’m sure

Those are the moments when I know
That you are the only one for me
May 2019 · 95
Untitled
Lye May 2019
Her heartbeat steady,
Strong waves clapping against the shore

Her soul glowing
A beautiful, evergreen heart

Her spirit bright
Astonishing all who pass her

Her eyes staring
Into mine with loving intensity

Her voice wavering
But ever so sincere
As she tells me she loves me

I hope you know,
That my silence means
That I love you, too
May 2019 · 105
Am I Pretty?
Lye May 2019
Are you awake?
Are you here?
Are you listening?
Because I have a question.

Am I pretty?

I know it sounds very stereotypical
For a girl my age
To be asking this question
But I really am wondering

Personally,
I think that I’m kind of pretty
I think my eyes are kind
And a nice blue

I think that though my face
Is a bit chubby,
I have a nice ****** structure

But I said that I think that
I’m average looking
Which was how I felt at that moment
And though it sounds odd
You agreed,
And it really, really hurt

Because you are SO pretty
And my best friend
There’s no one else I can ask
Without feeling REALLY awkward

I wish I was pretty
I wish I was thinner
I wish I had cuter clothes
I wish I was extroverted
I wish
That I was
Everything that I am not


Being in my body is torture.
May 2019 · 114
It’s Flickering
Lye May 2019
I’ve been in darkness for so long
Holding a tiny, lit candle
A tiny glimmer of hope
I’m terrified that one day it will
f  l  i  c  k  e  r    o  u  t
And I will be in total blackness
I want to walk out
Into light
Into beauty
Into a happier life
And farther away from this darkness
Leave it behind
But...

I don’t know which direction to go...







It’s flickering.
I need to get out because my candle is burning out....
May 2019 · 182
A Change
Lye May 2019
I just changed my name on HP
From the alias of “ArrowBird”
To my name, Lilah
And I’ve also altered my bio
Because I want to be fully me
On this cite
And I want to stop hiding
Behind the facade of
“I’m always staring off in space”
And though that is true,
I want to show more of
Me
Whoever that may be...
Well,
I hope you appreciate my choices
And enjoy knowing a bit more
About me
Have a great weekend!
May 2019 · 113
What Happiness is to Me
Lye May 2019
Riding home
On the bus
People talking
Laughing
I want to be alone
Earbuds in
Left
Then right


Play


A melody floods my senses
Drowning
In beauty
Close my eyes
I feel peaceful
I feel happy
I feel safe
My body is numb
I am free in the music
Flowing across the strummed notes


This music is my whole world.


Nothing can hurt me if I don’t see it
Nothing can hurt me now
Nothing can hurt me
Nothing will hurt
Nothing


This,
Is pure happiness
From when I was sitting on the bus listening to “Bloom” by The Paper Kites. Beautiful song. I hope my poem captures the feeling of this song that I am trying to convey.
May 2019 · 178
Unreasonable
Lye May 2019
I’m terrified
Of
Rejection
Even when
No one
Is
Rejecting me
Inspired by “echoes in the wind” by ap.
May 2019 · 120
Are You Real?
Lye May 2019
I am the only person
That I am completely sure is real
Because I have never been shown real proof that other people are really real people, I am the only person I can be sure is real. The thought is pretty lonely.
May 2019 · 82
Shy But Feisty
Lye May 2019
I’m horrible at starting conversations
Because I hate talking
About myself
Because I feel selfish
And I’m just overall awkward
And don’t know what to say
I’m shy
And I love it when
People start conversation for me
Because then it makes it easier for me
To get into it
I wish I was more outgoing
I wish I was more talkative
With people I don’t know that well
I wish I wasn’t as socially awkward
But I am
It’s just me
There’s nothing I can do
Or want
To change
And if you don’t enjoy being around me,
You don’t need to pretend
To be my friend
I’m fine
I have a group
Of really good friends
That I know have my back


