I will never want you to be alway
To regret things we should have said
Because even in my darkest hour...
You carry my brightest day

I bargained, I traded, and I sold.
I exchanged silver, land, and gold.
I shared my dreams, my poetry, and thoughts—
I was a professor, and I worshipped a false god.

And in all my lives that passed,
And the ones that are still to come,
I knew what I wanted to see last:
Your smile, full of love and warmth.

I traveled through this and others planes,
Waited for years in silent trance.
I knew your heart, and I remembered your eyes too—
They came to me in dreams, calling me back to you.

You said that after we talked, the weight began to lift,
Not paralyzed anymore—your heart began to shift.
You said you saw things clearer, like morning after rain,
You saw that clinging to the past was holding onto pain.

You reaffirmed the feeling, the bond you feel with me,
The hope, the light, the future and all we will be
You said I have your “yes,” it’s strong, it’s beating loud,
But courage takes a moment to rise above the clouds.

I know you built your world with walls so high and wide,
To protect from the storms you had to hide.
But if the price of safety is living half a life,
Then let’s trade fear for freedom, love instead of strife.

You're not letting go of security—just the parts that ache,
Not losing solid ground, but allowing new roots take.
You're not giving up the fortress, just the chains that bind,
You're choosing peace and passion, a love that's real and kind.

Invest in this with me... our laughter, trust, and grace,
Let me show you love that time cannot erase.
You’re not sacrificing safety; you’re setting your soul free,
To bloom in something sacred, between you and me.

So take my hand with courage, you’ve already said the word,
Let’s walk into the story that both our hearts have heard.
Not a fantasy, not fleeting or poetry, but something true and rare.
A love that doesn’t just exist, but deeply lives and dares.

Se eu tentar escrever em palavras,
Tocar em músicas
Ou pintar em quadros,
Não alcançaria o que sinto por você.

Não existem palavras em idiomas,
Sonhos de poetas
Ou inspirações de compositores
Que façam jus ao que você é.

Eu abandono a estrutura poética,
As regras líricas e toda crença cética.
Sou um observador da obra divina,
Um escrivão da sua obra-prima.

I will hunt down the stars
That dim your face.
I will burn down
The planets where you aren't praised.

I will destroy all realities
That forgot your smile.
I will show the universe
That loving you is worthwhile.

3 horas para o sol nascer
O travesseiro orbita minha cabeça,
Meus pensamentos inquietos estão a correr,
E abandono meu Eu sem defesa.

2 horas para a lua ir embora
Ela me conta segredos enquanto chora,
De como o sol é frio e nunca a vê,
Mas meu celular vibra, eu sorrio... é você.

1 hora para a noite acabar
Eu vejo suas fotos e me permito sonhar,
Agradeço a Morfeu por me deixar te encontrar,
Em outro tempo, outro plano, outro lugar...

In my embrace, where you belong,
Love burns deep, forever strong.
Over the stars, beyond the sea,
Vows unbroken, just you and me.
Every moment, night or day,
Years may pass, but my love won’t fade.
Our hearts beat in an endless tune,
Underneath all the suns and moons.
Time stands still when I see your eyes,
All I need is you—my soulmate, my prize.
Through fire, my love shines ever bright,
In your arms, my soul ignites.

The nights we shared were heaven-spun,
Each star a witness, every breath as one.
The memory of you, still warm in sheets,
Makes silence feel loud, makes dreams repeat.

He plays your heart like it’s a game,
Consuming your spirit, dimming your flame.
He bends your will like shaping a  tree,
But I see your forest, and all you could be.

Let me be the wind beneath your rise,
Let me reflect the fire in your eyes.
Let the cosmos bow, let galaxies spin,
To the power of love that is hunger to begin.

I'm poisoned by hope, and I burn with might,
To show the world our love’s true light.
Creation would tremble, time itself would bend—
If you just give the sign… We shall transcend.

So give me your hand, Give me a heart, Say name,
And I’ll rewrite fate, reforge the flame.
From ashes to stars, from wounds to divine—
I’ll go all the way… if you just give me the sign.

Oh, help me, enchantress of the night,
I wanted to ask to forget her, but I can't.
It's out of control—my love for her is too might,
And the thought of losing her prompts me to faint.

