He prayed for her pain so she’d crawl to his side,
While I prayed for her joy and love of all kinds.
He needed her broken to feel he was whole—
I wanted her shinning, with peace in her soul.

He loved her for him, for control, for his gain,
I loved her for her, through hardships and rain.
He smiled at her failure, a mask in disguise—
While I bled in silence, still wishing her skies.

For what kind of love would dance on her tears?
Rejoice in her downfall or feed of her fears?
I prefer to be lonely, with grief as my chain,
Than ever be cause of her fall or pain.

I promise to rise through heavy flame,
I'll fight the dark, I'll bear your blame.
For her, I’ll carve a brighter way—
Through every cold night and warm day.

If the gods allow me a bit more time,
I’ll climb back up to you, I’ll lay on you shrine.
Even if pain strike my heart, I will not flee—
As long as my heart call for her in me.

So hear me now... beneath this moon's gaze,
My soul is hers for all my days.
Without her words I can't feel sane
My love for her my eternal flame.

Together, we are  storm and sky,
Neutron stars that never die.
Even through bad weather our love blooms.
In every February, in every June.

I can feel her tears when night turns grey,
The wind will whisper the things she won’t say.
The heaven's reflects her silent cry.
I can feel her pain behind the skies.

I sense her thoughts across the air,
She surrounds me everywhere.
And when Valkyries calls to take my breath,
I’ll beg for her beyond all death.

For in each life, and all to come,
I’ll find her soul my eternal home.
My vows no gods could sever—
She is my always. I am hers forever.

When night get quiet and the dark grows deep,
Lost shadows steal my ability to sleep,
A whisper haunts the moving air—
The thought that she may never be there.

Her love, once warm, now feels so far,
My goddess of love, my shining star.
Pain now chokes the breath I used to sing,
Oh my lord... she is my everything.

My world turns grey, my steps grow slow,
A weight I never chose to know.
The sky feels lower, walls close in,
Regret and fear crawling beneath my skin.

I asked the cards for a sign,
I begged the heavens for a light.
Magic and constellations showed that you and I
Are parts of the same painting, stars of the same night.

I see the weight you try to soo hard hide,
the tired waves you hold inside.
And heart ache to pull you near,
I silent my steps, I suppress my fear.

There’s thunder deep inside my chest,
a plea that cannot come to rest.
And though I try to stay composed,
your distance leaves my spirit closed.

You've gotten colder, soft, withdrawn—
like misty air before dawn.
Your heart is full, your mind a blaze,
and I am feeling lost within your maze.
...Are you ok darling? Can I help?

I've been Pavloved
Obsession
I've been converted
Devotion
I've been addicted
Destruction
I've been activated
Vibration
I've fallen in love
Emotion

I whisper into the night the thoughts that can’t be rhymed
I beg beneath fluorescent lights
For words that can’t be signed

I love you
love you
love you, love
love you
you
love
I
You