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Luna Casablanca Jan 2016
Go to the shop to get away
from all the troubles in the
world.
Order my favorite flavor
and have all sweetness put
together in one small cup.
Feel the bite from my spoon
flow down inside me and
numb all my worry.
Ice cream is a wonderful
treat to have and to eat.
Strawberry pink, brown
chocolate, green mint chip,
and rainbow sprinkles.
Just a little color to
brighten the mood.
Luna Casablanca Jan 2016
Your happiness and joy is to be provided by all
when we are all down here together.
Your needs and requests are to be fulfilled by all
when we are all down here together.
You are welcome in conversation to lecture us all
and interrupt me when we are all down here
together.
You are bragged about and fawned by your mother
as she gloats about you being a
confident,
smart,
God.

I am a joke to you.
I gave up the cheerleading squad so
I could be away from those who would
pick on me.
I sacrafice an hour each week so I can
talk about what I really don't want to.
I have no friends when I am down there
but ostracized by the minute when I am
down here.
It is all
for you.

You better be happy after you see your mother
and my mother get so frightened as I open my
mouth to speak.
I'll shut mine if you shut yours.
Deal.
Just learn to enjoy me
for once.
A litte rant I needed to get off my chest.
Luna Casablanca Jan 2016
If anyone ever approached me
as I looked forward to the new
area
that people and I would be
locked inside Satan's palace
through the gates of Hell,
I would look straight across
and fall to the ground laughing.

I did get locked in the gates.
I was overcome by a devil who
couldn't stop making everyone
miserable.
Everything looked so familiar.
I had felt the heat from the fiery flames
and I was in pain last time I was
locked.

How could it be?
I thought this ship had
sailed.
The ship landed and docked
into Hell where we were left
and abandoned.

Satan took a break,
we all took a breath,
later on our iron chains fell off
our wrists and axles,
the flames turned into
smoke and they as well
died down.

Today is no heaven but
Hell is in the past.
I don't know how long,
so I just seize the day.
Let the good sink in
and the bad roll off
to the point where I'll say,
that ship
has sailed.
Luna Casablanca Jan 2016
I believe,
to this day,
that everyone walking
by me
in the galleria,
the lakeside,
or the parking
lot
is just
as
confused
as
me.

I trust,
to believe,
that so many of us
are fully exhausted
because
we are trying
to get what
we
want.

Whether the light
burned out in the
spotlight for a show,
or rain is
pouring down
on the new field
on opening day,
at least
we are
here
this is
better
than
gone.

I know,
that some,
even me,
don’t quite know
what we
want.
I think,
we think,
we don’t deserve
our dream.

What if,
that dream,
tells us something
we never question?

The question we
are subliminally
asked spreads
among us
in our heart,
“why are you
doubting
yourself?”

So what,
if you forget
the words to
that song you wrote.
Who cares,
if you strike out your
first time at bat?
Why so bad,
if not crowned
at the beauty pageant?
It’s ok,
if our confidence
seems to overbear
our
skill.
How else do we learn?

How about,
taking the hard
work
and comparing it
to the dream in your
head?
Someday,
they will look the same
and you will smile
the way you do
when you dream.
Keep dreaming to find your place in life.
Luna Casablanca Jan 2016
2015,
You were full of cat fights, injuries, hurt,
And suffering.
A lot was lost on account of you.
So many were gone and nothing was put
Back into better place.

2016,
I'll try to keep away my grudges.
I'll forgive all those who trespass me and abuse my emotions just to get what they want.
I'll get what I want this time.

2015,
******* and rest in peace.

2016,
Let's get happier.
Luna Casablanca Dec 2015
I walk over to our usual spot.

I sit down,

Silence.

I get up to get myself a drink.

I leave,

Chatter.

I can't put my finger on it
either.

Not even I can
put it to an
end.

They choose not to live a life
with me as a part
because I live with
something.

Somebody says something rude at the meal.

They look at one another,

Laughter.

I say a point of view at the meal.

They look at one another,

I'm left
Alone.
Luna Casablanca Dec 2015
Somehow in my dream two weary nights ago
you stood before me with short blonde and purple hair.
My long black hair grew purple streaks as well.
We walked together along the campus 'twas not awkward though felt so real
like our girls nights were back in the day when
You were happy and I had some personal security.
I woke up and looked around as I sat in bed.
I wondered where you were.
You were not there and are never there anymore.
I'll always remember how I tried to apologize and reassure you and waited all night for that text.
For months I checked my phone and not one text was from you.
Today if I see you I will breakdown and hope you will be desired to put your arms around me as well.
I have not forgotten our inside jokes and how we became best friends.
Today I'm down and recovering from the fights and misbehaved individuals who will
never learn.
I am alone and sad all the time so much is showing that is inside of me.
What I'm saying and what I have hidden for years is said in sum,
I need you back in my life.
Will you come back to me?
Can I be on your mind just
One
Last
Time?
I miss you.
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