So I'm in your hands like I've always been,
I will wait for you in all my scenes,
In all the universes and timelines,
I will come for you anywhere with our agreed sign

I crave being next to you when I sleep.
I yearn to watch you dress.
I miss kissing you when you leave—
Without you in my eyes, I hate what's left.

I want you to consume me,
To swallow me whole.
I need you to see it all:
My new things, and how my room now glows.

I want to show the strength of my shoulders,
And how my arms can lift you up.
Because Heaven is made for two,
And my poetry is only made for you.

My biggest fear scream at my pillows loud—
That all I am won’t make her proud.
That love and heart and soul and fight
Will still fall short in her gentle light.

That she might choose, in quiet thought,
A better life where I am not....
And it breaks me just to feel
But I will never bound her to my will
I will never Control, manipulate or change what should be real.

If joy means walking far from me,
I’ll walk the flame.
I'll fade into the dark,
Quietly...
Her happiness means More than my could be—
So I’ll walk the night and set her free.

The ink tarnishes my skin
And your colors pearl my sins.
I hide my fears in the caves of your soul
As I sing you anthems of old.

I gave my rivers to the oceans of your eyes,
And my poetry flows into your dreams.
I whisper secrets into the empty voids of your seams—
Your pleasure, my vice.

I pray in the languages of love
As I consume the space of your thoughts.
I travel to the present and future,
For my devotion knows no bounds of culture.

I don’t think she ever knew what love could be,
Raised on fractions of love, not on certainty.
From broken rooms where promises grow thin,
She learned how to lose before she could even begin.

She chose the wrong hearths,
Tied her ship to broken masts.
Insecurity became her rugged art,
A shield of wool around a tired heart.

Then came my touch, as gentle as first light,
A sweet dawn that made the shadows slight.
But habits are a home of lock and latch,
A worn-out road where wounds and footsteps march.

She went away to live a life half-full,
Like a kite pretending it’s not been pulled.
She kept the exit open, the engine warm,
She called cages a night sky in a fiery storm.

I stood in our room where lights grew dim,
A house of patience going with the wind.
Two plates set out, the window’s open plea...
How do you teach a rushing heart to be?

I don’t think she knew what love could really be,
The shining sky, the calming sea,
The grammar of two breaths that rhyme as one,
The small kept joys that outlast any sun.

If she returns, I won’t command her sky,
I’ll be a field where restless wings can lie.
And if she doesn’t, I will still be wide,
A gentle patch of grass, a simple place to bide.
Some miracles just turn me toward the flame,
Then walk away, and leave me warm by a lost name.

Eu cheguei ao fim da matemática.
E não consegui entender as suas curvas.
Ouvi todas as músicas,
Mas nenhuma me fez sorrir como sua voz.
Cheguei ao fim de todas as histórias,
E não encontrei nada como o seu olhar.
Preso num ciclo infinito de sonhar,
Agarrado ao paraíso de te amar.

Cansei de deixar tudo ao achismo,
De viver num mundo sem você na minha fantasia,
De andar por águas escuras sem conseguir ver.

Sempre foi...
É...
Sempre Será...

O tema do meu lirismo,
A musa da minha poesia,
O motivo do meu ser.

I made you laugh today,
And it brought me closer to God.
Your giggle got lost in the dark alleys of my mind,
Forever searching for an exit they’ll never find.

I could see your smile from a thousand yards away,
And it would still make me blush.
I could hear your voice echo from a thousand years in the past,
And I’d still smile.

My love haunts me like a cigarette searching for a mouth,
But I don’t smoke anymore.
I’ve been bitten by a new addiction...
Lover’s Nicotine.
Making you laugh makes me the happiest I’ve ever been.

I see the weight you try to soo hard hide,
the tired waves you hold inside.
And heart ache to pull you near,
I silent my steps, I suppress my fear.

There’s thunder deep inside my chest,
a plea that cannot come to rest.
And though I try to stay composed,
your distance leaves my spirit closed.

You've gotten colder, soft, withdrawn—
like misty air before dawn.
Your heart is full, your mind a blaze,
and I am feeling lost within your maze.
...Are you ok darling? Can I help?

I wonder
How my name tastes in your mouth,
And if you still say it when you are alone.

I wonder
If you think of me when you look south,
And if you see my eyes when you moan.

I wonder
If, without me, your life has salt,
And if you are ready for the love I've shown.

