I made you laugh today,
And it brought me closer to God.
Your giggle got lost in the dark alleys of my mind,
Forever searching for an exit they’ll never find.

I could see your smile from a thousand yards away,
And it would still make me blush.
I could hear your voice echo from a thousand years in the past,
And I’d still smile.

My love haunts me like a cigarette searching for a mouth,
But I don’t smoke anymore.
I’ve been bitten by a new addiction...
Lover’s Nicotine.
Making you laugh makes me the happiest I’ve ever been.

Oh, dearest one,
Daughter of the night,
I come clean, seeking an audience with you, divine.
I present my case in red, love, delight,
I give you my soul, a present—yours in might.

Oh, dearest one,
Mother of all seas,
I can't stay ashore; the waves are crushing me.
I will pay my fare—for love’s waves, my fee.
I will sway into the endless void of no sea.

I can't sleep, so I write.
I write about dreams I want to have,
I write about love that I want to feel,
About people who, like me, are not sad.

It's true, I'm not sad, depressed, or in pain,
Just tired, in love, and sane.
Too sane for my own good.
More lucid than I should.

I'm fighting demons that don't punch back,
Hiding smiles on an invisible map.
I miss smoking and drinking coffee at night.
Goodnight, people — I have to work at 9.

I will now gather my broken pieces,
Though they once fit perfectly with yours.
But now, I can never call you mine—
Not anymore.

The music in my ears echoes the ache in my soul,
While my words transcribe this heartbreak.
This is all I have left to show,
And I write it for my own sake.

Like a cancer, I grow in your mind.
Like a plague, I consume your dreams.
Like a curse, I walk in your thoughts.
Like a spell, I compel you to say my name.
Like a drug, I travel in your blood.

I question your ability to forget me.
I challenge your capacity to keep me blocked.
I'm a warlock of your pleasure,
The root of your sins.

I will hunt down the stars
That dim your face.
I will burn down
The planets where you aren't praised.

I will destroy all realities
That forgot your smile.
I will show the universe
That loving you is worthwhile.

I used to push the pain away,
But now I welcome it.
With each word you say,
I draw closer to the throne you sit.

I want to yell to the world
All the verses that belong to you.
I can travel the light and the universe’s fold—
I just hope you love me too.

I was wrong by charging your tired heart
You need your healing and even If I need to be afar
I Allowed my yearning drown your song,
When all you needed was space all along.

But loving you woke something deep in me,
A gentler heart, a different type of empathy.
I felt more human, more soul, more sky,
Touched by a love that only God knows how to try.

I’ll wait for your kisses, your hugs, your light,
Not out of promise, but when you think is right.
Because my mouth was shaped to say your name.
And my arms were molded to hold your flame.

No contract binds, no heartless chain,
Only the wonder, the joy, love with no pain.
I'll stand by your healing, both near and far,
Loving you for everything you are.

I will seek your face in every crowd,
Your silent laughter , your silence loud.
I will search for scent that matchs your skin,
The way your warmth know how to draw me in.

I will find your eyes in stars above,
Reflections deep, the look of love.
Chase your voice in every sound,
Until your echo’s truly found.

I’d wait past time, let ages fly,
Watch mountains fall and oceans dry.
Stand still while all the stars collapse,
Your name across eternity’s lapse.
Creation’s depth my heart left crude,
For none could ever be like you.

I’d burn through realms, tear through the skies,
To find you once, to hold you twice—
I'd Unmake the laws of gods above,
My soulmate, my forever love.

I wonder
How my name tastes in your mouth,
And if you still say it when you are alone.

I wonder
If you think of me when you look south,
And if you see my eyes when you moan.

I wonder
If, without me, your life has salt,
And if you are ready for the love I've shown.

I'm so very proud of you, each step you've taken,
The battles you've won, the dreams you've awakened.
With kindness in your heart, you’ve flew so high,
And I’m in cheering you, reaching the sky.
Every milestone you’ve passed, every path you’ve paved,
You’ve shown the world how to be bold and brave.

All the things you’ll achieve and all the things you will be,
A future so bright, it’s a magnificent to see.
If you’ll allow me to walk with you, side by side,
I’ll be the happiest man, with you as my guide.
For in your triumphs, I’ll find my joy,
Together we’ll conquer, both calm and coy.

My love was shaped by the curves of your smile,
And the way you looked at me made life worthwhile.
Even now, my dreams still flow to your sea,
Because in the end, we are perfect — you and me.

My heart feels like a forest of dead trees,
Burned branches and mercury scenes.
Rivers of love with nowhere to go —
I miss your smell, your voice, your soul.

You said that after we talked, the weight began to lift,
Not paralyzed anymore—your heart began to shift.
You said you saw things clearer, like morning after rain,
You saw that clinging to the past was holding onto pain.