So don’t **** with me
I like to think of myself as shy to the outside world and feisty with my really close friends and family. It’s like a secret that you only get to see when you prove that you have my back.
Apr 2019 · 148
Coincidence? I Think Not.
Lye Apr 2019
I’m afraid to say the words
“I’m good”
Because whenever I do,
Things just get bad again
Apr 2019 · 202
Secrets
Lye Apr 2019
I would tell you the secrets
Engraved in my mind
But I’m still afraid




Of what we may find
I don’t know what I’ve hidden from not only others, but myself.
Apr 2019 · 109
Nanna
Lye Apr 2019
Though she had twisted her ankle
And broken a heel
She kept on dancing through the night
Every day, that’s how I want to feel
My Nanna (my Grandad’s mom) died a year ago. She had Alzheimer’s when she died, but she held off until the day that her husband had died many, many years ago. My mom was very close to her and told me the story that when she was younger, she went out dancing. She’d twisted her ankle, but though it hurt, she danced her heart out. I’m sad that I never really knew her because she lived in England and I have only been once.
Apr 2019 · 340
A Perfect Dream
Lye Apr 2019

I want to lay
In the tall, tall grass
Enjoy the peace while it lasts

I want to hear
A sweet melody
Floating along in the summer breeze

I want to hang my feet
In a babbling stream
Let my troubles flow out of me

I want to look up to
A clear blue sky
Wonder what lives in that world so high

I want to be
Alone to dream
My face bathing in a warm sunbeam

I wish to be
In a land so divine
Where love will prevail
And hate outshined
Inspired by today’s poem if the day, “letting go” by Sue
Apr 2019 · 227
True Love
Lye Apr 2019
True love is an amazing thing
We all wish to have it
And if you are lucky enough,
To have a true love in your life,
Please,
Love them with all of your heart
Because you don’t know when
It could all
disappear
In an instant
Cherish them
If not for your sake,
But for theirs
Inspired by Johnny Walker and his undying love for his deceased wife Helen. ♥️
Apr 2019 · 127
Overthinking, Again
Lye Apr 2019
I was contemplating
What it will be like
When I move up to middle school
Next year.....




I’m freaking terrified.




It’s so different!
I’ll have to memorize a locker number,
A class schedule,
I may not have lunch with my friends,
I think we may even have to shower
In a room with OTHER PEOPLE
After gym!
Really psyching myself out

And now I’m perseverating
Over different electives
And the kind of decisions I have to make
I already know that I want to take French
But I have no idea what else
I’ll have to decide
And I am
AWFUL
At deciding things

I’m sorry this is such a rant
I just had to get that stuff down
If anyone has any advice leave it in the comments
Have a great day!
If anyone has any advice for moving to middle school I would really appreciate it. ♥️
Apr 2019 · 92
My Purpose
Lye Apr 2019
What is my purpose?
Most days I have no idea
Is it to be a poet?
To spread a message of peace?
Or is it to be a musician?
Or a mother?
Or just a person who impacts others?
I’m still figuring it out
Luckily for me,
I have loads of time to do so
Apr 2019 · 85
Thank You
Lye Apr 2019
Though sometimes
We have our rough spots
And silly little squabbles
You make me
The happiest girl in the world
Thank you for that,
Thank you for everything
Thank you for being my friend
Through every little thing
Thank you for comforting me
When I have a rough day
For listening to me rant
About my family issues
For helping me learn to forgive
And what forgiving someone really means
Thank you,
For being you
And for helping me,
Be me
Apr 2019 · 95
I Want You
Lye Apr 2019
When the excitement of first love fades
I run away
In search of something more interesting
But with you...


I want to hold on

Will you hold on to me, too?

