Always trying to say and do,
Whatever i feel is right for you.
Putting myself in second place,
Who am i, am i being erased?
I am desperate to please,
Afraid you might leave.

Your happiness comes at a cost,
Losing myself,
Slowly getting lost.
But it's so easy to deny,
When it's time to say good-bye,
At last i take my things and pack,
Hoping to find my way back.

The feeling of your lips gently placed upon mine,
The face that makes me in you confine.
The shiver only your touch can give,
It is moments like these I want to relive.
The sparkle in your eye when you say you'll love me 'till the end,
You own my heart, it's no longer for rent.

My lonesome heart
I try to paint my heart red,
I use the blood that it has bled.
Before it was filled with dread,
But now it is simply dead.
Sewn together with some thread.
Because it was torn and spread,
By the things you said.
With lies you had filled my head,
You had me so mislead.

When I slit my wrist,
I think of when we kissed.
When I cover up my scars,
I think of the future that was ours.
When I cry myself to sleep,
I think of the memories we keep.
But now that we are done,
I'm afraid you were my the one.
It still hurts far too much,
That I have felt your last touch.
Just put your hand in mine,
And I swear I'll be fine.

Thoughts running through,
My body and mind split in two,
My mind never still always in motion.
My head is a mess like a storm on the ocean.
I feel like a fish caught in a net,
I need all the help I can get.
My body is still, almost dead,
Just laying here hopeless in my bed.
My body and my mind are torn,
All life in my eyes are gone.

The smile that is always big,
Even when you're feeling sick.
The excitement in your eyes.
The way you can always see through my lies.
Your cute yet a bit dorky hair,
It suits you perfectly I swear.
You make my eyes open, now I finally see,
You make me happier than I thought I could be.

When I cry you hold me tight,
And try to make it all alright.
You smell unexplainable sweet,
You're the only thing I desperately need.
I love you more than a heart can take,
My love is so big it can never be fake.

I could disappear and never come back,
Without a soul would even keep track.
The thought is not to bare,
Nobody would actually care.
Maybe once a year,
The people I have dear,
They would need a saviour,
Or just a favour.
They would ask themselves 'where did she go',
The girl that couldn't say no.