You reaffirmed the feeling, the bond you feel with me,
The hope, the light, the future and all we will be
You said I have your “yes,” it’s strong, it’s beating loud,
But courage takes a moment to rise above the clouds.

I know you built your world with walls so high and wide,
To protect from the storms you had to hide.
But if the price of safety is living half a life,
Then let’s trade fear for freedom, love instead of strife.

You're not letting go of security—just the parts that ache,
Not losing solid ground, but allowing new roots take.
You're not giving up the fortress, just the chains that bind,
You're choosing peace and passion, a love that's real and kind.

Invest in this with me... our laughter, trust, and grace,
Let me show you love that time cannot erase.
You’re not sacrificing safety; you’re setting your soul free,
To bloom in something sacred, between you and me.

So take my hand with courage, you’ve already said the word,
Let’s walk into the story that both our hearts have heard.
Not a fantasy, not fleeting or poetry, but something true and rare.
A love that doesn’t just exist, but deeply lives and dares.

There is no easy road to take,
No gentle breeze, no quiet break.
To move ahead is to transform,
To shed the past, outlive the storm.

To change is stepping through the flame,
Not seeking comfort—seeking claim.
Not bound by guilt, nor tied to shame,
It blooms in truth, in fire, in strength—
To love is to take charge, seek length.

Us is not what's left behind,
But hope two hearts are yet to find.
Not sacrifice, but sacred vow—
To build a world that starts with now.

He has no grip, no claim, no right,
You’ve outgrown his chains, you’ve earned your light.
So loose the rope, unlock the door—
You're not who he hurts anymore.

Let go, step through, come taste the air,
It’s not a path without despair.
But every scar that brought you here,
Now sings of strength, not loss or fear.

It’s not easy—no soft bloom—
But love like ours will make more room.
Not in the past, but in what’s real and true:
A future shaped by me and you.

Eu cheguei ao fim da matemática.
E não consegui entender as suas curvas.
Ouvi todas as músicas,
Mas nenhuma me fez sorrir como sua voz.
Cheguei ao fim de todas as histórias,
E não encontrei nada como o seu olhar.
Preso num ciclo infinito de sonhar,
Agarrado ao paraíso de te amar.

Cansei de deixar tudo ao achismo,
De viver num mundo sem você na minha fantasia,
De andar por águas escuras sem conseguir ver.

Sempre foi...
É...
Sempre Será...

O tema do meu lirismo,
A musa da minha poesia,
O motivo do meu ser.

Whisper me your sins, let me taste them whole,
I'll swallow the poison and purify your soul.
Show me your pain, I will bear your weight,
Conquer every sorrow, reveal my fate.

Speak our word, and I’ll run, I’ll rise,
From ashes and embers, reborn in your eyes.
Tell me the truth, I will shatter, remake,
Destroy what binds and the chains that ache.

I will step where no light can be seen,
Drown in your depths, drift in your dream.
If you call, I will fall, embrace the unknown,
For our love is fire—it consumes me from skin to bone.

I wanted to scream,
To yell and hate,
But you invoke only love in me.
I think pain has always been my fate.

Our game has been played,
And "no" has always been your answer.
I had hope you would choose the future we could make,
I keep searching for happiness, but that hope just grows fainter.

I asked the cards for a sign,
I begged the heavens for a light.
Magic and constellations showed that you and I
Are parts of the same painting, stars of the same night.

I promise to rise through heavy flame,
I'll fight the dark, I'll bear your blame.
For her, I’ll carve a brighter way—
Through every cold night and warm day.

If the gods allow me a bit more time,
I’ll climb back up to you, I’ll lay on you shrine.
Even if pain strike my heart, I will not flee—
As long as my heart call for her in me.

So hear me now... beneath this moon's gaze,
My soul is hers for all my days.
Without her words I can't feel sane
My love for her my eternal flame.

Together, we are  storm and sky,
Neutron stars that never die.
Even through bad weather our love blooms.
In every February, in every June.

I can feel her tears when night turns grey,
The wind will whisper the things she won’t say.
The heaven's reflects her silent cry.
I can feel her pain behind the skies.

I sense her thoughts across the air,
She surrounds me everywhere.
And when Valkyries calls to take my breath,
I’ll beg for her beyond all death.

For in each life, and all to come,
I’ll find her soul my eternal home.
My vows no gods could sever—
She is my always. I am hers forever.

In the end, my death was in vain
Because even after all she told me,
She still chose another man.

I believe you when you say you still love me,
But it cuts so deep,
Because every night, your face is still the only thing I see.

I crave being next to you when I sleep.
I yearn to watch you dress.
I miss kissing you when you leave—
Without you in my eyes, I hate what's left.