My most beautiful rose, untamed
I know you hurt… it hurts me the same.
I want to bring you joy and love with no shame.
You asked not to see me… I must keep my love restrained.

Oh, my shining star that sings me to sleep,
I need your love, from your chalice to sip.
I want to tell you my stories till the suns slip.
Without your touch, it feels like an endless pit.

My dearest love, so divine,
My sanity is kept by your eyes.
My soul requires your sight.
My hands, my heart, my body…
...your shrine.

I can't sleep, so I write.
I write about dreams I want to have,
I write about love that I want to feel,
About people who, like me, are not sad.

It's true, I'm not sad, depressed, or in pain,
Just tired, in love, and sane.
Too sane for my own good.
More lucid than I should.

I'm fighting demons that don't punch back,
Hiding smiles on an invisible map.
I miss smoking and drinking coffee at night.
Goodnight, people — I have to work at 9.

In the end, my death was in vain
Because even after all she told me,
She still chose another man.

I believe you when you say you still love me,
But it cuts so deep,
Because every night, your face is still the only thing I see.

A thought or dream, no shape or form
Like watching a mighty storm through the window
Memories of lives that weren’t there
With places and people that didn’t share

Oh, Zeus, heal my calling
Send your thunder to ease my pain
The winds of your storm send me falling
Under the symphony of your power, I dream of seeing her again.

I now lay alone in this starless hell,
Where silence hurts more than I care to tell.
You rest beside him, the one who enjoys your hurt.
And I wonder if you miss me and if you ever cared for my hug

You speak of healing and time to mend,
Yet return each night to the one who won’t bend.
Our vows, once whispered in softest tone,
Now gone like leaves the wind has blown.

But even in torment in pinnacle of my pain,
My heart still whispers your sacred name.
And should you reach, and say my name slow,
I’d walk through fire just to know—
That you still feel what once we knew,
A love so intense, so raw, so true.
My warmth won't fade when my flesh is gone,
It lingers, eternal, it carries on.

For love like mine won’t break or sever—
It burns in silence… always, forever.

Like a cancer, I grow in your mind.
Like a plague, I consume your dreams.
Like a curse, I walk in your thoughts.
Like a spell, I compel you to say my name.
Like a drug, I travel in your blood.

I question your ability to forget me.
I challenge your capacity to keep me blocked.
I'm a warlock of your pleasure,
The root of your sins.

I will now gather my broken pieces,
Though they once fit perfectly with yours.
But now, I can never call you mine—
Not anymore.

The music in my ears echoes the ache in my soul,
While my words transcribe this heartbreak.
This is all I have left to show,
And I write it for my own sake.

I drowned in your eyes
Before I could teach you how to swim.
I left heaven
Before I could teach you how to ride a bike.

God knows I need you,
Like He needs the Devil.
But time will pass,
And the dust will settle.

I’m grateful I got to love you
Even the pain is worth it after diving into your soul.
Because our love is unique, eternal, and true.
And if you so decide, I will return... just as I once vowed.

I used to push the pain away,
But now I welcome it.
With each word you say,
I draw closer to the throne you sit.

I want to yell to the world
All the verses that belong to you.
I can travel the light and the universe’s fold—
I just hope you love me too.

Whisper me your sins, let me taste them whole,
I'll swallow the poison and purify your soul.
Show me your pain, I will bear your weight,
Conquer every sorrow, reveal my fate.

Speak our word, and I’ll run, I’ll rise,
From ashes and embers, reborn in your eyes.
Tell me the truth, I will shatter, remake,
Destroy what binds and the chains that ache.

I will step where no light can be seen,
Drown in your depths, drift in your dream.
If you call, I will fall, embrace the unknown,
For our love is fire—it consumes me from skin to bone.

Your eyes are jewels to my treasure
Your skin is like a sheet of the universe
Your hair, like galaxies holding onto stars,
I can see them when I wash your head.

I will never forget your mouth
And how it curves when you say, "I love you."
If God calls me again,
I will ask for one more minute listening to your voice,
Because that already feels like heaven,
And I will go by choice.

I must confess:
I’ve loved you longer than I can remember.
I’ve craved you since the moment the breath of consciousness touched my soul—
From the echoes of the universe,
From the waves of planets foretold.

I love you like a drug that consumes my lyricism,
Like an addiction that feeds on my cynicism.
I miss your presence and your song,
I miss your hot breath filling my lungs.

