" Say something I'm giving up on you". ...

My blue has faded to gray
My heart gasps as I let you go
I wait to hear just a word
Is there anything you like me to know

I've bared to you my soul
Walls I let crumble in vain
Giving you more than ever returned
I would of loved you the rest of my days

I'm left with broken pieces
The smallest petal to fall from a rose
I weep for what will never be
For emotions you could not bear to show

I would of held your hand forever
Beside you on the darkest day
Capturing the sunshine through all the storms
Showing you a love that would never fade

I could feel what you can't share
I see what you refuse to admit
I just need a sign
Don't let this end like this

Love so precious in this life
I tried to give all I had with you
Each day I loved more
Even the one I realized we were through

I tried with  all I am
To let you feel beneath my skin
I couldn't get past those walls
You guard so closely what you hold within

I wait to hear your voice
Anything to ask me to stay
The silence is deafening
How could you just let me walk away

Kiss me like there is no tomorrow
As if I were the rarest rose
Cradle me in your sunshine
Make me feel at home

Be the silk rose petals on my pillow
The air through my lungs
The tender kisses that sustain me
The lyrics to my favorite song

Be the hot breath on my neck
The soft nibble to my ear
The arms that surround me
Conquer my fears

Be the hand that I hold
My lover for life
The keeper of my heart
The thornless rose I hold tight

I vow to you my love
I place my heart in your hands
I will love you like no other
I will give you all I am

I will adorn you with kisses
Loving each inch of your flesh
Showing what true love feels like
I will take away your breath

For me you are my rose of perfection
I have loved you a thousand years
I promise to love you forever
Never with doubt or fear

My  thirst for you
Intoxicating bliss
Weak to your embrace
You are my only wish

I am drunk to your touch
Inebriated with each kiss
You're my drug of choice
I can never resist

Love drunk with you
My addiction so sweet
I can never have enough
You are the air I breathe

No words can express
My deep love inside
I am no longer lost
I feel so alive

You are all I desire
My passionate need
In your arms I am perfect
I finally feel complete

I searched a thousand years
I almost lost faith
I thought love was but a myth
I let my dreams fade

One beautiful night
My destiny arrived
Awakening my heart
Letting me know I'm alive

I fell in love
A man of pure grace
His beauty and devotion
We're to be my fate

Love drunk I surrender
My heart and soul in hand
I vow to love you forever
Giving you all that I am

This woman
Caged within
Bound by what's ravaged her
She rips through my skin

Her mind darkened
Aimlessly roaming through the night
With words unspoken
Of horrors that delight

Tears of anger
Spill from the heart
Bleeding profusely
Ripping me apart

Wanting revenge
For tragedies, pain  
Suffering immensely
Tears of acid rain

Just to watch
As others wither in vane
Of sins they cast
Of damage that remains

Watching them suffer
She just walks away
They are not even worth
Their pitiful display

Picking up her pieces
Shroud in disgust
No happiness in closure
So few you can trust

Lost within my mind
As chaos ensues
Don't leave me stranded
The memories I can't lose

I need to feel
My scars so deep inside
As I wallow in the pain
Reminding me I'm alive

Fragility rattles
My layers within
The core of defying me
Where it all began

I open myself up
As I die again
I choke just to breathe
You seep through my skin

I can't be in the dark
Alone I"LL break
Feed upon my demons
Tell me lies to my face

Pain buried deep
I will never be whole
It will never leave
Defeated, I let go


Paralyzed in fear
Alone in my mind
I rip out my heart
I can't leave it behind

Tears of acid rain
Burn through my flesh
I'm never enough
Always second best

Regrets have stolen
My memories decay
Don't steal from me my horrors
Slowly I will fade

I give you my emotions
Dark and intense
As you have forsaken all I am
I have no defense

I lie within the ashes
The darkness my home
Devoured of memories
You have taken control

These thoughts I let define me
Exhaustion pumps through my veins
I am enveloped in misery
I have become numb to all the pain

Everything is silent
There is only the beat of my heart
Unable to share what's inside of me
I wander alone in the dark

As if I were crystal that has been dropped
My pieces crash to the floor
I look aimlessly as they surround me
I have become the person I deplore

Within my mind a storm is brewing
The clouds have turned an ugly gray
The winds of self destruction are agitated
With malice they scream my name

Once I fought like a warrior
Now it is so hard not to succumb the shame
I fight with all that I have in me
Knowing in the end It is only myself, I have to blame

I beg of you not to try and fix me
This is who I truly am
I drop deep, but I pull myself up
Please don't try to understand

This is my battle
I know its so all too well
No one else can do this for me
It alone is my inner hell

In the end, I rise above this
Dusting off the immense pain
My pride whimpers softly
Tenderly I cradle my sane

Intoxicated in his embrace
His succulent lips so bitter sweet
Sinking into waters uncharted
Baring all in sensual defeat

Innocence is not invited
This seduction is wild and free
A kiss of temptation awaken a seductress
His hunger to taste her he could not foresee

No words have to be spoken
Touching with taste a canvas of greed
The flesh, so eagerly awaits its greatest fortune
Bodies of fire beg and plead

A connection that could never be fathomed
Two souls joined together are now one
The deepest core of their beings united
As love and lust become undone

The deepest of oceans has been discovered
Smoldering passion spreads like a disease
This ****** danced has drowned all senses
Two beings so feverishly please

Heartbeats pound uncontrollably
A cherished flower  devoured with ease
Two worlds collide in climatic unison
As wandering fingers continue to tease

The fruit is no longer forbidden
The hunger is not ready for flea
Yearning for more this night is not over
For in each others arms is the other key