In every moment I exist, I miss you,
And for some reason, I feel you miss me too.
I'm tired of the ordinary,
With you, my bed becomes our sanctuary.

I hope one day you give our future a chance.
In all my dreams, you are the only one I dance.
Even the angels high in the clouds
Are jealous of the love that we have found.

Why do you refuse my love?
Why don’t you believe I’m enough?
Why don’t you allow me to take care of you?
Why do you choose to be hurt?
Why can't I stop loving you?
Why does my room still hold your scent?
Why do my clothes still carry your embrace?
Why don’t you trust me?
Why are you so scared of the future?
Why can't I stop smoking?
Why can't I let you go?
Why do I keep hurting myself by loving you?
And why do I ******* love doing so?

You can tell me no,
Scream that you hate me—
I will wait for you,
With the love you deserve,
With an intensity only I know how to give.

I challenge you to forget me.
I propose a bargain with God:
Let me see you one more time,
And I will show you all the future lines.

In the end, my death was in vain
Because even after all she told me,
She still chose another man.

I believe you when you say you still love me,
But it cuts so deep,
Because every night, your face is still the only thing I see.

I take solace in the glass castle I built,
A smoke-filled room,
Unused pieces of silk.

I need to numb myself,
Or I will combust.
Unfortunately, this is the hand that was dealt,
The universe is simply unjust.

I wanted to scream,
To yell and hate,
But you invoke only love in me.
I think pain has always been my fate.

Our game has been played,
And "no" has always been your answer.
I had hope you would choose the future we could make,
I keep searching for happiness, but that hope just grows fainter.