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Seagull days
Ocean sprays
Blue-green sea
Glowing me
Crystal skies
Bright in eyes
Cheeks red
Hat on head
Toes in sand
Sunny tan
Cool breeze
Exhale, breathe
“Ah” I sigh
stop! I said to
this clanging mind
go! I said to my
hedonist heart
neither of the
  two deserves
my body.
Times not good at math.
If you should run out of it.
None to replace it.
eleven days.
every one
was borrowed.

tonight,
i’m
overdue.
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?            you've changed               ?
           they say            
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but they dont
question
?                        why                       ?
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change is normal, they say
as they belittle your struggles
it’s been a while
since I wrote something—
something to name
the numbness in me.

I haven’t gotten better,
but I haven’t gotten worse.
days blend into each other,
work blurs into static,
time marches on.

I don’t feel a thing—
or maybe
I feel everything.

a numb little mouse,
trapped in my room,
I wake up fine,
then spend the day
trying not to fall apart.

a text from a friend—
and I smile,
like maybe the day
won’t drown me after all.

but then night comes.
I stare at the moon
and wonder:

what is this feeling
boiling inside me?

emotions—so fragile,
spinning like yin and yang
but blurred,
lost.

and still, I wonder:
why is it
so empty
inside?
I haven't written anything in a while and this is the first thing that my hands wrote during this fog.
Independence is.
Not needing anyone's light,
to help find your way.
darling,
it hurts too much
to watch
as you chase
someone else's dream,
as they chase
someone else's dream,
and no one's
chasing their own.

darling,
it hurts too much
to watch
you pass through
the valleys of life,
as the shadows
stretch further
with every step,
and the valley
stretches too.

darling,
it hurts too much
to hear you
say to me,
in that crystalline voice
that warms my heart,
"the only way
is through",
while I stare back
and whisper to you
"the only way
is through".

darling,
it hurts too much
to look up
and face the sunlight
with eyes
that've only
tasted the dark.

darling,
you love
sunlight.
Parasite

      You came into my life
When my life was a drag
You gave me what I needed
I was blind to the red flags

I didn’t know you needed me
More than I needed you
I’m still trying to recover from
What you put me through

Like a Leech you attached yourself
I guess it was just my luck
You fed off of me and more and
More of my life you would ****

I was getting weaker and weaker
Burning in the fire of your Hell
I was walking around in a Zombie haze
Under your Witch Wicked spell

You took advantage of my situation
You put yourself in the limelight
You pushed me back in the shadows
Until I realized you were just a Parasite

Written By:Charles Kean
08/02/2025
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