I now lay alone in this starless hell,
Where silence hurts more than I care to tell.
You rest beside him, the one who enjoys your hurt.
And I wonder if you miss me and if you ever cared for my hug

You speak of healing and time to mend,
Yet return each night to the one who won’t bend.
Our vows, once whispered in softest tone,
Now gone like leaves the wind has blown.

But even in torment in pinnacle of my pain,
My heart still whispers your sacred name.
And should you reach, and say my name slow,
I’d walk through fire just to know—
That you still feel what once we knew,
A love so intense, so raw, so true.
My warmth won't fade when my flesh is gone,
It lingers, eternal, it carries on.

For love like mine won’t break or sever—
It burns in silence… always, forever.

What wounds me the most, what tears me apart,
Is not just her leaving, but why she’d depart.
Not hate, not a fight, not distance or time—
But that my love wasn't enough...
Feels almost like a crime.

And now I am haunted by all we could be,
By hugs that still echo,
By dreams lost at sea.
She walks with her pain, while I walk alone—
Heart full of love with nowhere to call home.

He prayed for her pain so she’d crawl to his side,
While I prayed for her joy and love of all kinds.
He needed her broken to feel he was whole—
I wanted her shinning, with peace in her soul.

He loved her for him, for control, for his gain,
I loved her for her, through hardships and rain.
He smiled at her failure, a mask in disguise—
While I bled in silence, still wishing her skies.

For what kind of love would dance on her tears?
Rejoice in her downfall or feed of her fears?
I prefer to be lonely, with grief as my chain,
Than ever be cause of her fall or pain.

I promise to rise through heavy flame,
I'll fight the dark, I'll bear your blame.
For her, I’ll carve a brighter way—
Through every cold night and warm day.

If the gods allow me a bit more time,
I’ll climb back up to you, I’ll lay on you shrine.
Even if pain strike my heart, I will not flee—
As long as my heart call for her in me.

So hear me now... beneath this moon's gaze,
My soul is hers for all my days.
Without her words I can't feel sane
My love for her my eternal flame.

Together, we are  storm and sky,
Neutron stars that never die.
Even through bad weather our love blooms.
In every February, in every June.

I can feel her tears when night turns grey,
The wind will whisper the things she won’t say.
The heaven's reflects her silent cry.
I can feel her pain behind the skies.

I sense her thoughts across the air,
She surrounds me everywhere.
And when Valkyries calls to take my breath,
I’ll beg for her beyond all death.

For in each life, and all to come,
I’ll find her soul my eternal home.
My vows no gods could sever—
She is my always. I am hers forever.

When night get quiet and the dark grows deep,
Lost shadows steal my ability to sleep,
A whisper haunts the moving air—
The thought that she may never be there.

Her love, once warm, now feels so far,
My goddess of love, my shining star.
Pain now chokes the breath I used to sing,
Oh my lord... she is my everything.

My world turns grey, my steps grow slow,
A weight I never chose to know.
The sky feels lower, walls close in,
Regret and fear crawling beneath my skin.

I asked the cards for a sign,
I begged the heavens for a light.
Magic and constellations showed that you and I
Are parts of the same painting, stars of the same night.