I want you to consume me,
To swallow me whole.
I need you to see it all:
My new things, and how my room now glows.

I want to show the strength of my shoulders,
And how my arms can lift you up.
Because Heaven is made for two,
And my poetry is only made for you.

When night get quiet and the dark grows deep,
Lost shadows steal my ability to sleep,
A whisper haunts the moving air—
The thought that she may never be there.

Her love, once warm, now feels so far,
My goddess of love, my shining star.
Pain now chokes the breath I used to sing,
Oh my lord... she is my everything.

My world turns grey, my steps grow slow,
A weight I never chose to know.
The sky feels lower, walls close in,
Regret and fear crawling beneath my skin.

I want to call,
I want you to send me things,
But you asked me not to.
I just want to be loved by you—

If I cried out loud every time I missed you,
I’d punch a hole through my throat and soul too.
If I tried to grasp how much I love you,
I’d die a thousand thousand times without scratching the truth.

I will never want you to be alway
To regret things we should have said
Because even in my darkest hour...
You carry my brightest day

I vow to give you all of me,
To set you wild, to set you free.
Step close, let go, just take my hand,
And love will be our promised land.

I crave your body, your voice, your whole,
Your lips—the scripture of my soul.
Your voice—the poetry my heart recites,
Your smile—the eclipse that births my nights.

The stars may go out, the seas may rise,
Yet still, I suffer beneath dark skies.
My restless soul, a love untamed,
Our fate unwritten, yet proclaimed.

Oh death,
Please...
Allow me to see her again.
I will give you my husk,
Because my soul already belongs to her.

Anubis, hear my plea.
I have nothing for you to weigh;
My heart was given to her.
I will accept the punishment without a say.

Valkyries,
I have nothing too.
My battle was won
When she said, "I love you."

I beg you, Charon,
I can’t pay for my trip.
My obol was lost
When I kissed her lip.

What wounds me the most, what tears me apart,
Is not just her leaving, but why she’d depart.
Not hate, not a fight, not distance or time—
But that my love wasn't enough...
Feels almost like a crime.

And now I am haunted by all we could be,
By hugs that still echo,
By dreams lost at sea.
She walks with her pain, while I walk alone—
Heart full of love with nowhere to call home.

I said the words in the wrong way
What my heart wanted my lips couldn't say.
She read words, but not my soul—
Now silence carves a deeper hole..

I wanted to run until she reached my sights,
Collapse into her arms as I kissed her goodnight
Apologize with aching eyes,
No need for words, no need for lies.

She is a wave I cannot flee,
A love too hungry, it swallows me.
Each breath I take, I fall again,
In bliss and blessed rain.

She is my gravity, my fate—
A black hole dressed in something great.
Love described in heaven's Gate
She is my duo, my love, my soulmate.

I love her. Fiercely. Wild and true.
And if she knew....God if she knew—
She’d see the boy behind the mess,
Just begging for one small "yes."

I bargained, I traded, and I sold.
I exchanged silver, land, and gold.
I shared my dreams, my poetry, and thoughts—
I was a professor, and I worshipped a false god.

And in all my lives that passed,
And the ones that are still to come,
I knew what I wanted to see last:
Your smile, full of love and warmth.

I traveled through this and others planes,
Waited for years in silent trance.
I knew your heart, and I remembered your eyes too—
They came to me in dreams, calling me back to you.

I sense the vibration of the universe,
And how the gravity waves pull me toward you.
I can see the path that time takes when words are spoken—
I see the future, and the forsaken.

I've searched countless faces for your smile.
I crossed countless stars seeking your eyes.
I listened to every bird and every note, searching for your voice.

You are...

More beautiful than the mirrored ocean's calm,
Kinder than saints and forgotten psalms.
Your voice echoes in the foundations of the constellations above—
You are the inspiration of all poetry and love.

I miss her...
That just feels too simple.
Too mundane.
Too human.
...
How can I explain it—how I feel?
...
I feel like I’ve got my ear pressed to the floorboards, listening to her footsteps as she walks out of my life.
I feel like I’m drowning in the desert.
Like I’m stuck to the ground, suspended in the air.
Like I’m watching the sun burn down
And the stars fade.

I feel full of emptiness
And lacking existence.
I’m floating in the void between us.
...

I still remember her eyes, full of tears that wouldn’t fall,
And my mouth, full of liquid yet in a drought.
I remember the smell of the coffee shop where she said.
I remember the convenience store where she decided my fate.
I remember the last days—and I still read her last message.

But still...
I also remember how she said she would stop fighting the current of our love.
That she would surrender to the natural lean of me.
And her eyes—full of love in the light of a blue storm.

I miss her...
I feel like poison, like caffeine and wizardry.
She feels like the smell of rain, cold pillows, and sweet strawberries.