I admit—I will love you beyond this realm,
Beyond this city, beyond this shell.
I promised I would find you elsewhere,
With no bounds of fate or shackles of death.

But I cannot love alone.
I cannot hold it together.
And if you don’t miss me, that’s fine—
I will learn to hold and miss until I die.

I cannot be your side project,
I cannot be a fragment of your liking.
Our love is hope, is whole, is divine.
And if you don’t want to love me with your whole heart,
I will still keep you forever in mine.

You chose to be alone for now,
And that is okay.
You decided to remove yourself from the question.
You’ve chosen to push me away.
But I can't stop loving you...
I will survive, even if the sky loses its colors and the ocean its waves.
I will survive if the warmth never touches me again,
If my June turns into May,
Even if your touch on me never rains.
I bleed in verses.
I **** parts of my soul.
I hurt what I cared for the most.
...
Do you still read my poems in the morning, even when we don’t talk?
Do you still wonder if I dreamed about you at night?
Do you miss when we used to smile, looking into each other's eyes?
In your decision to be alone—do you miss us?
And if you do...
I’m here—to love, to kiss, to burn, to be.
We are yet to conquer, to travel, to see.
Soulmates—to envy, to become, to grow, to build a family tree.
Lovers of old—to achieve, to help... meant to be.

I wanted to scream,
To yell and hate,
But you invoke only love in me.
I think pain has always been my fate.

Our game has been played,
And "no" has always been your answer.
I had hope you would choose the future we could make,
I keep searching for happiness, but that hope just grows fainter.

I miss her...
That just feels too simple.
Too mundane.
Too human.
...
How can I explain it—how I feel?
...
I feel like I’ve got my ear pressed to the floorboards, listening to her footsteps as she walks out of my life.
I feel like I’m drowning in the desert.
Like I’m stuck to the ground, suspended in the air.
Like I’m watching the sun burn down
And the stars fade.

I feel full of emptiness
And lacking existence.
I’m floating in the void between us.
...

I still remember her eyes, full of tears that wouldn’t fall,
And my mouth, full of liquid yet in a drought.
I remember the smell of the coffee shop where she said.
I remember the convenience store where she decided my fate.
I remember the last days—and I still read her last message.

But still...
I also remember how she said she would stop fighting the current of our love.
That she would surrender to the natural lean of me.
And her eyes—full of love in the light of a blue storm.

I miss her...
I feel like poison, like caffeine and wizardry.
She feels like the smell of rain, cold pillows, and sweet strawberries.

She exists—therefore, I love her.
I love her—therefore, I exist.

I promise to rise through heavy flame,
I'll fight the dark, I'll bear your blame.
For her, I’ll carve a brighter way—
Through every cold night and warm day.

If the gods allow me a bit more time,
I’ll climb back up to you, I’ll lay on you shrine.
Even if pain strike my heart, I will not flee—
As long as my heart call for her in me.

So hear me now... beneath this moon's gaze,
My soul is hers for all my days.
Without her words I can't feel sane
My love for her my eternal flame.

Together, we are  storm and sky,
Neutron stars that never die.
Even through bad weather our love blooms.
In every February, in every June.

I can feel her tears when night turns grey,
The wind will whisper the things she won’t say.
The heaven's reflects her silent cry.
I can feel her pain behind the skies.

I sense her thoughts across the air,
She surrounds me everywhere.
And when Valkyries calls to take my breath,
I’ll beg for her beyond all death.

For in each life, and all to come,
I’ll find her soul my eternal home.
My vows no gods could sever—
She is my always. I am hers forever.

Woke up hearing a drizzle,
Soft touches of heaven on my window.
Each night I get closer to death,
Each dream — a reason we met.

I hold no power over the things you do;
I can only offer love, devotion, and verses too.
I yearn for you like thirst and hunger;
I still dream of a life with you, like when I was younger.

I asked the cards for a sign,
I begged the heavens for a light.
Magic and constellations showed that you and I
Are parts of the same painting, stars of the same night.

I want to call,
I want you to send me things,
But you asked me not to.
I just want to be loved by you—

If I cried out loud every time I missed you,
I’d punch a hole through my throat and soul too.
If I tried to grasp how much I love you,
I’d die a thousand thousand times without scratching the truth.