Lavendar My Love

Lavendar My Love Jan 2018

Wait

I get angry when I have to wait.

Not cause i'm impatient,

It just gives me more time to contemplate.

Lavendar My Love Jan 2018

how difficult to see

your art in such a lightly manner

in the vividness of it

your age is a concept but your art is still in development,

but lo-

my art shall always be in development.

it is malleable.

now and forever, my art will never be mine completely.

Mine of yesterdays, and tomorrows.

mine of then and there.

but never mine of this moment,

or mine of right now

just mine of that emotion,

i felt when I wrote you down

Lavendar My Love Jan 2018

My Baby

How uneventful my life must be

if you're all I pay attention to

With your dark green sweater

and dark black hair

Moondust eyes...

But can you blame me.

Who would be so ignorant as to ignore you?

my baby, my darling:

I will wait for eternity in the depths of this pit

this shadow

always lurking darkness

distance:

may be our dividend,

but right this instance,

I cannot imagine my life without you in it.