To be happy sometimes you have to destroy the past

Telling the truth can be a weakness
Some secrets should be kept forever in order not to burden love ones

I live feeling sorry for myself
Because I have nothing
I live feeling depressed because I don't know how to feel any other way
I live feeling...

you left
you didn't say goodbye
you left
you didn't tell us why
bereft
we wept.

I wanted to love you more than I could
I never meant to hurt you
I'm just not capable of loving
I am broken inside
There is a darkness inside of me
A darkness that consumes me
I don't know how it feels to be happy
You deserve to be happy and I hope you will be