If you don’t try
You’ll be told to try harder
But if you try too hard
You’ll be discriminated for “selfish ulterior motives”

She is all he needs and desires
And its about time that I require, someone who knows I’m not a fool

I can’t stand the pain of waiting for you to text me back
I said to you “it’s better just to forget this all happened”
It’s a new year and I swore I’d stop doing these things
...
Waiting for you hurts me

12/30/18

9:37

“I don’t need him”
As a silent minutes passes
He says again
“I don’t need him”
He then realizes that he was always happy with or without him from the beginning
“Ode. Ode to finally finding happiness without the need of him giving me it. I can find it and give it to myself!”

Only if you want to believe, can you truly

One time I texted a relative
But the number had actually been changed and I was talking to a complete stranger
We had the usual “wrong person”, “sorry, have a good rest of your day” conversation
At the time I found myself feeling lonely for the past months or so
I felt like waiting for response
I kept waiting
I made my own scenarios
In which we pulled it off and became friends
But I got to my senses and started to cry
I’m deprived of something
Something