She exists—therefore, I love her.
I love her—therefore, I exist.

The ink tarnishes my skin
And your colors pearl my sins.
I hide my fears in the caves of your soul
As I sing you anthems of old.

I gave my rivers to the oceans of your eyes,
And my poetry flows into your dreams.
I whisper secrets into the empty voids of your seams—
Your pleasure, my vice.

I pray in the languages of love
As I consume the space of your thoughts.
I travel to the present and future,
For my devotion knows no bounds of culture.

You chose to be alone for now,
And that is okay.
You decided to remove yourself from the question.
You’ve chosen to push me away.
But I can't stop loving you...
I will survive, even if the sky loses its colors and the ocean its waves.
I will survive if the warmth never touches me again,
If my June turns into May,
Even if your touch on me never rains.
I bleed in verses.
I **** parts of my soul.
I hurt what I cared for the most.
...
Do you still read my poems in the morning, even when we don’t talk?
Do you still wonder if I dreamed about you at night?
Do you miss when we used to smile, looking into each other's eyes?
In your decision to be alone—do you miss us?
And if you do...
I’m here—to love, to kiss, to burn, to be.
We are yet to conquer, to travel, to see.
Soulmates—to envy, to become, to grow, to build a family tree.
Lovers of old—to achieve, to help... meant to be.

On the nights we can't speak,
It’s like feeling the wind before the storm.
I know the presence that I seek,
I dream with  the shapes your shadow form.

I will wait for you in a sea of a thousand stars,
I will carve your name in corners hidden from sight.
I will dive through echoes afar,
And write until my poetry runs dry.

My lips are soft, my fingers true,
both were made to walk on you.
Speak to me, oh goodness of fire,
my intentions are pure, born of desire.

I need to ******* name from your tongue,
to explore the birthplace of all your songs.
I long to give you my humble sacrifice,
offering body, soul, and mind alike.

To travel upon your sacred hills,
and show you the beauty of my solemn will.
Enter you whole and drink from your vine,
as you tremble in pleasure, vibrating in mine.
Scream our incantations into the darkest night,
let me show you my worth, my love, my might.

In the cold, I find your heat.
In the sun, I search for your water.
In the dark, your light I seek.
I'm a poet in love—like my son and my father.

I was raised to find your gaze.
I was born to solve your maze.
I am who I am, and I love who I love.
We were prophesied by cards, Destiny, and God.

Woke up hearing a drizzle,
Soft touches of heaven on my window.
Each night I get closer to death,
Each dream — a reason we met.

I hold no power over the things you do;
I can only offer love, devotion, and verses too.
I yearn for you like thirst and hunger;
I still dream of a life with you, like when I was younger.

Am I asking for too much?
I just want to feel your love openly.
Why does every day without you hurt?
I will give you my soul wholeheartedly.

Please forgive me for causing pain,
I promise you, it was never my intention.
Because in this world of no saints,
I feel your touch in every word, every poem, every mention.

I must confess:
I’ve loved you longer than I can remember.
I’ve craved you since the moment the breath of consciousness touched my soul—
From the echoes of the universe,
From the waves of planets foretold.

I love you like a drug that consumes my lyricism,
Like an addiction that feeds on my cynicism.
I miss your presence and your song,
I miss your hot breath filling my lungs.

I admit—I will love you beyond this realm,
Beyond this city, beyond this shell.
I promised I would find you elsewhere,
With no bounds of fate or shackles of death.

But I cannot love alone.
I cannot hold it together.
And if you don’t miss me, that’s fine—
I will learn to hold and miss until I die.

I cannot be your side project,
I cannot be a fragment of your liking.
Our love is hope, is whole, is divine.
And if you don’t want to love me with your whole heart,
I will still keep you forever in mine.

I want to undo your ties and make your hair a mess.
I want to taste your lips under dark-lit jazz.
I want to know how your skin feels under moonlight.
I want to feel your vibration in the depth of your night.

I like how you smile over power and money.
I like how you work your lips when you say.... honey.
I like how you undo your coat when you feel a draft.
I like how you cover your smile when you laugh.

Let me show you the new tricks I’ve learned.
Let me see your skin where the sun didn’t burn.
It’s time to show you the place where energy lies—
Where love consumes, and I watch the stars fight.

I wonder if the fountain misses the mouth,
I question if wind misses the rock it eroded,
If time misses the life it cut,
And if the sky remembers my scent.

All absurd, all bizarre—
And yet the verses haunt me, near and far.
If my love is seen as a chore,
Then there is no point in asking for more.

I challenge thy god and its unstoppable force,
For I have seen love travel and reverse time's course.
I’ve seen the power of the universe and the chains of culture—
I will love you today, in the past, and in the future.