Body please rest
Mind please ease
Even if you do

Friends dont let me be a memory

How long could i fly before i fall
How much time till the clock strikes twelve
How many steps till i hit the cliff
How many more times can i save myself

I wish i was a bird with light lead wings
Because i work so hard to fly and i know
I know
If i give way for a second
Even a second
Id fall

Would it be bad too?
After a drink or two the ground has never looked so soft
The concrete like bouncing rubber
Would i bounce

Another bottle pushes me off
Now i know what its like to fly

I hit
I hurt
I will not die

No matter how much i try

A drug is not a drug
A drug is a drug
As long as its an addiction

If you keep running back
If you keep getting high from the hit or the feeling
If you finally know the difference from want and need

Weither tis a needle
Or a kiss
Where youve been touched is warm
Itches and burns

Thats when you know youre addicted

I fell.
He caught me
He left the marks on my arms
And i will love them till they fade

His kiss drips with honey
His tongue a cool sting
Its so addicting

Draped in black followed by smoke
Im over come with infatuation
Im crushed..
And i love it

I feel it..
The callow aura surrounding those is draining me
Im nothing now
A hollowed out skeleton

Is this what it is to be truly tired?
To be truly exhausted

Im so tired of the lies
Tired of the hate
How we miscomunicate
Tired of the fakes
Tired of the way she looks
He looks
All the looks.

Im just tired of it all
So tired...

Arent you?..

Hello may i have three draws for lucky
May i have three draws

Miss may i ask what are three draws

The days you twit

Miss im sorry, you said it was three

Yes three and hurry...

She yells and hiss i try my best
She yells and hiss and im losing it

My head gets light my eyes feel heavy
And im losing it i feel it...

Here are your draws have a good day

She just walks away

I slowly count 100-1
I snap my wrist every time
I cringe from the pain
Put a smile on my face
Because its work

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