Am I asking for too much?
I just want to feel your love openly.
Why does every day without you hurt?
I will give you my soul wholeheartedly.

Please forgive me for causing pain,
I promise you, it was never my intention.
Because in this world of no saints,
I feel your touch in every word, every poem, every mention.

I want to call,
I want you to send me things,
But you asked me not to.
I just want to be loved by you—

If I cried out loud every time I missed you,
I’d punch a hole through my throat and soul too.
If I tried to grasp how much I love you,
I’d die a thousand thousand times without scratching the truth.

I will hunt down the stars
That dim your face.
I will burn down
The planets where you aren't praised.

I will destroy all realities
That forgot your smile.
I will show the universe
That loving you is worthwhile.

I wonder
How my name tastes in your mouth,
And if you still say it when you are alone.

I wonder
If you think of me when you look south,
And if you see my eyes when you moan.

I wonder
If, without me, your life has salt,
And if you are ready for the love I've shown.

In every moment I exist, I miss you,
And for some reason, I feel you miss me too.
I'm tired of the ordinary,
With you, my bed becomes our sanctuary.

I hope one day you give our future a chance.
In all my dreams, you are the only one I dance.
Even the angels high in the clouds
Are jealous of the love that we have found.

Why do you refuse my love?
Why don’t you believe I’m enough?
Why don’t you allow me to take care of you?
Why do you choose to be hurt?
Why can't I stop loving you?
Why does my room still hold your scent?
Why do my clothes still carry your embrace?
Why don’t you trust me?
Why are you so scared of the future?
Why can't I stop smoking?
Why can't I let you go?
Why do I keep hurting myself by loving you?
And why do I ******* love doing so?

You can tell me no,
Scream that you hate me—
I will wait for you,
With the love you deserve,
With an intensity only I know how to give.

I challenge you to forget me.
I propose a bargain with God:
Let me see you one more time,
And I will show you all the future lines.

In the end, my death was in vain
Because even after all she told me,
She still chose another man.

I believe you when you say you still love me,
But it cuts so deep,
Because every night, your face is still the only thing I see.

I take solace in the glass castle I built,
A smoke-filled room,
Unused pieces of silk.

I need to numb myself,
Or I will combust.
Unfortunately, this is the hand that was dealt,
The universe is simply unjust.

I wanted to scream,
To yell and hate,
But you invoke only love in me.
I think pain has always been my fate.

Our game has been played,
And "no" has always been your answer.
I had hope you would choose the future we could make,
I keep searching for happiness, but that hope just grows fainter.

Maybe it was my fault.
Maybe I'm the problem.
I'm tired now and full of doubt.
I'm lost, stuck in this solemn.

I think I was born to be hurt.
It hurts so deep when your name I say
Maybe I'm not supposed to be loved.
Maybe this is just my price to pay.

The smoke in the window knows your name,
And the stars are tired of me describing your smile.
The ash remembers how I cried in shame,
And not fighting for you before makes me vile.

No more, I say,
As I yell at the storm.
Because if you let me, I will stay,
And forever praise your heavenly form.

Dark clouds and cold weather,
It's okay, baby, I got you.
I always carry an umbrella,
And I brought you a sweater too.

If I told you the rain wouldn't wet,
And that the sea would stay calm,
I've wanted you since the day we met,
Like it was written in a lost psalm.

I feel like I can see colors now,
As my world finds its missing piece.
From the depths of my soul, I vow
To cherish you with every heartbeat.

You are engraved in my heart,
Written deep within my soul,
Marked upon my very being—
In my life, you are the goal.

We complete each other,
We dance to the same songs.
We are meant to be together,
And yet you denied my fond.

I'm hurt, and I can see my soul cry,
I'm bleeding love that belongs to you.
I wished we could be in each other's sight,
But fate has torn us in two

Oh, help me, enchantress of the night,
I wanted to ask to forget her, but I can't.
It's out of control—my love for her is too might,
And the thought of losing her prompts me to faint.

So I'm in your hands like I've always been,
I will wait for you in all my scenes,
In all the universes and timelines,
I will come for you anywhere with our agreed sign

Oh Lord, I’m tired—so deeply worn,
I loved with all my being.
I gave my best, my heart was torn,
Yet still, I stand unseen.

I beg for mercy on this ache,
I poured my all—it wasn’t enough.
Alone I lie, no hand to take,
As pillows drink my sorrow’s touch.

I will now gather my broken pieces,
Though they once fit perfectly with yours.
But now, I can never call you mine—
Not anymore.

The music in my ears echoes the ache in my soul,
While my words transcribe this heartbreak.
This is all I have left to show,
And I write it for my own sake.

I am an astronomer and a lover—
I fell for a star.
But she chose the orbit of another,
Leaving me to watch from afar.

Morpheus, please don’t let me dream of her,
I can't wake to poetry on my pillow again.
My best was never enough to offer,
And my lost proclamations were in vain.

My heat is made to warm your cold skin,
My body designed to fit your bed.
My fingers shaped to rest in yours between
My soul can't bear to see you sad.

My poetry runs down my face like rivers,
And the verses spill onto the floor.
My devotion can’t be hidden in slivers,
And my heart longs for yours.

I used to push the pain away,
But now I welcome it.
With each word you say,
I draw closer to the throne you sit.

I want to yell to the world
All the verses that belong to you.
I can travel the light and the universe’s fold—
I just hope you love me too.

On the nights we can't speak,
It’s like feeling the wind before the storm.
I know the presence that I seek,
I dream with  the shapes your shadow form.

I will wait for you in a sea of a thousand stars,
I will carve your name in corners hidden from sight.
I will dive through echoes afar,
And write until my poetry runs dry.

I dreamed of you last night,
And I write as if you'll see this
Oh, dear love all might
Bring me the one I miss.

I close my eyes to the abyss,
Turn my back on my maze
In the rain, I feel your kiss—
I can't meet Morpheus without your embrace.

The cigarette smolders in my window
As the light in my room grows dim.
I apologize to my lungs,
But I need the nicotine.

I hear the rain fall
And my fan spin.
I can only think of you—
My favorite sin.

I see the darkness smile,
My oldest friend.
The city sleeps
As my heart I try to mend

I write, shrouded by smoke,
The lighter flickers, lighting my room.
Your presence in this ritual I try to invoke,
Yet my mind drifts back to you.

I miss you like my lungs miss nicotine,
I miss you like the earth craves the rain.
I stop myself from wondering what could have been—
Without you, I’m not sure I can love again.

Like a cancer, I grow in your mind.
Like a plague, I consume your dreams.
Like a curse, I walk in your thoughts.
Like a spell, I compel you to say my name.
Like a drug, I travel in your blood.

I question your ability to forget me.
I challenge your capacity to keep me blocked.
I'm a warlock of your pleasure,
The root of your sins.