First thought is no wrong doing then comes the guilt an overwhelming brush of worry and others judgement piercing threw your sub conscious with the desire to take over every emotion until you feel the wrong the hate the absolute anger that you have given or force upon another to open your mind to realize your inner darkness has a tendency to shine threw your eyes or ora perhaps that Darkness numb your heart or even blur your vision it cannot do magic nor make disappearing moves with the truth first thought is only no wrong doing when you're not seeking forgiveness