<3
Not true to me but I feel as if it is for some people. Hold on, some people are worth holding onto. ♥️
Lye Apr 2019
Although her outer was
Oh, so bright
And made everyone around her happy
Her soul was dark
And anyone who even glanced at it
Felt so deeply and utterly sad
She hid in her glow
Because she didn’t want people to see
How black her soul had become
She only wanted to make people happy
But she ended up just making herself feel
Worse
And
Worse
Applies to many people.
Apr 2019 · 102
Know That I Love You
Lye Apr 2019
The perfect blue moon
Brings air into my lungs
And love into my heart
Know that you are my heart

Your hair blows in the wind
Swaying with the breeze
Beauty is all I see
Know that you are beautiful

My arm around your shoulders
Your head on my chest
Relying on only me
Know that you can rely on me

You staring into my eyes
A smile tempting your lips
I am so happy with you
Know that you make me so happy

Know how much you mean to me
Because you are my world
You are my light
You are the air I breathe
I love you
Apr 2019 · 121
Forgiveness
Lye Apr 2019
I want to forgive
Forgive you for who you are
Forgive you for the pain you’ve caused me
And I admit,
It’s really, really hard
But
I think I love you enough
To try

<3 N
Apr 2019 · 448
Catching Shy Poetry
Lye Apr 2019
Capturing
Lines of poetry
Before they fall
To the ground and
S          A    T    
     H               T      E  
                                    R
Into a mumble-jumble
Of meaningless letters

Trying to figure out
What I am feeling
What I want to say
In this
S                L
    W       R
           I
Of intangible emotions
That I must put to words

Us poets understand
That crawling feeling
The need to get feelings down on paper
To make sense of what we
DON’T
               KNOW.
What we want to know
Before the thought slips our mind

Poems are creatures
They are extremely shy
And when they come to you,
They will escape as fast as they can
Write them down before they leave
You must be their only escape
From the torturous world
That they come from
Inspired by a poem by Gabriele called “Untitled”.
It looks like this:

Untitled

Capturing
this moment
before it
runs through
my fingers
Capturing it
in a tentative
line of an
unborn poem
                          -Gabriele
Apr 2019 · 88
Meant To Be
Lye Apr 2019
If you say something
And I don’t hear it
Say it louder
That’s how I’ll know
If we’re truly
Meant
To
Be
Apr 2019 · 107
Money vs. Beauty
Lye Apr 2019
Why do people think
That money is so fine?
That a green dollar bill
Is so crisp and divine?

The sight of a sunrise
Do you even see?
You answer,
“No. I can’t see what’s right in front of me”

Because surely you don’t
Your just power hungry
You think your life will be fulfilled
With some hot sugar mommy

But really life is all about
Recognizing the beauty in our world
If you think that money is all there is to see
You’re living in a ******* dreamworld
Apr 2019 · 355
A Universe of Girls
Lye Apr 2019
Red
A silky rose
Beautiful at first glance
But get near to her,
And you’ll be pricked by her thorns

Orange
Fire in her soul
Slowly growing
But she is afraid to let it out
For fear of being rejected

Yellow
The beating sun
She will not let herself go unnoticed
Shining light over the whole world
Bringing happiness to everyone

Green
Natures favorite color
She is lively
Bringing peace to everyone
Who lays their eyes on her

Blue
The vast sky
Clear on some days
Cloudy on others
And at night she cradles softly
The glowing stars

Purple
A gorgeous flower
Shy and quiet
But as beautiful inside
As she is on the surface

Black
The dark abyss
Terrifying and mysterious
People have yet to unlock
Her beautiful secrets

Red
Orange
Yellow
Green
Blue
Purple
Black
The colors of the rainbow
The ones that make up
Our entire universe
Every girl
Is a different color
Playing a different part
In the game of our world
We must appreciate all of them
Whether they are shy,
Outgoing,
Friendly,
Or a bit standoffish
It’s the inside that matters
You just need to get to know them enough
To see it
Apr 2019 · 316
Only You
Lye Apr 2019
You fill my dreams
Like you fill my heart
You are the only one I need

<3
Apr 2019 · 2.0k
Introverted Extrovert
Lye Apr 2019
I’m an
Introverted extrovert
That means
That I am an extrovert
Around people that I’m
Comfortable around
But I still need my
“Introvert time”
And I’m really shy
Around people that I don’t know well
So,
I’m an introverted extrovert
And it’s very annoying
Because I hate being around people
And I need to be alone
For so long
To regain my energy
Like I’ve said
Why do I have to be different?
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